What made you a weak person? For me, it was growing up being told that I was weak, that I needed to be protected and being isolated from other children. I never had much exposure to other people's opinions and lifestyles. I was trapped in my mother's warped little fantasy world.

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Anonymous Sun Dec 4 06:25:22 2011 No.8186944 [Reply] [Original]

What made you a weak person?

For me, it was growing up being told that I was weak, that I needed to be protected and being isolated from other children. I never had much exposure to other people's opinions and lifestyles. I was trapped in my mother's warped little fantasy world.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 06:27:21 2011 No.8186949 I blame my mother as well, but I try to not think about the details. What's done is done, I'm a failure and nothing is going to change that. I just like to take comfort in knowing it wasn't my fault.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 06:30:51 2011 No.8186962 I don't consider myself a weak person.

>>	ShrineSage !VoonmBZbSs Sun Dec 4 06:32:51 2011 No.8186970 ahh subjectivity, how pointless it makes the world be

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 06:35:53 2011 No.8186979 I myself.

naitoknaito Sun Dec 4 06:38:53 2011 No.8186983
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I'm broken inside, I had family issues, forced me to mature too fast and developed more intelligence before time, neglected other kids becuse they were happier and dumber than me so I could roll around in my own misery, as time passed by they reached my level and I no longer felt smarter but the loneliness was the same or even worse, grown as socially dysfunctional teenager with no friends.

Now I'm 20 and my family no longer talks to me, no friends, no gf, nothing, and if it couldn't be worse I'm starting to lose taste and pleasure in the videogames, manga, comics and anime that used to give colour to my life, waiting for a emotional outbreak strong enough to kill myself.

I don't consider myself weak, other people by this time would have killed themselves already, stronger ones would go through the bullshit and be happy.

I just feel like I should had never been born.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 06:39:23 2011 No.8186985 File: 6 KB, 214x251, 1319803591589.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] I'm weak in social skills, but who here isn't. As for the cause, I think that would be, being sheltered and neglected as a young child.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 06:42:52 2011 No.8186990 >>8186983 You sound like you need a good hard cock in your life, dude.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 06:49:22 2011 No.8187010 I want to hug Madotsuki and make her my pet!

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 07:05:57 2011 No.8187068 I'm not sure. But I'm no longer weak so it doesn't matter.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 07:20:24 2011 No.8187104 >>8186962 >>8187068 explain?

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 08:28:24 2011 No.8187256 I'm not sure but I think that my lifestyle totally suck 'cause I don't have any friend who share my interests. Even on-line. Sad but I live in the city where difficult to find a person who'll share my interests. And all of this makes me weak.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 08:36:25 2011 No.8187272 Maybe it is my fault? I don't have deranged, overprotective parents, I wasn't neglected, I've been this way since I can recall. Maybe people are born weak.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 08:38:26 2011 No.8187277 OP here. Still wondering.

Anonymous Sun Dec 4 08:40:56 2011 No.8187285
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used to have some people that one could consider friends but then all out of a sudden they started avoiding me and stopped talking with me all together I grew up without friends and now even the people I used to be in contact with for the last 4 years turned their back on me. Now I'm 22 and friendless online or in real life. It's been one month since my last conversation with anyone outside my family and before that it was 6 months.

Recently I got a general invite to a party everyone from the course got but I'll probably won't go since I always end up regreting going to parties.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 08:40:56 2011 No.8187286 too apathetic to become strong.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 08:44:55 2011 No.8187301 >>8187285 >friendless online how come?

Anonymous Sun Dec 4 08:46:55 2011 No.8187304

I myself. I've only kept failing at whatever I try.
I'm also extremely stupid, so I finished school with low grades and dropped out of university.
Having a conversation with normal people is impossible for me.
I just have no idea what to talk about with them and if they start talking, I only nod or say one or two words for a response.

