/lit/ - Literature

>>19283781
I just bought melatonin because my doctor told me it could help against my insomnia. But I am wondering if taking melatonin hinder my natural ability to fall asleep?
If I consume some regularly will I become incapable of sleeping without it?
>inb4 do not take it every day
Which interval should I be taking it?

>>18092239
Since Miss Adler got seriously ill they got me a new piano tutor. They placed me with a young woman: younger than me by one year from my own 21. It has been the third time I went to the loisir lounge of her dorms in the women quarter dormitory to get taught piano; for my family have been great musicians for many generations and they want me to master an instrument and by doing so my college tuition is being paid.

This afternoon, after math class, I went to play the piano; and today's piece to study was : Larghetto in A minor, by Gaetano Donizetti and some more from him.I never heard of it but she apparently really loves it.
>Song related
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x2uE-GdoSy8

I need to know what I should've done. First she complemented me on my new haircut. She notice right away. How quick-witted this young woman is. From the start while practicing I felt how close she was from me. More than usual. I would accidentally bump my right elbow to her crotch area without any force or wrong will from my end. She would then explain to me some short techniques to learn and memorize for the composition at hand. I honestly could not focus on what she was saying when her crotch was softly and warmly leaning on the edge of my elbow during her explanation. I lost entire phrases to the void and did not register anything while she would explain what and how to do it. After I played and foolishly I did not do the little exercises she wanted from me. She was getting stricter and after a while she would discreetly smile at my demise. She was smelling so good and her music seemed to enchant me and turn me on. Today I was awful. My hand and fingers didn't cross properly,my tempo and posture was off. What have I done? How could a woman have so much power while doing barely nothing? My passions were unmatched. In ended with her showing me what she made today during her zoom class: half a dozen cabbage rolls.

In conclusion, I felt afterwards that I missed something. She asked me if I wanted to stay and try what she prepared during the day; a recipe her mom excelled at apparently. I told her I was awaited at my family house and could not dine this late afternoon with her. Every Friday, after class I go back home to mom and pop and my brothers and their girlfriends to passed the weekend.
I feel like a fool to have been so blind in front of a pairing dinner, but am I in a good position since I played a bit distanced and next time she will try harder with me or will she take it as a no and play cold with me afterwards? I get that she might feel lonely with the lock-down and the covid and I too feel lonely, but I am very dumb and inexperienced with these things guys and I do not know how to proceed: any advice. I will pray the Holy virgin Mary for some help and pair me with her if she wills it and sees her as virtuous.