/lit/ - Literature

Chasing a feeling. I've felt before. A memory of a feeling. Or maybe the feeling youve nevee felt before. Walking down a ciry street on a rainy day, after the rain has fallen and the streets and cars and sidewalks are shiny with precipitation. Rosebuds bloomimg. Mulberrys smashing under your feet. Coffee and eggs after a 5am run

>>20083534
Revolt Against the Modern World or Meditation on the Peaks.

>>20086223
Introduction to the Study of the Hindu Doctrines or Crisis.

>>17262473
>>17262885
this and wageslavery is all i do. I want life to be more than this, I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE I NEED SOMETHING ELSE

>>16689185

You cannot outlift autism. This is a fundamental conclusion that I have seen many distraught young /fit/posters reach as their crippling inability to interact with other people in spite of their gargantuan delts.
This isn't to say don't lift or improve in any regard, just beware the delusion of lifting your way to chadhood.

>>15188824
Serious question why do all the people here either hate buddhism or are hardline therevada cultists?

I think i'm going to study Vajrayana with a teacher after the quarantine is lifted. Seems the best method to attain gnosis and enlightenment without becoming a forest monk.

>mfw want to read books but can't read the book on how to read books

>The deep roots of inclinations, faiths, atavisms, invincible and irrational convictions; habits, character, everything that lives in you as animal instinct or as biological legacy; all the body's will; the blind thirst for life, yearning to generate, to preserve, and to continue itself—all this reconnects and merges into the same principle. In relation to it, you usually have the same freedom of a chained dog: you may not feel the chain, and think you are free until you try to go beyond a certain limit. But when you do that, the chain tautens and stops you. Otherwise, it deceives you: you move in a circle, without realizing it.
Can you recommend any other books about how man is only superficially free and how this can be overcome so I don't kill myself?

>had a very traumatic event while high on weed
>subsequent weeks have constant panic attacks
>can only think about them
>feel like I’m developing agoraphobia right now

>go high as fuck at night on my way home in a bus like 5 days ago
>we talk about shit with friends before I leave
>start thinking how embarrasing it would be for someone to shit himself in public
>start thinking it could happen to me in the bus
>suddenly feel like I shitted myself
>panic.jpg
>I felt the smell of shit and a big turd on my pants
>most embarrasing moment of my life, 10 minutes thinking how I would explode crying after I went off the bus and how my social life was basically over since I became the guy who shits himself
>get home in a panic
>checked myself first thing and I was absolutely clean
>now I can’t stop thinking that it could still happen to me anytime, and I already felt the most intense embarrassment as if it already happened
>start feeling more my stomach these days as if I induced myself stomach problems
this is hell lads

>>13502918
>jobs in my country are 8-6

honk honk?

LSD does not teach you anything. The "revelation" you experience is just your brain's senses and workings being temporary shattered and torn to pieces. It's no different from having a dream of your friend trying to stab you, and, even when knowing it's a dream, you try and frame your friend as a potential murderer. It is just all of your memories and thoughts from your life being vomited at you, with no cohesive meaning.