Anonymous Sun Dec 4 08:54:55 2011 No.8187327

>>8187301
Not that anon, but how do people make friends online?
I only go to 4chan and unless I want to befriend a tripfag (haha, no), I don't really see a way.
I do play some online games, but the people I've seen playing there are casual normals, so I wouldn't get along with them.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 08:57:58 2011 No.8187336 >>8187327 Sometimes, they guys at /v/ befriend each other through Steam accounts.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 09:03:58 2011 No.8187342 >>8187327 I would recommend getting yourself into some obscure Japanese fighting game community, not many normals play those. At least that's what worked for me.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 09:13:56 2011 No.8187358 >>8187301 like >>8187327 said attempts socialising with people using games pretty much failed for me I don't know, it seems it's too late for me anyways, people already have their circles of friends and no one is accepting new applications.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 09:15:26 2011 No.8187362 >>8187342 but what if you suck at fighting games? I mean I can barelly even pull of most of the moves in the original Mortal Kombat games so various Street Fighters are out of the question

Anonymous Sun Dec 4 09:18:25 2011 No.8187364
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My mother also overprotected me, but I think that maybe it was that I didn't have a father to teach me how to deal with a lot of shit, like jokes, dates with girls, etc, every thing that a teenager needs to know.

I'm weak too because I'm too sensible at things. I get depressed too easily, and I'm scared of a lot of normal things, like getting a job, or do things that I don't actually want to do. Just like >>8186983 I'm waiting for the right time to kill myself. I gave myself 6 months. If my life is still shit, I will do it.

A funny thing, >>8186983 is that I'm losing the taste that I once had in videogames and anime, too. It really makes you suicidal; I mean, if you can't enjoy anything, what's left? nothing. Shit sucks, good luck with that, bro.

Anonymous Sun Dec 4 09:18:55 2011 No.8187366

>>8186983
That is exactly me (I'm 20 too), except I'm juuust a little 'ahead' of you.
I already lost interest in everything some years ago; I just keep playing/reading because of some ghost association. It's the only thing I know, it's comfortable, it's free, and it distracts me. It also requires no human interaction.
I'm also past that emotional outburst that made me think about suicide actively (as opposed to 'I don't want to live anymore'). For better or worse, my family 'helped' me through that ('saved' in the nick of time, I've to say) and now I'm already past... everything. I couldn't die when I actually cared, so now it's pointless to think about it.

I want to stress the family issues. Yes, I was weird since the day I was born, but my mother surely didn't help much. For 9 years, it went like this:
-Her mother compulsively does little things that irritate mine, like leaving a mug out of place, disagreeing on something, etc.
-This builds up over two to four days
-Eventually my mother's 'stress' fills up and she starts a maniac-paranoid rampage involving screaming, insulting, foaming at the mouth, kicking things, suicide threats, waking up half of the building, etc. that went on from two to six hours.
-She falls asleep, then I fall asleep when I stop crying.
-Only the next day all is fine, like nothing happened, she even laughs and talks about her day when she comes back.
Rinse, repeat.
And thus was my soul grinded to dust.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 09:20:25 2011 No.8187369 I don't blame others become I'm not a faggot.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 09:22:57 2011 No.8187372 I don't like blaming others for my own incompetence.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 09:23:25 2011 No.8187373 >>8187369 Taking all the blame is like taking all the credit. Most of the time it doesn't make sense. Of course, if it really is all yours, have at it.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 09:24:25 2011 No.8187375 Being born premature. A lot of premmies are intellectually retarded, instead I'm socially retarded.

Anonymous Sun Dec 4 09:25:55 2011 No.8187379

>>8187285
>used to have some people that one could consider friends but then all out of a sudden they started avoiding me and stopped talking with me
This is what happened recently to me. I don't understand why. I wasn't even showing that I like anime and manga. I was acting perfectly normal.

