/lit/ - Literature

Any literature about nature to help me cope with the fact that I'm in my 20s, terminally ill, and have never climbed a tree or been in a forest? I can't leave my house or I'd pass out; I can't drive; and even when I could walk, there are no trees in the vicinity large enough to climb. I keep looking at pictures of trees big enough to climb and I can't take it. I regret posting a thread like this but the only thread I'm killing is one about erotic literature. It got three replies and used an edit of Hitler as its image.