/lit/ - Literature

>>12082325
I understand what you're trying to say, but (and this is only a theory that serves to explain my personal situation too) don't you think you're trying to conform to some idealized image about what being a human, and specifically a human male, is?

Is like you (or me, whatever) are trying to cope with the inmense pressure of being whatever humans in the past were, and since they are all idealized heterosexual men and women, you can't be like them if it isn't by the means of exerting a great control over your sexual appetites or plainly quitting all kind of sexual activity that is not conventionally acceptable (like watching porn and masturbating).