/lit/ - Literature

I think I might be repulsive to women, but not physically. The problem arises whenever I try and communicate with them, I know that I'm attractive enough to arouse interest in some pretty cute girls, but it goes to shit really quick whenever I try to talk to them verbally or through text. It appears the issue is my very essence.

It didn't used to be this bad, though. I was able to date pretty upper class girls just a few years ago. I know what the variable is, it's that I'm now sober. My shit is way more together in general, now that I'm grooming and washing myself properly, as well as escaping neetdom and by not living a chaotic existence through alcohol and drug abuse, women want nothing to do with me. I don't know what else it could be, other than I've become a dull person.

I'm happy that I've become clean but I really want to do the benis in bagina, fuggg :DD