Anonymous Sun Dec 4 09:25:55 2011 No.8187381

>>8187327
I have no idea. Some people add me and we play together, but we never really talk, nor do I know much about them.

For instance, I was invited to play a game earlier and instead of turning him down, even though I didn't want to play, I went in so I didn't seem rude. Let me say that the only reason he befriended me was because we both used HLDJ to play sound clips over the mic. We never spoke to eachother directly today. The most communication we had was him telling me to play Moskau ( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BQAKRw6mToA )over the mic and then him playing laughs when the "ha ha ha ha ha" part came and then him playing yells when then "hey!" part came on. I left when it changed to a map I didn't like.

In my experience, most friends made online are more or less like this, atleast for me. Just like real life, some people just have a hard time making friends.

Anonymous Sun Dec 4 09:26:55 2011 No.8187384

>>8186944
I never really understand the mindset I see so often here. I consider myself with absolutely no direction or aim in life. I've become a social recluse, lost almost every friend, and become extremely distant from family. There was never any conflict between us, I simply didn't feel comfortable around people, even them. But I still find myself completely happy. My days are filled with completely pointless pleasure chasing, through books/eroge/tv/etc, but I'd never want to trade it away for anything. My parents were a bit strange, but I don't think they did anything that "broke" me. I just ended up different, with a different mindset and life goal than most people. I'm fine with it. In fact, recently I've been trying to get more in shape/healthy, to try my best to prolong my life even more, even though most people would try and tell me that my life is depressing and without point. Maybe it's all about your own view?

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 09:29:25 2011 No.8187389 >>8187381 Actually, this is the exact sound clip I converted for use on HLDJ. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qlsMxBELl-M#t=57s Starting at 57 seconds, if the link doesn't work.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 09:29:55 2011 No.8187392 >>8187384 >Maybe it's all about your own view? That's it, it's all about one's point of view. It's just that nowadays society have bad norms and morals.

Anonymous Sun Dec 4 09:34:25 2011 No.8187399
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I'm a pretty strong person with a good upbringing, education, physical/mental/spiritual status. I just can't find a decent job in my field anywhere and I'm a nervous wreck when I try to talk to people.

Anonymous Sun Dec 4 09:38:56 2011 No.8187404

>>8187366
The degree was significantly less than in your case, but I had something less severe going on with me. My mother and I would get in gigantic arguments because I would fail to do something, fuck something up and get lectures, I would act passive-aggressive about it, and sometimes these would blow up into arguments that would go until 4 AM in the morning and sometimes continue as soon as we woke up. But the day after that, everything would be normal and friendly again.

But this was only every few weeks and only for a few years during the most stressful period of my mother's life, and even then many months out of the year everything was just fine. Whenever my parents ask me about it these days (sort of apologetically) I say even though it wasn't pleasant really things were just fine and no, it didn't affect me much. But that's not really true, right now it's all shelved away into the mostly-forgotten past with everything else, but at the time it was truly eating away at me, I'll spare the details.

Why I'm a fuck-up, on the other hand, has nothing to do with any of that, it was well-established before this whole series of events got off the ground. It's not crushing apathy or inability to make or talk to friends, I look and probably am solidly normalfag in that regard. I'm just an addict and a failure, that's all.

Anonymous Sun Dec 4 11:37:33 2011 No.8187686

>>8187362
I suck too but it's worth putting the effort in learning it. Forget about Street Fighters, not to mention it's bad game, it's not weeaboo enough and normals play it. Get into Arcana Heart 3 or wait one more month for PC release of Melty Blood Actress Again Current Code. Or pick some poverty of your choice from mizuumi.net and then absorb information from the wikis there of respective games, grind in practice mode and challenge people on IRC, generally if you don't act like a dick they can be helpful.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 11:44:02 2011 No.8187713 Not wanting to rely on anyone, not wanting any help from anyone, you have to learn more things the hard way

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 11:47:02 2011 No.8187723 That's not chubby Flandre.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 11:53:02 2011 No.8187735 File: 169 KB, 1100x760, 22312938.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Is anyone else here just physically weak? I was not born with a strong constitution. When you never leave your home, you quickly lose interest in the outside world.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 12:03:01 2011 No.8187772 I am curious about kill I want to stab someone with a knife, just to see how it is Is that a bad thing? I mean, there's no problem kill someone bad right?

