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9837536 No.9837536 [Reply] [Original]

Did you turn out the way you wanted to /jp/? Sure there are people with careers or NEETs/hikis quite happy with how things unfolded but what about those that aren't? Why do you think you missed your target and are you still trying to reach those dreams?

>> No.9837547

This isn't Otaku Culture.

This isn't Otaku Culture at all.

>> No.9837564

>>9837547
Meaning-of-life otakus are otaku culture!

>> No.9837580

This is a thread for seasoned blog otaku.

>>9837536
To answer your questions in order: No. They aren't happy. No skill/talent and bad luck, not anymore.

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>> No.9839165

>>9837564
this is true

>> No.9839194

>>9837673
Replied because I love you Cirno!

>> No.9839200

I am content with my life.

>> No.9839207

I turned out exactly how I wanted. When I was younger, I never had a profession in mind to work towards. When people would ask what I wanted to be when I was older, I never gave an answer. Deep down there was a growing desire to be able to not do anything all day and sleep in. Ever since I was ten or eleven that's what I've worked towards. I fantasized about being in my late teens or early twenties, with no job, no school, and left to just do what I wanted.

Today, at 22, I am living the life I fantasized about as a child, and having it be every bit as good as I had imagined. Each day can be an adventure, a day of lazing, or a day to do something, if I want. It doesn't really matter because I have no rigidity in my life. If I don't want to do something today, I can do it tomorrow. There's no job to hold me down, no friends to pester me, and my parents don't bother either. I'm content with a life like this. After all, it's all I've ever hoped for.

I won't bore you with any more rambling.

>> No.9839348

>>9839207
And you live with your parent's money?

>> No.9839355
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9839355

That feel when I blame the computer for doing this to me. I was a real troublemaker until 6th grade. Before I had plenty of friends and was expelled from 3 private schools for pushing peoples buttons too far. I vandalized homes with ketchup and thought I was a splinter cell with the toy spy gear I collected. Since my dad own his own business moving people, I got computer equipment and video games/cards for free and just dived into that instead of friends. I took manuals and pc mags to school and read them in my spare time, teachers and students made fun of me for being dorky but I didn't care. Then came WoW...

It was a long time ago for me.

>> No.9839457

I fucked my life up pretty bad. I'd try to fix shit but i can't figure out the way to do it. Not to mention i can't just leave my room and face people after all this shit. Even suicide would just make shit worse, except i won't be there to see it.

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>>9839457

>> No.9839481

>>9839355
>Toy spy gear
Those were fun.

>> No.9839522

>>9839348
Yes. It's not a problem when they offer to pay for most everything regardless of my opinion.

>> No.9839550
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9839550

>>>/r9k/
You can bitch there about your shitty life and how you never had a gf all day long.

>> No.9839629

>>9839457

>Don't you dare fucking kill yourself before paying of your debt

Quoting my dad ;_; I don't wanna die thought just not have any responsibilities.

>> No.9839708

I had no expectations, so I'm pretty content.

Listen to this amazing song for some motivation: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BzE1mX4Px0I

>> No.9839714

>>9839629
I went to college when they were giving free credit to anybody with a pulse and the ability to write their names, so I have no co-signers that would suffer if I offed myself.

>> No.9839728

>>9839457
>>9839629
>>9839714
I don't know what to write to show support so I'll just write it like this. /jp/ is too good-hearted for this world.

>> No.9839807

No, every chance I got I made the wrong choice in life. I've been working because I wouldn't be able to NEET if I tried and wouldn't have the heart to. I'll be on unemployment again soon and I'm facing a lot of bills that are stressing me out since I can't afford to pay them with my shitty pay. I looked up the prices of pure helium online and it seems impossible to buy small amounts of it, much less do it without talking to anyone. I might see if I can get some from welding suppliers around here. I don't want to die but I don't want to put in hard work required anymore to live.

>> No.9839815

>>9839207
Pretty much this. For a very short time in early adolescence I wanted to be a video game designer, but I quickly realized that they actually have to work and don't just play video games all day.

Otherwise my life dream was basically a lazy bum.

>> No.9839872

>>9837536

I turned out better than expected, but as punishment for violating my fate, I'm now dying.

