/lit/ - Literature

A dark soul is a phenomenon of a person slowly but meticulously destroying themselves, both physically and spiritually. Living in the edges of extreme narcissism, paranoia, schizophrenia, they are the most unstable individuals ever to exist.

You can actually see them in your day to day life. Your coworker, boss, wife-husband, your parents. Not comprehending basic functioning, slowly filling themselves with so much hate that they can't function like a regular human being anymore. Auditory Processing Disorder for example.

They may continue living, existing, but it is a hollow existence. A life devoid of meaning, substance or essence of anything good. So far away from humanity, that one may even argue they might be an anomaly in the evolution of humanity.

If you are not careful, take life as granted and become a narcissist, you may become hollow.. a dark soul.
But if you take on the phenomenon of life as a gift, and try to be a authentic self anon, you may achieve Nirvana perhaps not in this form of existence but who knows when. Only thing sure is that you will achieve it, whereas in a dark soul will never achieve it. They are lost in the Samsara, lost in the absurdity of the existence.

*deep breath*
>Maccabees, children…..the second book of Maccabees…..now listen:
>Thus did this man die, leaving not only to young men, but also to the whole nation, the memory of his death for an example of virtue and fortitude….
>It came to pass also, that seven brethren, together with their mother, were apprehended, and compelled by the king to…..
>….the rest together with the mother, exhorted one another to die manfully….
>….so this man also died undefined, wholly trusting in the Lord

>I wish i had never knew love
Book for this feel?

>I wasn't good enough for her
Book for this feel

>tfw when she wanted you and but you fucked it up because you were too scared of intimacy and now she's living with the guy she will end up marrying happily
took my first kiss and virginity and everything

>tfw there's a book in the library of Babel with this conversation

>

>can't find the $9 kindle book for free on zlibrary or archive.org

I don't know, but I'd like to find out. Being directionless is slowly killing me.

23

changes every week, along with my hobbies

i have no identity

i am nothing

>>18620597
yiff in hell, furfag
im giving up on writing, btw. one less brainlet competing against your "novel."

Announcement: I want to die.

>>18605831
Yes, I noticed. I'll never learn Russian, huh?

>tfw want to write essays, but not educated enough
>tfw want to write literary fiction, but living a boring life
>tfw want to write genre fiction, but not imaginative enough
>tfw want to write YA / popshit, but not shameless enough
what do?

>>18532419
>All these pretty women
God, I'm so fucking lonely

>mfw I was the demiurge all along

>the Joyce bullies mocked my pronounciation of babademanolowabagabagoobenisrim again

>>17196713
>find 4chan as a teenager
>see this post
>"Just remember, you're here forever."
>lmao that's pretty funny
>10 years have passed

books that can acutally help with reoccurring depressive episodes? like some non meme self treatment (cbt)?
Im semi neet right now and often feel like shit

Also cant organise myself even if my life would depend on it
>inb4 just go out to a library/club/university
everything is closed here

>>16457112
is it legit or just some feel good self help?
>>16457113
I have a few days where im productive and actually manage to get something done and block all that distracting shit but I always relapse back to my old habits
impossible to get out of this mess and cant get anything done even if my life would depend on it