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 12:05:32 2011 No.8187777 >>8187772 We all feel like that from time to time. It's either teen angst or something you should see a therapist for.

>>	wtH !!geIKdOh6/lP Sun Dec 4 12:14:31 2011 No.8187797 File: 55 KB, 394x644, Noda93.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] im a weak person cuz im skinny as HELL my mind is strong tho after chillin at /b/ all them years ago xD

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 12:16:01 2011 No.8187805 >>8187735 I don't want to sound like I'm whining, but I swear that I used to be a lot stronger a few years ago. I had to stop doing yard work for the first time this year. I think my asthma has gotten worse too.

Anonymous Sun Dec 4 12:16:32 2011 No.8187803

>>8187772
Are you really that fucking stupid? Humans weren't born in cities, every single day for years and years we fought and killed to rise to the level of success where people don't even HAVE to kill anything to survive. There is absolutely nothing unnatural about wanting to kill something. You're only told otherwise because killing someone almost always means that someone loses money.

Anonymous Sun Dec 4 12:20:32 2011 No.8187816

Alcholist dad caused my parents' divorce and due to fucked up legal problems and blind social workers, I ended up with my father for 1 year (before they figured out he actually was alcoholic, the dumb fucks). This was when I entered primary school and my family problems caused a lot of bullying.

After 5 years of depression I ended up in a psychiatric ward for 3 months and when I got back, all my former friends started avoiding me. After even worse 3 years in middle school I got into a good high school with great grades, but quit after few weeks. Never had any real social life since.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 12:22:02 2011 No.8187821 >>8187797 I wish I could hate you to death.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 12:23:33 2011 No.8187822 An overprotective mother, years of bullying and more recently the belief that being weak and running away from any situation that makes you even slightly uncomfortable is an ok thing to do. And why shouldn't it be, really?

>>	wtH !!geIKdOh6/lP Sun Dec 4 12:26:03 2011 No.8187828 File: 25 KB, 443x516, Noda140.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>8187821 lol...random as HELL...

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 12:28:33 2011 No.8187832 >>8187822 It should, and it is.

Y10NRDY !kxh.1oTAkU Sun Dec 4 12:33:32 2011 No.8187850

If I'm weak it's my own fault. I could blame it on the fuckers who've shit on me over the years but what's the point of that? To make myself feel better? I do that by trying to take pride in the fact that I have suffered and overcome. I'm lucky because my hobbies are still very interesting to me. I think I have struck a good balance between all the things I love so I don't get bored with them.

I'm not one for exacting revenge but there's this one fucker who did me a dirty wrong that I'm going to find someday and own super hard.

That gives me strength.

Anonymous Sun Dec 4 12:34:03 2011 No.8187856
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After my parents got divorced I got beaten by my step-father about twice a month and everybody thought it was me who started the fights.

After 6th grade I moved to my father's and got bullied all the time at school. I had meetings with psychiatrists but they were b-shit imo, didn't help at all. There's been lot of problems with my father too, he's alcoholic.

I don't like my parents, and I'm still hating my step-father, but I pretend to get along with him when mum and half-siblings are in the same room.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 12:43:03 2011 No.8187897 >>8187850 Fuck off.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 12:44:03 2011 No.8187899 >>8187850 >this one fucker I'm here on /jp/, the fuck are you gonna do nerd?