I wish I was kidding.

>> No.9839911

>>9839872
You won't be missing much anyway. We'll all be dead by the end of the year.

>> No.9839942

>>9839911
do people really believe this.. ?

>> No.9839962

>>9839942
I'm sure some do. He probably won't be missing much if we aren't anyway.

>> No.9839965
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9839965

My life has definitely taken some unexpected turns, and I certainly don't want to be at the place where I am at forever, but I could be a lot worse off.

I might get on SSI (finally) within the next six months. Then I can go from freeter to glorious NEET.

>> No.9839966

>>9837536
Hadn't had ambition since Highschool. I graduated with a bachelors as an accountant, have a 1st year job that pays me $25 an hour which is decent. Still live with parents, and don't spend on anything and have no social life whatsoever.

I say, Elementry, Junior High and highschool fucked me up good.

>> No.9839967

No, I'm stuck with a stressing career that I don't enjoy, with low payment.

And I can't quit because I'd have to start paying loans and credits. And now...

>>9839714
>>9839629
Shit.

I've always thought that if the debtor died, the debt would be written off, so the co-signer (if any) wouldn't have to keep making payments.

Now I even can't kill myself.

Dammit, /jp/. Apocalypse when.

>> No.9839980

>>9839967
depends on where you live in the world.

>> No.9839989

I love me and the way that I turned out. I wouldn't want to have my any other way that I am now. Shame that I'm so incompatible with the rest of the world though.

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>>9839989
Pretty much this. It's really hard to find like-minded people.

>>9839967
>>9839714
>>9839629
Why would anyone willingly become indebted to kosher bankers?

>> No.9840106

I had a dream, lost it, and now I'm empty and without goals. I'm not sad, neither I'm happy. I'm just being, but I wanted to do something, not end up as a parasite that should rather be dead.

I'm surprised that I ended up like this, I didn't expect that I could fuck up my life in less than 2 years.

>> No.9840119

>>9840106
What did you do wrong? Perhaps you can still be of a little use by letting others learn from your mistakes.

>> No.9840121

If you kill yourself do your parents get life insurance or anything?

Do you have to make it look accidental to get anything?

>> No.9840130

>>9840121
Yes, unless your insurance policy specify that your beneficiary doesn't get anything if a suicide is commited.

>> No.9840194

>>9840085
Who knows man, maybe in another time or place we could have been something.

>> No.9840255

I don't really a have a dream. I would love to be a crazy scientist and change the world but I know that its unrealistic.

The two things I hate the most about me are my lazyness and social phobia. Then my bad genetics (bad face, bad skin, bad hair, short, small dick).

I am lazy as hell. I just can't stand work. Sadly my parents are poor so I have to search for one. I can't imagine myself working.

I am boring as hell. I have zero interests. I browse 4chan the whole day. I don't even have the drive or attention span to watch anime, read manga, watch movies and serials or play games. I have nothing to talk about. I just can't talk with people. I-i just can't. To approach someone is the same as trying to jump over a big cliff. It's just impossible. I just don't have the courage for it. And even if I did there would be nothing to talk about. Only an awkward silence with no place to escape. On the net you can just log off, but in real life you can't just walk away when you don't have anything to say anymore.

I am going to the University tomorrow and my heart races. I have no idea how to survive through it. I will have to talk to people but I just can't. It's like asking me to lift 1000 lbs. It's just not physically possible for me. I have no idea how I will continue living.

>> No.9840258

No, I missed my chance back in high school. I gave up halfway and decided to skip school to play games instead.

>> No.9840267

>>9840255
Only take lecture classes and just hide in your room the rest of the day. Getting by in university without talking much is pretty easy.

Even if people try to talk to you, after a few awkward conversations they'll start avoiding you naturally.

>> No.9840278

>>9840255
cont.

My perfect life would be not leaving my house and browsing the internet the whole day without any responsibilities. But I know that it's not possible. Society wants you to work. No one wants to feed a useless parasite like me.

My looks bother me too. Although they aren't my biggest problem. I feel like a subhuman when I see good looking people. It makes me so sad that I wasn't born good looking. That I am not able to impress a cute girl on the bus with my looks alone. It makes me sad that no female will ever be attracted to me.

