/lit/ - Literature

I'm a 25 years old guy and sad because life goes so fast. I've a degree in Japanese language and literature, but no longer working with it, and now I feel ashamed of being kept by my mother. She wants - and I study it for love - that I study to apply for a civil service exam that involve mathematics, law and other stuff i'm not into to. Civil service is the most common way to earn sufficient money in my country. We don't have plenty of money but he kept me without complaining about it. But I don't see myself doing anything else with pleasure than writing stuff, or setting up some kind of channel about literature. I want to write, but I also want to make money, and everything that needs to be done in this life takes time and effort, and I cannot strive for more than two things at the same time. I just want to feel safe economically and make mom proud of me.

I'm a 25 years old guy and sad because life goes so fast. I've a degree in Japanese language and literature, but no longer working with it, and now I feel ashamed of being kept by my mother. She wants - and I study it for love - that I study to apply for a civil service exam that involve mathematics, law and other stuff i'm not into to. Civil service is the most common way to earn sufficient money in my country. We don't have plenty of money but he kept me without complaining about it. But I don't see myself doing anything else with pleasure than writing stuff, or setting up some kind of channel about literature. I want to write, but I also want to make money, and everything that needs to be done in this life takes time and effort, and I cannot strive for more than two things at the same time. I just want to feel safe economically and make mom proud of me.