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 12:45:03 2011 No.8187905 >>8187850 >someday and own super hard. Epic. Epic for the win /b/rother.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 12:45:34 2011 No.8187901 File: 135 KB, 800x1060, 0492756764.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] my mother breastfeeding me into my teens

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 12:47:03 2011 No.8187915 I'm working on overcoming my weaknesses rather than wasting time self loathing. You should probably do the same.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 12:48:03 2011 No.8187918 >>8187897 >>8187899 >>8187905 same mad faggot

>>	「ロリあき」 Sun Dec 4 12:51:07 2011 No.8187928 Define 'weak'.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 12:51:07 2011 No.8187929 >>8187915 But self-loathing is a lot easier! >>8187918 Take it easy.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 12:52:03 2011 No.8187932 /jp/ confirmed for weak moe

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 12:53:04 2011 No.8187938 >>8187928 that assholish water spell.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 12:54:33 2011 No.8187944 You're all 'worthless' conformist idiots who believe in magical moral fairies. You can all turn to dust and die.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 12:56:03 2011 No.8187957 >>8187944 I remember googling "nihilism" when I was 14 too.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 12:56:03 2011 No.8187958 >join martial arts school >no longer weak It takes some dedication, but it''s not that hard to change, faggots. All you guys need is a little confidence.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 12:58:33 2011 No.8187960 >>8187957 You're nothin'. You're just mad because you conform to society's standards of "weak" and "worthless." As if you must. The magical moral fairy doesn't exist, little homosexual.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 12:59:04 2011 No.8187964 fapping kills gains

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 13:00:03 2011 No.8187969 >>8187958 all I need is a little care, yes, I don't. If I can speak for myself it doesn't bring any health risk issues to me.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 13:00:33 2011 No.8187967 >>8187960 I don't "conform" to anything. I don't even know what society's "standards" are. I just live the life I want and take it easy.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 13:01:34 2011 No.8187972 The meat grinder known more commonly as American High School. Not that I consder myself weak, just alienated and enstranged.

Y10NRDY !kxh.1oTAkU Sun Dec 4 13:02:33 2011 No.8187976

>>8187897
>Fuck off.
Did you steal my juice boxes every day of second grade? No? Then shut the fuck up.

>>8187899
>I'm here on /jp/, the fuck are you gonna do nerd?
Oh shit, it's you. I'm waiting. Revenge is a dish best served cold.

>>8187905
>Epic. Epic for the win /b/rother.
Epic for the get, /b/roheim. Epic for the get!!!!!111111!!!! XD So RANDUM.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 13:02:33 2011 No.8187978 >>8187803 >urr durr let's all be friends and make justice

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 13:03:33 2011 No.8187982 >>8187967 You're conforming to your own standards, little homosexual. Don't you see? I have the power. The magical moral fairy doesn't exist.

>>	「ロリあき」 Sun Dec 4 13:03:33 2011 No.8187983 >>8187972 Was high school really so bad? Middle school was the worst for me, high school was fantastic, comparatively.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 13:05:03 2011 No.8187993 I wonder if anyone on /jp/ has any legitimate hopes and dreams for the future?

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 13:05:33 2011 No.8187989 >>8187958 >>8187978 Who are you quoting?

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 13:05:33 2011 No.8187990 >>8187983 The educational system right now is absolute garbage whether or not the people who use it are faggotry jones saga.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 13:06:03 2011 No.8187997 >>8187993 Yes, I hope and dream of someday being a NEET.

Anonymous Sun Dec 4 13:06:34 2011 No.8187995

>>8187929

You know, you guys stuck in this cycle of self loathing, you sorta remind me of that swamp in lord of the rings, where all the dead try and pull you under. That's what you guys are like, pathetic fools that want to drag everyone else with them down into eternal suffering. You are the wasted potential, you are the "could have been".

Don't become like this. Don't let the world drag you under, stand tall, face forward. If there is a meaning to life it's to overcome fear. Now is the time for action.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 13:07:08 2011 No.8188001 >>8186944 This is why single parents shouldn't be allowed to exist, especially single mothers. Are you aware that almost all of serial killers were raised by single mothers?