I guess I should suicide but I can't do it. First I just lack the willpower and second there are still tiny things in life that keep me alive. Taking a walk in the forest, listening to good music, eating good food, watching a good movie or anime, reading a good manga, looking at a beautiful girl even though I can't get her, watching technology develop, and more.

I always wished that I would just suddenly change. Stop being such a failure and take control of my life. But I know that this won't happen.

>> No.9840336

>>9840267
I think its not that easy. You also have to take seminars which is basicly the same as group work in school. (Which I hated so much that I skipped school because of it)

>> No.9840384

>>9840255
>>9840278
At least you have all those disadvantages to blame. I have nothing to blame but my own laziness (and by extension, stupidity) for being bad at academics.

I don't think I have ever "tried" at anything at any point in my life. It sounds stressful though and it's probably why I avoided it. How anyone could take more than 2 classes at the same time is beyond me.

>> No.9840399

I never wanted to turn out a certain way and I never had dreams. I remember back when I was in middle school my faggot teacher made a huge scene because I didn't have an answer when he asked what I wanted to be when I was older. I still remember the smug little shit that sat next to me... "Oh, I want to be a fireman like my father." and the teacher just wanked him in front of the whole class while shitting all over me. I never wanted to kill someone in my life until that day.

>> No.9840403

>>9840384
I'm in the same boat as you. I'm a lazy fuck, but I just choose not to associate with people instead of having a phobia and I have pretty awesome genetics.

The main problem for my laziness is that I could succeed at everything so far without "trying", having no real challenge in life is what I suspect made me lazy.

>> No.9840406

>>9840399
Are you me?
Teacher basicly did the same thing to me but he also told me to kill my self.

>> No.9840409

I was given some prophecy or horoscope that the happiest years of my life would be during the transition between high school and college.

After finishing high school I realized if I never went to college, I could be happy forever.

I don't think that was a mistake...

>> No.9840414

>>9840409
That's some creative thinking, I like it.

>> No.9840422

No, not really. I'm not as happy as I could be, but I'm not unhappy either. My dreams haven't unfolded yet.

I'm also not NEET

>> No.9840428

>>9840384
>all those disadvantages

Problem is that no one actually acknowledges them. It's not like I have an approved disability. For my parents and everybody else I am just a lazy piece of shit that can't man up.

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>>9837673

>> No.9840451

>>9837536

I have everything i could want proffesionally, just not emotionally/romantically. That home-schooling really fucked me up for life. Still cant interact with women that well.

>> No.9840456

>>9840428
Laziness is more harmful than any disease or learning disability I would say. Some of us want to try but can't get past the trying to want to try stage. Shit, when is some doctor going to invent some bullshit medical term for this so we can just get money or something?

>> No.9840462

>>9840456
That wouldn't work, almost every human is lazy.

>> No.9840480

>>9840462
Yes, but some of us are cripplingly lazy. Like type 2 laziness or something.

>> No.9840489

>>9840480
Anyone can fake being type 2 lazy though, just stop doing anything.

>> No.9840502

>>9840456
Yes but like I said people don't approve it. They dont realize that everybody experiences lazyness differently. I feel like I have weights attached to me. Even standing up from my chair is a pain. They dont get that. I get told that everybody is lazy you just have to overcome it.

>> No.9840545

>>9840406
I still remember the whole class looking at me with contempt while that fat pig just hurled mountains of shit at me. It pisses me off til this day. It's also why I'm a jitter little retard whenever I'm a crowd.

>> No.9840635

>>9840336
I guess it depends on what you're studying, the most group work I have to do are simple five minute speaking exercises in language classes, and when you have a literal script to recite it isn't bad at all. Even if you stutter a bit they just think you suck at the language.

>> No.9841003

Why havent you killed yourself yet?

>> No.9841015

>>9841003
because u're mum

>> No.9841031

>>9841015
whats with her?

>> No.9841032

>>9841031
muh dik

>> No.9841156 [DELETED] 

I was banned for three days for spamming when I was only kindly informing people that /jp/ considers the quality of posts to be very important. I created those messages at least fifteen minutes from each other and they didn't bump any threads at all. How do I deal with staff team that can't even enforce or recognize the chan's own rules?

