/lit/ - Literature

>>22851455
I'm really sad right now. I received Christmas gifts from several people, including from someone unexpected. Instead of making me happy, it made me feel guilty and depressed, and I constantly think that I don't deserve them.

Three years ago, I had a major health complication that hospitalized me for a week. I recovered physically, but mentally I feel like I died in the hospital. When I got home after being released, I experienced an intense feeling of despair. Every time something unusual happens, I re-experience that feeling of sadness and despair. I don't know what's wrong with me. Nothing that I do makes me feel like I'm alive anymore. Working out, charity, socializing or keeping in touch with people has no effect on me. I just get sad when I'm alone. I don't know what to do anymore except become an SSRI zombie.

>>16048013
Not him but
>mfw I don't see the issue with a lot of these
I-is "in the night" and "will be noted" that bad?

>>12457764
I already named it "Test01" because I'm deathly afraid of even pretending to do this seriously, let alone someone actually finding out that I'm seriously trying to be a writer. Obviously they could not react with anything but ridicule and scorn.

I wish I could write the stories I want to tell but I hate myself so much that I feel that everything I do is wrong so I'm constantly nagged by the feeling that they're not worth saying and that I'll fail writing them well.

>Tfw I'm not a hack like Christopher Paolini and I wasn't born with parents that can publish my book

All I want is for people to read the novelization of this great dnd campaign I had but it won't reach anyone if I self-publish.

>>9740390
>go to read at the park
>every time there's a witty remark someone walks by
>looks like I'm laughing at them

>>8278295

>Go on long car trip with family over the holidays
>Read most of our class novel during that trip
>During class mention that to my friend
>Somehow the cute girl sitting across from us finds out
>"wow that's really nerdy"
>"why didn't you just listen to your ipod"

>Passes out at 66
N-nice dubs, Terry