/lit/ - Literature

I'll start plotting the next one today so the dread doesn't have time to set in.

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Nice post and nice numbers!

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I relate to almost everything you're saying. The difference between us is the childhood trauma. I was abused by my cousins when I was young and I blame that for my complete failure with women. I also hate myself. I tried hanging myself earlier this year when my parents were on holiday. I know I don't have the balls to hang, so I took a bunch of sleeping pills and waited with the rope around my neck. Blackout and I woke up naked on my bed. It's a shame we can't live but also can't die. What works for me is writing. I get all those bad things that happened and put them in stories. It's a nice way to transform your misery into something beautiful. You should try it because you write really well. I genuinely enjoyed your posts. Best of luck, pal.

I only write because otherwise I'd get insane and off myself.