>> No.9841169

>>9841156
You could always try sending an email to moot, or maybe going in IRC.

>> No.9841195 [DELETED] 

>>9841156
Quote misuse has also gone rampant while my absense was forced.

>> No.9841239

>>9841156
Nobody likes a junior moderator. Just report posts you think are breaking the rules and let the janitor/mod deal with it.

>> No.9841263 [DELETED] 

>>9841169
Going to irc would be going against the rules as complaining about 4chan (its policies, moderation, etc.) is not acceptable through that channel.

>>9841239
Users should do their best to moderate within their own communities so as to avoid heavy moderator presence. Resources have to be used cleverly and a board is no more and no less than all others.

>> No.9841276 [DELETED] 

>>9841263
Try doing it without breaking the rules yourself then.

Nice job derailing the thread into meta shit by the way.

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9841282

Stomp your dreams to death and bury them, and you'll be happy.
You weren't born to do great things.

>> No.9841302

>>9841296

Easy.
We'll kill Romney.

>> No.9841296

What is everyone going to do when Romney is elected and autism bux go away?

>> No.9841297 [DELETED] 

>>9841276
The initial point was the fact the banishment incurred due to no real rule breaking. I asked advice about how to deal with a situation where I didn't turn out the way I wanted to in this thread because it seemed like there are various crossboarding members from /adv/, /soc/ and /r9k/ within this thread.

Please refrain from posting flames outside /b/.

>> No.9841313

>>9841263
>Users should do their best to moderate within their own communities so as to avoid heavy moderator presence.
No, they shouldn't. It's not your job to tell others how to post, you're not a janitor or mod. You're just shitting up the place even worse by attempting to force your ideals on others. Telling people not to shitpost isn't going to make them stop, it's actually more likely to make them to continue.

>> No.9841316 [DELETED] 

>>9841313
If you take the time to read the rules section you will understand it is not being imposed the posting ideals of an individual community member.

>> No.9841389

>>9841302
P-probably shouldn't post that. He is already granted protection as a candidate and as a governor.

Dear Secret Service, please not that I have nothing to do with him.

>> No.9841415

ITT: people with

no healthy family structure

raised by single parent mistake babies. Probably born 9 months after a special holiday like valentines day, Christmas (Sept babies), fathers birthday, etc Father probably some asshole jock as a kid.

parents overworked, didn't bond enough

awkward from being in daycare 99% of childhood and school the rest.

no (positive) male role models/mentors

family in debt with no social mobility

lower income area with large amounts of peer group suffering from the above

genetic losers who used to make candlesticks, bakers, butchers before they replaced 95% of them with machines and set the retard jobs to China to be worked on by slave labor on a dollar pegged manipulated currency

occasional tru-retards.

>> No.9841421

>>9841415
Don't forget narcissistic and lazy folks.

>> No.9841423

>>9841282
>>>/co/

>> No.9841438

>>9841421
> narcissism
>implying /jp/ has anywhere near the self-esteem for that

>> No.9841441

I don't know. I don't know what my desires are, what I wish to become, what I hope to achieve in this life -- my mind full of questions I can't answer, I pass each day in stagnant inactivity. This lifestyle is a testament to that.

>> No.9841452

I wanted to be a scientist who did all kinds of neat shit. Instead I'm a fat pedophile who is too afraid of the people at the front desk to even sign up for community college.

>> No.9841455

>>9841438
But there always seems to be a bunch of those guys around here unless they are just a vocal minority and usually the same folks.

>> No.9841502

I don't know. A pilot maybe

Now I don't even have the courage to attend classes. For the last 3 semesters I've signed up for college but never showed up (fortunately it's free) and whenever my parents ask how my classes are going I change the subject. My younger relatives know I'm full of shit and whenever they get angry and feel the need to vent they start asking me ironically "How was class today? When is your next exam? Are you getting along with your classmates?" and take pleasure in watching me squirm away. I literally I can't get out of my room because they're down the hall watching TV and I am too much of a pussy to walk by them.

heh. to think that a pilot needs to fly at 900km per hour and do all sorts of dangerous shit, while I don't even have the balls to confront my sisters about my failed studies

>> No.9841520 [DELETED] 

>>9841502
Aren't American pilots not even aloud to fly on prozac / SSRI's?

