/lit/ - Literature

>spring
>women in sundresses
>constantly thinking about how their fertile pussies and musky buttholes are just behind a thin piece of fabric
>constantly walking around with a teenager-tier erection
>constantly thinking about burying my face in women's crotches
So honestly, has there been any fool-proof way quitting coomerdom? I'm not going to say I invented NoFap, but I was one of the primary posters on the subplebbit about way back in 2014, and several of my bro-science posts about neurochemistry are still being copypastaed. I did 14 months of NoFap at one point, and it mostly just made the horniness worse. I did NoPorn for 4 years, also just made my fantasies even more constant. I tried all the monk-stuff of controlling my mind, but it was a losing battle. With a girlfriend and a regular sex-life, without a girlfriend and a regular sex life, it doesn't matter, I'm just too god damn horny all the time.
I feel like a satyr, and I understand in the very core of my soul all the wisdoms of how desire cannot be satiated. But I cannot quell it.
Let me drown in pussy juice. It is the only way to end it.

>>21999509
>pic
Thank you for bringing this image to my attention. The dirty soles and heels are a particularly nice and artful touch.
Very stimulating, truly.

It is time soon. Time to coom. I am at odds with myself. I had, during my scouting run earlier today, decided to coom to a two-part presentation of my own bespoke discretion, featuring the actress Jillian Janson, beginning the revelries with a 20-minute stint of the video she did with meanbitches.com, in which she plays the boss to the poor, hapless Marcello, whose role is that of a sales agent who has missed his quota. As punishment, Miss Jillian forces him to lick her asshole and feet. This is the forté of that particular studio, but this scene is remarkable, in that it plays out in a sales meeting with an on-screen audience of men and women, who look disbelievingly and disapprovingly at Jillian forcing the poor man to ram his tongue up her bitter hole. This is enticing, most enticing.
The second part of that feature would then be a marvellous VR scene she has, a POV shot in which she is fucked up the ass and takes an anal creampie, which she farts out with great force into the face of the viewer - quite the wonderful effect in full immersion VR. I particularly like her auditory acting - her moans are girlish, but often enough give way to hoarse grunts, animal grunts, and coming from a petite and highly conventionally attractive woman, that gets me going like little else.

However, the scouting also uncovered another contender - a more straightforward VR shoot of an eastern european blonde bimbo, at a gym, who gets fucked by no less than three guys, also POV. It is simple, less refined, but so is the italian kitchen, when compared to french - and not, for that reason, of lower quality. A decision must be made, however, for I have only one 80 minute session in me. Ah, alas, the vanity of all existence.

As a degenerate giga-coomer, I find it quite interesting that I am suffering from the very same aesthetic ennui and malaise as the decadent aesthetes of fin-de-siecle Europe. Jean de Esseintes of Huysmanns seminal work A rebours withdraws to his country cottage to experiment with sensual impressions, covering a galapagos turtle in plates of gold and gemstones and letting it walk slowly through a dimly lit room to achieve just the je ne sais quoi play of light he desires from the organic contraption, and is frustrated when it fails to tickle his fancy and his itch time and time again.

This is completely analogus to my ventures as a coomer - I find a video of one of my favorites, Krissy Lynn or Nicole Aniston, forcing a man to lick their assholes, in some of their very rare femdom appearances - but lo, the male actor, who is to be a mute and mostly invisible prop, in both instances, is Deviant Kade - that horrifying, snivelling, noisy little faggot who always drowns out the soft moans of the goddess whose asshole is being licked with his absolutely atrocious running commentary, in his rage-inducing faggot lisp, completely ruining the entire scene, which was, from a distance, perfect.
I find a femdom studio with videos of moderately attractive women farting into the mouth of a tied down man - perfect, or so it would seem, until I realize that this male prop who should be invisible screams, literally screams out in terror and pain and RETCHES - ACTUALLY RETCHES - when he receives the gassy blessings from the derriere of the goddess, raping my ears an drowning out all eroticism and sensuality from the scenario.
I find an amateur video of a masked man kneeling in front of a woman sitting on the toilet, defecating. It is silent. Perhaps this is it. The woman tells him, in the most delightful girlish and playful voice, that it is soon time for him to clean her asshole. This may be it, this may be it.. the man is quiet, he merely nods! Yes! This is it! The woman stands up, turns around, spreads her cheeks and presents her poopy butthole for the eager mouth of her slave - but no! The consistency of the feces left around her ass is all wrong, too chunky, not the soft smear befitting for a lady.

So you see, the plight of the coomer is just like the plight of de Esseintes - I am sitting in my dimly lit room, frustrated, awating the right play of light that never arrives. In a manner, this lack of resolution is emblematic of life itself, which always frustrates our desires for perfection, at least, as Heidegger made clear, until death.

>>21837970
>Men are merely instruments of God.

