/lit/ - Literature

I'm sick
I'm very sick
I don't know what she thinks of me now, I dont know if she really left me or just is really busy
I'm needy
I'm pathetic
She knows this
She said she had a faith In me that I I'm a bright and good person with a good future and she loves and emotionally invested In me because of it
I love her and I wish I could be the best "anything"she wants from me, the best friend, the best person she used to know or whatever
I think I've ruined myself for her so many times that she doesn't have that rosy picture of me anymore but I'm gonna work and work till I make it into what she thought I could become
You're one of the only people in my life that I love kompis and I wont let you down