You sound like you would get them on board with the pretense of a free vacation just to fly them into the ground.

>> No.9841526

>>9841502
Aren't American pilots not even allowed to fly on prozac / SSRI's?

You sound like you would get them on board with the pretense of a free vacation just to fly them into the ground.

>> No.9841667

Well Dad, as it turns out, taking shit apart and liking computer doesn't always translate into being a genius with a good future.

>> No.9841671

>>9841502
what college is free?

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9841682

I dun give a fug cause dat dilly got me gone

'member dis ole sayin "a wise mang change a fool is a stay da same"

>> No.9841715
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9841715

My life is going exactly how I always wanted it to go.

I managed to trick the goverment into giving me SSI so I got some money coming in every month, I'm still leaching off my mother so I don't have to spend any of my actual money, and when she eventually dies then I get several hundred thousand dollars in life insurance.

Once I get that money then I will relocate to a small cabin or some other rural area where I can get internet and still not have to pay too much and I'll keep living it up as a NEET with my SSI + life insurance cash.

>> No.9841722

>>9841715
I just sent my Representative a screencap of this. Enjoy being arrested for welfare fraud!

>> No.9841730

Just fuck off already, /r9k/ rejects!

>> No.9841732

>>9841671
state-run ones

>> No.9841747

>>9839348
>And you live with your parent's money?

NEETs come in three categories:

1. Wealthy parents. (Less-wealthy parents, run out of patience quickly since to them the money actually matters, and they're used to working for a living.)
2. People in socialist countries (although sometimes you have to make it seem like you're trying to get a job).
3. Homeless bums, who tend not to have internet connections.

For some reason people don't mention the elderly when they discuss NEETs, so I won't count them here, even though they meet the definition.

>>9840085
>Why would anyone willingly become indebted to kosher bankers?

I don't know. I wouldn't have taken on debt to attend college: I would have gone to an inexpensive state school, and took on a part-time job at the same time like my mother did.

>> No.9841783

>>9841747
But most welfare NEETs are in America, which is hardly socialist at all.

And they don't have to seem like they're trying to get a job, just fake autism and do some stuff like get yourself put into a psych lockup for 3 days

>> No.9841794

>>9841783
>hardly socialist at all
There's welfare, it's socialist enough.

>> No.9841798

>>9841747
#2 isn't stable as that money can disappear any time politicians want to cut it

>> No.9841876

>>9841794
3 people qualify for welfare in America

Black people
Actual dribble tards
Women

If you are a White/Asian and male there is no welfare state except the one that takes your tax money and you will never see a penny of it back in services for yourself.

They need people to staff the coal mines getting black lung, get trees fall on top of them, die on fishing boats, getting cancer from welding fumes, driving heavy machinery that kills their co-workers.

93% of all workplace deaths are male for a reason.


Like I said before... we were the people who would have been risk adverse AND stupid when there were jobs to fill doing so:

Candlestick maker

Butcher

switchboard operators

assembly line workers (!)

newspaper delivery/printing/sales

most clothing/textiles/etc were replaced by chinese children, people don't mend they just discard and consume

Video rental (good riddance)

Pin setters

Lamp lighters

elevator operators

etc


Live in America?

Enjoy your service/hospitality/infomration sector.

Not everyone can be a doctor, lawyer, electrician, roofer, mathematician, scientist.

Labor is dead because the Chinese killed it and gave us shitty shoes and cadmium baby toes in exchange.

>> No.9841951

You know when in school they ask what you wanted to be when you grow up or if you had a million(billion for the younger folks), what would you do with it? I never had an answer.

So did I turn out the way I wanted? I don't know, I never knew what I wanted.

>> No.9841984

>>9841415
>awkward from being in daycare 99% of childhood and school the rest.

It makes me very sad to consider people whose parents put them in daycare. I know it doesn't mean they were unloved and often their parents had no choice, but how could they grow up with normal human feelings in a setting like that?

>> No.9842008

>>9841951
See >>9839207

>> No.9842023

>>9841798
That is the risk you take as a NEET, but there isn't anything in the world that is entirely guaranteed. Your employer could go out of business. Your parents could die. Your cardboard box by the river could get washed away.

