/lit/ - Literature

I'm wearing a The Smiths t-shirt that I bought when I was 14. It's so old, grainy and full of holes, but I cant get to ever trow in the garbage. I didn't went to Uni today because it was too hot and I was feeling a bit melancholic. Maybe it's because I didn't eat well today. Went to pay some bills in the morning and only eat some bananas and had a cup of coffe. Came home and eat some pancakes but they tasted like shit, maybe because they were in the refrigerator for too long. Anyway, Instead of going to Uni, I've stayed in home reading Adolfo Bioy Casares and driking beer. Had a nap too.
I have a 20 pages paper to write and I can't get the motivation to do it. It's for the next month, but I know I should start now. Maybe If I write a page a day it will be ok.
I'm generally not a sad person anymore, but sometimes I have some of these days, where I feel kinda empty, melancholic. This happens from time to time and it scares everytime, because in the back of my mind there's this voice that keeps telling me "hey, remember this feeling? It will come back one day and you will feel like this for a long, long time, just like before". I don't know what to writte anymore. I'm going to read some more and wait to the River x Boca match. I hope I wake up feeling better tomorrow.