/lit/ - Literature

>>15032825
Didn't post it there

>>15033095
That's actually why I felt more like shit

To be honest I actually don't miss her that much as a person but as a missed opportunity. Like there was a world right in my grasp, something given by god himself but I hesitated and slipped

Always thought she was cute in some plain way, and weirdly I saw her often at unexpected places. Then one day I was having work experience in Year 10 and while handing out pamphlets to nearby shops, I saw her working in at a hair shop right next to where I was working, this was a coincidence again but I took this as some kind of destiny and stuck inside my head for rest of the senior years
But I didn't approach her till the end because I was extremely paranoid about everything. This made me pretty damn nihilistic and destroyed all my self worth for a while

>>15008590
No, she's small. Something like barely above 150cm

>>13714510
Found her cute since Year 9. Pale, blue eyed brunette and petite body barely above 150cm. Cute smile and even had those "fangs" At first I thought she was kinda plain. Then I started to find her cute and started to stare at her more and more often. Also she was surprisingly smart in some way. Yet I wasn't so sure.

Then I was having a work experience in grade 10 and while handing out pamphlets to nearby shops, I saw her working in at a hair shop right next to where I was working. Now this is going to sound cringey as fuck but my heart kept beating and from that moment I thought I was destined to love her and tried to catch every moment of her glimpse. I murmured her name in sleep and always thought of her to cheer myself every time I felt stressed. Yet I couldn't dare to approach her because of extreme social anxiety and paranoia. Hell, I didn't even tell my friends about it because I was so afraid of being judged by someone else.

After graduation I deleted all photos I took and still couldn't get over for a year. Felt worse when I had a dream where she hugged me. I got over it but still kinda makes me think 'what if'.

Anyways one of my cope was her shitty literary and musical taste.

>>11580545
Found her cute since Year 9. Pale, blue eyed brunette with small petite stature (about 5ft / 150cm). Cute smile and even had those "anime fangs" which were visible when she smiled. At first I thought she was kinda plain. Then I started to find her cute and started to stare at her more and more often. (Ugly duckling perhaps?) Also she seemed surprisingly smart. Yet I wasn't so sure.

Then I was having a work experience in grade 10 and while handing out pamphlets to nearby shops, I saw her working in at a hair shop right next to where I was working. My heart couldn't stop beating that day. From that moment I thought I was destined to love her and tried to catch every moment of her glimpse. I murmured her name in sleep and always thought of her to cheer myself everytime I felt stressed. Yet I couldn't dare to speak to her because of extreme social anxiety and paranoia. Hell, I didn't even tell my friends about it because I was so afraid of being judged by someone else. Too me, she was so delicate and I wanted to cherish and protect her so much and it probably kept me from killing myself.

Then I graduated high school a year ago and had to give up. Felt worse when I had a dream where she hugged me.

I'm turning 21 soon and it's been long since I got over but I still kinda regret not talking to her.

Anyways, she's a complete normie now with shit taste. Probably her friend from high school is bf now (not even handsome). It's more to do with thinking about how it could have been