/lit/ - Literature

Can we just be honest about how shallow nearly all women are? I mean they lack that perhaps slightly autistic drive to have a real passion or interest in something; well not all, I'm not try to be mean it makes me really depressed actually. Though I think they make up for it by how kind they are, and you know that means a lot to me, even little things like her crying during a movie really shows a sweet soft empathy and I just want to hold that or when they get all excited about pretty stupid stuff I love to see her eyes light up or how she walks differently in a good mood and acts all silly
Forgot where I was going with this, but if you hate all women that can only be indictative of projected self hate, really I understand, because they represent all your shortcomings or physical flaws, but then they bring into being from a look or the general futility of even talking to them. There is also a weird dynamic around sex and promiscuity that I feel as well and is all over this thread, that's harder to explain though, but it is interesting

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i want her to text me then show up suddenly and drag me outside into a cold but sunny day talking loudly messing with me a little and tugs me into some stupid trendy cafe that i usually pass and scoff at but this time it isnt so bad because it makes her happy and shes sitting across from me excited about something and it makes me happy because her eyes light up and she pauses while talking to direct them at me and await some comment and in those moments i know there is someone who cares about me and what i think i take a moment looking at her eyes and smile a real smile because she likes me as much as i her then she goes back to talking about whatever she might be and i dont mind it in fact i love it