/lit/ - Literature

Algunos libros que recomienden para aprender la historia de Mexico? Nunca me intereso en la primaria y secundaria. Me gustaria aprender si siempre fuimos un pais tan mierda.

>six different girls asked me out during high school
>they'd be interested in me for a matter of weeks. in two cases, for over a year
>always started with getting their phone number
>get so nervous just looking at the phone number that I never called them
>dodged them at school
>two of the girls turned up at my house in the night to see me
>four of the six bought me presents
>one of them point blank to my face told me she wanted to suck my dick. refused her (in the most dickish way like I wasn't interested, even though truthfully I was just scared)
>went to the movies twice with one of them, shut it down before it went anywhere further
>I either told them I wasn't interested or they just eventually gave up on me
>still a virgin now at 24
>not a day goes by I don't regret how I behaved
worst thing is I'm still doing the same things.