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>>14151594
A combination of places
>11-20 get heterosexual wet dreams of girls grinding on my crotch, feel aching sensations in my chest when looking at girls, masturbate each night thinking about a different girl in my class
>18-21 start crossdressing, anally masturbating, lose sexual interest in girls (urge to have one lying next to me in bed gradually decreases over time when before it was always subconsciously there)
>still not attracted to men visually irl but a complete faggot whenever I masturbate and have barely any hetero romantic feelings for girls compared to before where it felt like one would change my life even just being with me for a day, now there is just nothing
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZRZ3D6EsXJA