/lit/ - Literature

>>16169796
Not so sure about that, buddy

>>15402881

>>14007027
Sounds like textbook autogynephilia to me, anon. The combination of your overbearing mother and lack of an assertive father has instilled within your subconscious the ideal of a dominant feminine archetype and a passive masculine archetype. The archetype through which you view all women is dominant, and so an adolescent you waited for that dominant girl to appear in your life and take charge. But dominant girls don't exist like that outside of fetishized roleplay and mental illness, and certainly not among adolescents. So you waited passively and you got older, but that idealized (nonexistent) dominant girl never appeared so your brain started doing what brains are meant to do: solve problems. Everyone has that ideal girl in their heads and when you're starved of intimacy and can't find that girl, your brain does the next best this, you become the girl. But you've got this whole internalized passivity from your upbringing so you do what passive girls do and lust for cock.

Now, you can go down this road of autogynephilia and homosexuality if you want, but it will never be enough. You feel these things because your subconscious believes it's the best way for you to find the female intimacy you originally wanted, but you'll obviously never find that going down this path and so it'll just lead you further and further down it unfulfilled. I don't know if you watch any kind of fetish/homosexual porn but if you do and you want to stop having those thoughts and live a normal life you'll 100% have to ween off of that. From the sounds of your parents it seems you were setup to fail from the beginning. I can't fight your demons for you but the more self-aware of them you become the more ability you have to understand why you have them and what it is you actually want.

>>12919834
>no access to boys when growing up
Please elaborate on your view of men in general. How would you characterize the stereotypical man?

>>11233229
Well no shit, men who want to become women (autogynophilia) are just coping with a failure to attract and get with their ideal woman (not necessarily their failure to get any women at all although that is obviously permavirgins are included in the aforementioned). Instead of grueling through the struggle of failure in the hope of one day succeeding, they cop out and opt to become that which they want. It's an extreme case of a man failing to integrate his anima and instead being consumed by it subconsciously.

>>11064906
She has obviously failed to integrate her animus

>>11011133
Not so fast there buddy...

>>10172873
I see my superiority has led to some controversy.

It seems my superiority has led to some controversy.

>>10077040
I think you mean stop trying to become your anima.