/lit/ - Literature

>>20004700
do you live the literary lifestyle anons?

Recently finished reading the Tartar Steppe. I'm 28 right now. I feel, and have felt, as if I'm throwing away my youth. When I stop and think about what I could be doing differently to make it not go to waste, I honestly can't imagine much. - I have a good job, good friends, I get laid occasionally enough, most of my free time I spend enjoying my immediate world. I wonder then, is this all there is, is this the best use of my youthful years? And asking myself this makes me want to kill myself. It's as if I wanted more out of life than life could give, and out of spite of not getting it all, then I want out. I cried very bitter tears yesterday as I thought about this.