>> No.9842029

>>9841984
Me and another little boy used to dress up like girls in the dress-up area at daycare. It was fun. He eventually became a bully in high school, and liked to pick on me about it though. He just called me a liar when I told people he did it too. Some of us turn out better than others, I guess.

>> No.9842033

>>9842023
Some things are far more risky or likely to happen than others

>> No.9842046

>>9842023
If my employer goes out of business I get a new job, if my parents die I get new... oh wait.

>> No.9842374

>>9841747
Because most elderly people are not NEETs. It refers to Gen X & Y (people who are teenagers -> in their early or mid 30s) who have no desire to work or receive an education.

There were no (significant?) amount of NEETs before us, and being retired doesn't make you a NEET when you worked for decades.

Yes, if you go strictly by the term they're NEETs. But look at who's classified and why/how it came up. It wasn't invented because people realized their grandmother wanted to retire and stop working.

>> No.9842400

>>9842374
>There were no (significant?) amount of NEETs before us

Black people.

>> No.9842443

check out this tryhard "sad" music

fucking western pretenders, they'll never be as deep as my 2hu arrangments

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Osh3waD3pVU

>> No.9842472

I never knew what I'd like to be, so, instead I let the world decide, what's more useful for you? An engineer.
After that to protect myself I checked for places to flee in case of economical need:

☑ Germany
◻ USA (Not anymore because of threads like this)
☑ UK
☑ Canada (Though not that sure after the USA fiasco)
☑France
☑Nordic countries WITHOUT Sweeden
☑ Small microcountries like Monaco, Vatican..
☑Belgium
☑Luxembourg


The question is, I suppose most of you can speak english, if you're in such debt why don't flee to greener pastures? Specially the ones with career already.

>> No.9842476

>>9842443
Is it supposed to be sad? Just sounds like some video game stuff. Want tryhard?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IER0WL65VFA

>> No.9842506

>>9842472
What about those of us who aren't good at anything or are academic failures to do? Most countries won't even let you move to them unless you're a doctor or something. Do we have buy a one way plane ticket and find something illegal to do?

>> No.9842543

Are you really going to be substantially better in another country?

>> No.9842560

>>9842506
>Most countries won't even let you move to them unless you're a doctor or something.

If you're from north America you can enter anywhere as tourist, if your country is member of the E.U you can enter any country of the union without excuse just showing your ID.

What you do after that is up to you, but at least you have a better hand now to play

>> No.9842588

Why not buy a gun and some ammo and try living in the wilderness. Preferably somewhere without a harsh winter unless you've got some sort of preparation time

While you live off the kills your gun provides you can learn how to craft traps and weapons. Catch fish.

>> No.9842598

>>9842506
south america dude, if you speak English and are white, you'll be and get hired over people with college degrees because of the color of your skin. That's why you got engineers and scientists driving cabs over there.

>> No.9842626

Let's set the mood of this thread with some music


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2zfxZRBm3EY

>> No.9842649

>>9842598
Aw, damn. Sucks not being white then. Where can a half asian fellow go where he can get a job simply out of novelty value.

>> No.9842672

>>9842649
Anything that requires Asian authenticity. Chinese restaurants, Japanese supermarkets, etc. It doesn't actually matter which race you are, as long as you look Asian enough so baka gaijin cannot tell the difference.

Unfortunately, this involves being seen and talking to people.

You could try the discrimination route? "Oh, you just won't hire me as CEO because of the color of my skin!"
Always works a treat.

>> No.9842873

>>9841715

I have the same dream. I just hope there is a pharmacy nearby so I can still get my precious Adderall.

>> No.9842875

>>9841415
Don't project your faggtory onto me, nigger.

>> No.9842987

>>9841415
>>9841876
>>>/pol/

>> No.9842997
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>>9840119
Sorry for responding so late, but my story is almost funny. I thought that one could reach perfect truth and that one could convince someone to act good (you know, that belief that evil is ignorance). As you can guess, I discovered it by the hard way. I also wanted to get into a psychology degree, but then I realized that is just about putting fucked up people in the herd.

