/lit/ - Literature

>Spend most of your life on introspection
>Barely any of the intellectual insight you got out of it should be called meaningful, original or profound, and in general most of it was worth jack shit
>It never amounted to you overcoming innate apathy, cynism, routine running your life and weakness of spirit, let alone crafting any cohesive system of beliefs and values that you could ever apply to yourself and the world surrounding you
>never create anything of worth, not even feeling that you have much to say on any topic any more
>Life could be summed up as "running in the circle" if it wasn't for the fact that your pursuits do not deserve title of metaphorical running.

Books for this feel?
Other than Ecclesiastes?

I'm selling this idea for a novel to the highest bidder: young couple looks into the abyss. What unspeakable, Lovecraftian horror they witness there drives the young man to suicide and the woman insane.
All the inspiration for the character is found here:
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JANNIES!!! Delete this thread now!

>>12321851
I'm 1996 and don't feel like I'm either

I'll stop drunk phoneposting about books I haven't read

Ethically speaking, How is torrenting PDFs any different from using a library?

>>12149007
i just realised that computers are going to kill cursive in a matter of two or three generations
>mfw

I think I just got btfo'd