/lit/ - Literature

>>14796510
Ah shit, which country do you live in?
>>14796679
Yeah, I don't think I could take all of this knowing that I've been a bitter virgin all my life. My memories are the solace of my life will be the solace of my death, similar to the Upanishads for Schopenhauer.
>>14797196
Yes, that's possible. It's more likely from abusing my vocal chords over the past seven years since I have been singing in extreme metal bands since 2016 and been practicing since 2012. Or it's some problem associated with my nasal cavity.

I think it's truly a special kind of bliss, that in the extremely unlikely event that I'll live to see my 22nd birthday and the year 2021, I will finally have a cure for my persistent nihilism and can create a life on my own. Finally move out, finally work more than 6 hours a week, maybe start studying again. Overcome all the pain and grief from my past, and cherish the memory. I swear, if I live to see this summer, I'm going to read beneath a tree in the countryside every evening and watch the sun set over the fields. Nature truly is beautiful to behold, I can't get enough of it.

We have fights, we have struggles, debilitating fears and behaviour, society that stands against us, or we just don't fit in - but I suppose being alive and well and having just that will, that fierce will to conquer yourself and to live, that shall be the only future for me, if I'm fortunate enough to have one.

>>14605208
Пepвaя любoвь/First Love