Anonymous Sun Dec 4 13:09:04 2011 No.8188006

I don't really know if I'm a week person or not. My shit tolerance before freaking out is much higher than a normal person since I had to always get myself out of my own problems. I never feel lonely, so I don't have such a great need for emotional relief.

It's like everything is reversed. I get weak if I'm around people or if I'm regular human situations, but I am what they would consider strong in their own circles.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 13:10:04 2011 No.8188009 >>8187995 >pathetic fools that want to drag everyone else with them Your way of thinking is weird. I start feeling better when I notice that I'm actually pretty well-off.

>>	「ロリあき」 Sun Dec 4 13:12:04 2011 No.8188014 >>8187990 ... You lost me. I don't recall ever mentioning the condition of the system, just whether high school was bad.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 13:13:33 2011 No.8188015 File: 101 KB, 850x1065, 1fc583254f0745d17a331e55f7320db.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Middle Child Syndrome Only BOSSU understands my suffering. She's my 2D clone.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 13:14:03 2011 No.8188021 >>8187983 Both were equally shit to me. College is paradise comparatively but the damage is long since done and I trust no one. I keep everyone at arm's length or further away.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 13:16:03 2011 No.8188030 >>8188015 I have a weird feeling that a crazy amount of /jp/ers are middle children, including me and you. But I've got pretty decent siblings, I feel bad for those who don't.

Anonymous Sun Dec 4 13:17:04 2011 No.8188038

>>8188009

My way of thinking is weird? Why? Because I'm always looking to improve? Your way of thinking is fear based, I can smell it. "I'm scared of this" "I'm scared that will happen". Without fear you cannot be "scared". Whatever worst case scenario you can think of becomes just a scenario without fear. Fear is the root of all evil. Jealousy, lying, manipulation, isolation. All of it is because of fear. This is the one thing we must all face sooner or later, we might aswell start now.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 13:19:03 2011 No.8188045 I was also isolated by an overprotective single mother, am a middle child, was bullied, and really bad luck with girls.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 13:19:34 2011 No.8188042 >>8188038 you almost sound as if you've read too much Dune

>>	「ロリあき」 Sun Dec 4 13:20:33 2011 No.8188046 >>8188030 I'm only technically a middle child. She's only a half sister and was raised apart from my sister and I, and she's much younger than me. I always considered myself the youngest.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 13:21:03 2011 No.8188048 >>8187993 Not dying alone would be nice, but looking at the current state of things...

Anonymous Sun Dec 4 13:21:03 2011 No.8188052

>>8188030
I'm the oldest of 3, we're all about 7 years apart. It's strange how easily my brother makes friends and has girlfriends, he's into that whole dying your hair black and straightening thing. My sister who is the youngest is good at pretty much everything she does. It's like everything about us is reversed, even physically. She just has this glow about her like flowers will grow up around her. She's on soccer teams and is popular and what not. She exudes positive energy while I pump out negative energy, it's weird how different siblings can be.

I wish I were one of the younger ones so I could have an excuse.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 13:22:03 2011 No.8188056 >>8188038 Tell me normalfag, what is it you are overcoming, and how exactly are you overcoming it? Cite sources please.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 13:22:03 2011 No.8188057 The reason for social disorders is a bad/no communication with your father. If you blame you mother, it means you only don't get close to people and are incapable of having a good relation with others, but doesn't affect social skills.

Anonymous Sun Dec 4 13:22:34 2011 No.8188055

>>8187958
I did martial arts for a few years.
It didn't help the least bit.
In fact, it may have made everything worse, since I was awful at it and messed up every group exercise. I eventually started skipping training and quit completely when I broke my arm falling down some stairs.

