/lit/ - Literature

Hello. Materialism sucks. If nothing exists except for matter and its movements and modifications, then there cannot be a God. If there is no God, then there is no inherent meaning to life. Materialism inevitably leads to atheism which inevitably leads to nihilism. That is, unless we create meaning for ourselves (existentialism). Which I tried. But then I read more, and started to realize that all these meanings I created were all spooks. God, religion, fatherland, motherland, nation, family, people, virtue, morality, the good, truth, freedom, humanity, justice, my people, etc. Eventually I came to realize that all there is, is me, and my ego.

I know peopel will say one of the following:

"Read epicurus. If there is nothing but your ego, and it's relation to the material around you, then live a life of simple pleasures, do whatever you want".
(I'm looking at you butter tranny)
Doing this rn, life is worse then it ever has been

"Bro just read the pessimists"
Already did, if anything it made it worse

Or "Bro just Eastern religion and stop caring".
This doesn't work either, just makes me into a neet

Or "Bro read Nietzsche"
Him and Stirner got me into this mess in the first place

Or "Bro just Christ"
Can't, I've tried praying the rosary every day for months. At first I thought maybe the problem was that I was just going through the motions/rituals, so I switched to just trying to talk to him every night, but still nothing. I've sobbed and I've cried, but I never heard anything, not felt even the slightest thing. I've always been like this. Some people are just cursed like this I dunno, but Christ won't work.

This sucks. This sucks so fucking bad. I need to cope cope cope.

So for my newest cope, I'm becoming a slavic pagan because I'm Polish. *honk honk*. Very cool isn't it. Recommend me slavic pagan lit please. I already looked here https://4chanlit.fandom.com/wiki/Charts, and I could only find charts for germanic and celtic paganism. Or alternatively, recommend me books on pre-Christian Polish religion.

Thanks in advance

>>19531899
And for this feel?

You don't want to die.

>>15875777

Based anticoomer neoplatonists and neopythagoreans would read and write all day and send their posses after cumbrains and other scum. You read people like Tertullian, you realize this guy was too smart to have actually believed in God. The power of semen retention really goes to your head. They did nothing wrong.

Range is a very underrated metric on a vehicle. Most cars do not go past 300 or 400 miles on a tank. If you drive frequently or live in a rural area this is a problem. In some ways, heavy driving in an urban area is worse as that range decrease. The trend of most new vehicles is to have a small 12 gallon tank.

Ideal range is 700 miles a tank typically, although, the more, the merrier.

>>15786881
>millions of people watch every single one of his retarded drivel
kill me pete

All it takes is a single look at a woman to cause sexual arousal no matter how many times you masturbated the hours or days before. You need to stop posting lewd and otherwise pornographic images. You're not helping anyone out. You're making their lives worse by reinforcing a terrible habit that few break.

>>14647056

>>14081070

Jannies leave this up which has absolutely nothing to do with literature and then delete my mythology thread. I am angry.

>>11148884

I haven't cried in over a decade and I feel like part of me is missing. The only emotion that I feel strongly anymore is hatred.
>I
>I
>I
I hate how selfish I am. I hate everybody else and I hate myself the most. I'm so tired of it all and I want out.

What are some books on the theme of pic related?

Please refer to this image if you see any of the following arguments in this thread:
>free will exists because quantum fisics lmao
>free will and determinism are compatible lmao
>dude it doesn't really matter anyway lmao

How can I stop playing video games and spend more time reading books?

>>8757426

>>7969213
>dad comes into my room
>"son, your mother keeps telling me about how you think about dying all day. you might as well just stop trying."

FUCK

Library of Alexandria, while it is on fire.