/lit/ - Literature

Athena helped me pass the bar exam.

Problem with all the occult shit I tried was that it basically boiled down to meditation and focusing on some concept/image/sign long enough to let the subconscious eat it like bait on a hook. That was always my problem and I never found any long term solution to it through mysticism. my conscious brain knows what it should be doing, but the subconscious constantly battles with the conscious. The subconscious only wants pleasure and to take naps and shitpost. The conscious brain wants to read books and do great things, and on occasion it does, but not often. All I wanted to do was tame the subconscious. All I wanted was a deep internal motivation. I could occasionally trick it with Buer, with Athena, with tarot readings, and with chants from the lesser keys of Solomon, but none of it stuck. None of it truly took root and shifted my central beliefs and ideology, I was still the lazy me.


True magic would be if words or phrases could pierce the conscious and directly attack the subconscious. If reading Aristotle's rhetoric suddenly changed how good a communicator I was at a deeply fundamental level instead of reading and slowly adapting technique after technique over a long period of time with ques and long term memory.


I want the eternal motivation.

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There's a section in the lesser keys that's about improving your ability to remember and study. Chants that monks would use as they studied the bible and scripture daily. I was studying for the bar exam for the third time and was willing to try anything. Had reached out to Athena during a meditative state and, after watching what I thought was far too much Buffy the Vampire slayer, went to /x/ and asked them about it and they told me the lesser keys. I then started looking at other parts of the lesser keys and got to the list of demons. In which I found pic related. Buer. Who's basically the Aristotle of demons, and I thought that was pretty cool.


I did end up finally passing the bar exam.