>>21757017
>What if I come within the first 5 minutes and the clarity hits me and the gates of shame are opened wide. And I'll just want to escape, but due to my awkward nature I'll be trapped there. What would you guys do?
This is a rite of passage for the coomer. You must take the humiliation and shame and turn it into even more fuel for the coom.
No but for real, a 3 hour session? Bro what the fuck, I was at an orgy in my early twenties, it was 2 hours and I came 5 times. I was shooting blanks and my dick was hurting towards the end, but it was still hard. Unless you are +40 years old you should be good for at least 2-3 rounds, especially if the PE is almost a ruined orgasm.
As for taking the plunge, just do it. Life is too short to not live the literary lifestyle. Ignore moralfagging dorks.

>>21754719
>he hasn't jerked off to cuckold pornography for half a decade to turn his greatest fear into a source of coom
That which does not kill you makes your coom stronger.

Just coomed in my pants watching an interracial cuckold pornography, in which the woman instructs the black fuckbeast to remove his condom and fuck her raw. The BBC looks towards the cuck, asks him if he is okay with it, the cuck sort of mumbles apprehensively without an answer as the woman removes the condom, saying "it doesn't matter what he wants, we're gonna do it anyway", as she leads the now unprotected black penis into herself.
That made me cum in my pants. Regrettably, I might add, because that means the true coom, which I intended to have later tonight, will be weaker. I believe I will jerk off to a woman shitting down the throat of a man - I have just the correct video in mind, in which there is a prolonged ass-licking of the struggling sphincter, before she presents her malodorant gift to the eager mouth of her worshipper. Such caliber of video is what is needed to force an enjoyable coom out me, when I have already coomed in my pants.
Such is the life of the supreme giga-coomer. You will be greatly surprised to learn that in real life, apart from being a giant coomer, I not only fuck, I am also a romantic monogamist at heart, with an almost completely vanilla sex life.

>>21724353
>How did you feel when woman
Aroused.

>>21686148
Probably just a megapack with something specific he wanted, I've done that with pictures of women having their asshole licked
>regards,

>>21671857
Anon, I viscerally imagine the smell of her rectal perfume, and all I want is for her deposit her gift in my mouth so I may know not only the smell, but the taste as well.

Giga-degenerate coomer-diaries, entry #9872
I have recently been watching facefart videos, where the man is in bondage, and the woman sits on his face, clothed or naked, and farts into his mouth and nose. It is of very variable quality - the professional facefarting pornography is all dreadfully low quality, but the amateur stuff is of very high quality.
The best in the game is Amirha, a woman with IBS and terrifyingly sharty farts - they are real and loud. She has a boyfriend who always plays the role of the bound, forced and unwilling receptacle of her feminine gasses. The very best part of her videos is towards the end, when she has farted quite abundantly, but is still pressing - the danger, the titillation arises, that her vigorous pressing might give birth to a more substantial gift than the rectal perfume she has so generously showered her man with. In those videos where it happen, where she does take a shit in her boyfriends mouth, I coom hard, very hard.
However, I recently stumbled over a compilation video that has cut and pasted together short clips of everytime it happens - this is a mistake and a misunderstanding. It is not the act itself that gives rise to the strongest of cooms, it is the danger of it happening, the uncertainty of what her pulsating asshole will produce, gas or mud - it is the indeterminacy that arouses the interest, as Kant rightly said of the artwork.
Creating a compilation of every time she shits in her boyfriends mouth is, in a manner of speaking, symptomatic of the problems of modernity - it is exactly such a thing that Adorno criticizes with his analysis of the Culture Industry, where art is rendered impotent by being subjected to means-end optimization. This is a profound tragedy, as art, and the aesthetic mode of thought it engenders, with it's indeterminacy - in Amirha's case, whether her sphincters contractions will produce a nugget or not - is the antidote to the means-end reasoning that has become all-pervasive in modernity.

>look at bookshelf
>at this point, hundreds of tomes of philosophy and wonderful literature that deserves a first or second read
>nothing interests me
>browse femdom forced asslicking pornography for 3 hours without even considering masturbation, purely out of intellectual interest

>>21597200
>unwashed Extinction Rebellion chicks
Keep talking. Are they also unshaved? What do their feet smell like? Their buttholes? Are they sufficiently dissatisfied with male-centered sexuality that they will demand prolonged sessions of pussy worship, and will judge a man by the gusto with which he inhales the fumes of her bush, and slurps the secretions of her stinky sex?

I think I've reached terminal coomerdom. Last night I was looking through videos of pretty women forcing men to lick their assholes, and found one that starts just like that, thought it was hot, but then the woman squats over the man's face and shits on it - and I am talking absolutely ridiculous amounts of shit, she's a normal-sized girl, very attractive, but the amount of matter pouring out of her asshole would clog any toilet in the world, several kilograms without a doubt. Anyway, I am watching it, not really aroused since (or so I thought) I am not THAT much of a coomer, but then it happens, she starts masturbating with her hand while this endless stream of shit is pouring onto the face of the schmuck below her, she starts moaning and pissing on him as well, and that does it for me, I am now into that, the siren call of a woman's anus opening to reveal her foul-smelling gift no longer falls on deaf ears.

Just wanted to let you all know, stay on NoFap or semen retention or whatever you all are doing, the memes are real, there are no brakes on the coom train.

>>21512161