I also believed in the bottom of my heart that if I were a good person, the aliens would save me in the end of the world. No, I'm not kidding, I really believed that, and exactly as a priest that loses his faith after a long time of believing in it, I got depressed.

Now I have no moral code, no goals, no opinion on anything. Nothing. The only use I can think of is to be an example on how some new age books can fuck up your perception of reality. Sorry for the bad English. Have a cute Makoto insted.

>> No.9843008

>>9842997
Sorry, you're just insane and in need of psychiatric help

>> No.9843013

>>9843008
Already on it. For some reason my psychiatrist and psychologist ignore the stuff I told and focus on "me discovering myself" and getting a job.

>> No.9843031

>>9842997
Why don't you join those that want no evil?

>> No.9843045

>>9842997
>if I were a good person, the aliens would save me in the end of the world

I... actually believe something like this.

How did you come to the realization that all the things you believed in so fervently were just delusions? It must have been really difficult.

>> No.9843053

>>9843008
How? His alien belief is basically the same thing Christians would believe about salvation.

>>9843013
You already acknowledged that psychology is about turning people into normals. So why are you surprised?

>> No.9843054

>>9842997
>I also believed in the bottom of my heart that if I were a good person, the aliens would save me in the end of the world.

That's the only correct part of your entire post, anon.

>> No.9843063

>>9842997
Fuck what other people think, as long as you're happy with your perception of reality that should be enough.

>> No.9843067

>>9843063
I agree. Your own perception of reality may as well be the truth until something actually confronts you that contradicts it.

>> No.9843078

>>9839966
Then where does your money go man? Why not save it up and try moving out? Going somewhere else in the country? An accountant is always useful.

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>>9843045
You see, it started when I got the idea to "rationalize everything" when I got into a Philosophy degree in college. I already left the idea of Christianity, and became an agnostic, and focused on the idea of pacifism and anti-capitalism, and for some reason I had a positive perception of the world. Later I fount out that a lot of my beliefs were wrong. People can't be convinced if you only talk to them, they are stubborn. A lot of people are evil. and so on and so on. It was a disappoint after another, like a falling castle. Eventually I realized that the alien stuff was hidden behind of my actions all the time. I didn't want to help people because I loved them, but rather because I want to save myself at the end of the world. I even fantasied of me being saved and everyone being left in a self-destructing world. And this was the hardest part. The image I had of myself was destroyed. I was not a good person, I'm not altruistic, I'm a selfish bastard.

Aaaand when I re-read the books that taught me the alien stuff, I founded (what a surprise!) that I had no base to believe in them.

>>9843031
No motivation, and I would think "does this really matter in the end?"
>>9843053
good point, I shouldn't be surprised.

>> No.9843106

>>9843094
It's good you realized that. Rationalists are a bunch of uppity, self-righteous assholes who don't know when to shut the fuck up, spending their time trying to convert casual natural language into truth tables and find inconstancies than anything else.

>> No.9843104

But it's not aliens that save you, it is your purity that rewards you in the river after your death. You will be rediscovered in Gensokyo.

>> No.9843110

>>9843094

Wow, I've never met someone who was batshit insane before. Do you get weird looks when you're in public?

>> No.9843111

>>9843094
Just because it is "the end" doesn't mean it shouldn't be made better.

>> No.9843112

>>9843104
What if I don't want to go to Gensokyo. Can I go to Raspberry Heaven instead?

>> No.9843127

>>9843094
I just can't see myself doing something like that, I've built my own pantheon of universal truths over the years, all these little intertwined laws and rules that explain how we came from a far star system in the past and evolved into what we are today via radio waves... if I had to admit it's all bullshit my life would fall apart

>> No.9843124

>>9843110
I know it sounds insane, but obviously I don't tell this to anyone, and for some reason, after I lost my beliefs, I also lost a lot of fear of people, so now I can act like a total normalfag if I want to.

Soo, no, I appear to be okay.

>> No.9843140

/jp/ - Tom Cruise Culture

>> No.9843147

>>9843140
You know, now that you mention it, it seems he is describing Scientology!

I can't believe I was trolled!

