/lit/ - Literature

>want to get serious about being writer
>remember how all the great authors were sexual deviants
>have femdom and piss fetish thanks to lifetime of porn addiction
>decide to make the plunge and fulfill it irl, hope it'll be good inspiration for the short short i want to write
>find femdom e-thot who is up for pissplay
>she arrives at my apartment
>doesn't really look like her pics
>has the voice of chainsmoking coalminer and the body of a Midwestern soccer mom squeezed into a catsuit that does nothing but accentuate how lopsided her ass is
>decide to go through with it anyway, it's for art and I'm a virgin so idk maybe this is just how real women look
>chugs down two 32 oz monster cans and has me do the same
>"alrighty anon *belch* let's get this show on the road"
>o-okay
>handcuffs me to bed headboard
>spends some time berating me and smearing her crotch in my face
>unzips catsuit fly and lets her Arby's roastbeef roadkill deluxe spill out
>screams for me to open "my little slut" mouth
>it's like a fucking fire hose
>can only manage about half a mouthful before i gag and vomit a bit on myself
>this isn't like my animes at all
>my bladder feels like it's going to burst at this point
>beg her to uncuff me so i can use the toilet
>"you're the toilet today, cumslut! piss yourself!"
>smears her pussy over my face as i piss myself
>literally in tears at this point
>laying in pools of piss and vomit and wondering if I'm in a David Lynch film
>realize she's buckling on a strapon
>i didn't request this service but I'm too catatonic with horror to say anything
>proceeds to facefuck me while screaming for me to say i like it
>it's finally over and i go to the bathroom to wash up
>she's looking through my bookcase
>sees my copy of Jordan Peterson's 12 Rules for Life
>"oh I really like this guy he's been super inspirational for me."
>spend the last twenty minutes of the session watching JP compilation videos on YouTube
>as she leaves she says it was fun and i was a "good little piss princess" and to call her whenever I'm up for round 2
>spent the three days trying to get the smell out of the mattress and sheets
>if i look at myself in the mirror for too long now i burst into tears
>wasn't even able to write the short story I wanted

>>13923335
>tfw you will never save fantine from her own fate and save cosette

>create a critique thread
>people post long shit sometimes entire books
>call it shit tell them to drastically change it in x,y,z, ways it or throw it out
>save it
>distribute good stuff under pseudonym
>fap

Anyone else do this

>>10152964
>How can I overcome my autism and capitalize?
Actually I shouldn't bother
In university I knew a qt who would always invite me to her house for study sessions, but I always told her I understood the material just fine. I only realized what she was trying to do after we graduated.

>>7428239
Hey, at least she didn't become your girlfriend then left you and now you have to pretend you're ok with being her friend because she seemed so sad those 6 months you were avoiding her and you felt bad about it, but now she has a new boyfriend she seems happy with so you can't really do anything about that but you still have to see and interact with her on occasion and you imagine that if you'll ever have to spend time with her AND her boyfriend you'll probably end up killing both of them and then yourself to be honest.