>> No.9843335

>>9842997
>Sorry for responding so late, but my story is almost funny. I thought that one could reach perfect truth and that one could convince someone to act good (you know, that belief that evil is ignorance)
>I also believed in the bottom of my heart that if I were a good person, the aliens would save me in the end of the world.
>The only use I can think of is to be an example on how some new age books can fuck up your perception of reality.
>Philosophy degree
>holding such naive beliefs at college age
>I even fantasied of me being saved and everyone being left in a self-destructing world.

I can't tell if you're retarded, insane or autistic. Post on 789chans' /cwc/ and tell your life story there, please.

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WxSmhDfuAxY

>> No.9843365

Reflecting back on it now, I am very sad, but now even angry.
I hate it, I try and work enough at life and tell myself "I just have to go over this rough patch and it will be better after I go over it.." but right after I go through hell going around that blind corner, I see another mess ready to smack me in the face.
I can't do this anymore, I don't want to do this anymore. I just want to be happy /jp/, I don't even know why I try, no matter how much effort I put into things its never going to get any better.

>> No.9846909

>tfw 11 years old and my 18 year old brother kills himself
>mother finds his body and is torn up for years, she hasn't been the same since
>whole family ruined, it hasn't been the same since
>only reason I'm still alive is because I don't want my family to suffer again

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Oh eat shit with all your damn maudlin neet/hikki threads, you idiotic self-diagnosed asspipes.

Goddamn, think you'd have gotten tired of posting this stupid shit already. Maybe you really do have something wrong with you. Maybe just that you're a bunch of really uncreative twits, though.

>> No.9846994

An ugly fat NEET closeted tranny holed up with a computer all day leeching off religious parents until they threaten to kick me out at which point I'll probably An Hero?

...Yeah, I kinda guessed that's how I'd end up.

>> No.9847003

>>9846994
you're me except im not fat, ugly, closeted or unemployed.

>> No.9847021

Just want to say no matter how shitty being a neet can be sometimes working a low paying dead end job that you hate is 1000 times worse.

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9847030

Why do some people on this board think that being a "normal" is a bad thing? Does it come out of a desire to be edgy or what?

Humans have evolved to behave like humans, not go out of their way to act pretentious and unique by making a mess, pissing in bottles, getting off to pictures of naked little cartoon girls, leeching off the government and refusing to work, and in general just living like hermits.

Some of you have reasons for behaving this way, whether its aspergers, some form of crippling social anxiety or just straight up autism, but for a lot of you, you'd find that being "normal" isn't as totally asinine and unappealing as you're making it seem.

To each his own, but don't expect to live off your own lazy ass your entire life.

>> No.9847053

>>9847030
normal people are disgusting shitheads

>> No.9847067

>>9847030
Normals are uninteresting, unfunny, close-minded, impossible-to-relate-to assholes. That's fine if you think otherwise, but normals do not belong on /jp/.

>> No.9847068

>>9847021
This is so true
If you ever have the chance to be longtime neet you should take it and not look back.

>> No.9847076

>>9847067
>uninteresting, unfunny, close-minded, impossible-to-relate-to assholes
Sounds like /jp/.

>> No.9847092

>>9847053
lel ok

>>9847067
Because behaving the way that "NEET"s behave is really interesting, funny and open-minded, right?

See a doctor.

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>>9847030
I don't hate them, I just look down on them as my inferiors. Similar to how a lion looks down the lesser creatures of the savanna.

>> No.9847130

>>9847092
The fact that you hate on people for masturbating to little girls and living like hermits shows that you're close-minded. There's no good reason for you to hate those people.

>> No.9847139

>>9847092
Go back to /v/ please, crossboarder, and take your "lel" shit with you.

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>>9847030
The only thing worse than a neckbeard is a neckbeard who longs to be the fratboy douche he so despises.

I have the opposite problem. I can't push myself to achieve the goals I want yet I don't think I'd be able to let myself fail/live off of welfare. Responsibilities a shit

>> No.9847203

Go into computer science at a state college. Get Associates. Get into RIT with same major. Get a CO-OP. Move away for 6 months. Move from mild depression to major. Year I return (last year), I flunk with 2 quarters left to finish my Bachelors. I hate myself...... Still trying to continue but sometimes I think its futile.

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