Anonymous Sun Dec 4 13:23:03 2011 No.8188060

>>8188042

Except this applys to reality. It's not something you just dismiss because "oh you read it somewhere". This is a realisation I've reached through life experience, years of mental torture and solitude. You don't understand the impact behind these words because you haven't come to realisation, so you can sit back and make half ass coments comfortably behind your monitor. It's like being given the answer to a math problem without knowing the working. It is a personal journey.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 13:24:34 2011 No.8188067 >>8188057 >Communicating with a dead father. Yeah... no.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 13:27:03 2011 No.8188076 >>8188057 Did you read that in Pop Psychology and Pseudoscience For Dummies?

>>	「ロリあき」 Sun Dec 4 13:27:34 2011 No.8188080 >>8188038 Acting without fear is stupid bravado. Acting despite fear is courage. Don't discard fear.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 13:27:34 2011 No.8188081 I wish I could share my welcoming community of friends, they might be the only thing keeping me going. But advertising on 4chan...

Anonymous Sun Dec 4 13:28:34 2011 No.8188087

I was a sickly kid, so I did not really participate in sports or anything in school and as a result I developed a "scrawny nerd" physique. As for mentally weak, I have a genetic predisposition to clinical depression and was a loner as a kid so it's to be expected. But I think I've overcome it, more or less. In society's eyes, I'm "successful", if not particularly outgoing.
The trick is to not sit around all day feeling sorry for yourself!

>>8188042
Fear really is a mind-killer, though.

>>8188015
Middle children really have nothing to whine about. They have none of the duties of the eldest child and are always the parents' favored child in an argument.
It doesn't surprise me that you'd blame being a worthless piece of shit on your parents -and- siblings, though, my brother the middle child is the same way.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 13:29:03 2011 No.8188089 >>8188080 Exactly. Thank you for correcting me.

>>	Y10NRDY !kxh.1oTAkU Sun Dec 4 13:29:03 2011 No.8188092 >>8188080 >Acting without fear is stupid bravado. Acting despite fear is courage. Don't discard fear. This is some gangster ass Yoda shit. +1

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 13:32:35 2011 No.8188098 File: 24 KB, 200x315, JEFF_S_FEE-L1.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>8188080 Every /jp/er should add this book to their self-help repertoire.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 13:36:04 2011 No.8188108 >>8188098 >Written by a woman. Somehow, I am very skeptical.

>>	「ロリあき」 Sun Dec 4 13:37:04 2011 No.8188109 >>8188098 I help myself just fine, thanks. Those books didn't do fuckall for my mom, that's for sure.

>>	naitoknaito Sun Dec 4 13:39:33 2011 No.8188119 File: 462 KB, 545x404, Reimu.gif [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] Geez, why fuck do you people try to generalize everyone own particular story, is not like you can avoid the misery by understanding it. >Reimu.gif must be Reimu doing something.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 13:39:33 2011 No.8188120 >>8188109 Did she died?

Anonymous Sun Dec 4 13:42:36 2011 No.8188136

>>8188087
>my brother the middle child is the same way
Don't even fucking get me started, my middle brother is a bottomless pit of whining when he doesn't even have anything to whine about. Comes from years of DSS and his dad's side of the family babying him into thinking he's a fucking holocaust survivor. And just like the holocaust it never happened. I on the other hand was actually old enough to be put in the middle of the bullshit while he just sat at home playing gameboy games.

>>	「ロリあき」 Sun Dec 4 13:43:36 2011 No.8188142 >>8188120 She's died.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 13:45:36 2011 No.8188154 >>8188119 Living is a science. Only when you notice why you do the things you do, can you influence yourself.

Anonymous Sun Dec 4 13:55:03 2011 No.8188195

My dad is a kuudere busy with work all time
My mother is a airhead really young and annoying, if i shout with her, she starts to cry
both divorced, i am living with my dad for 4 year (bad choice, my mother just bought a PS3 to her)
my parents are fine, i rarelly talk to them (more about money, travels, more money)
All I have is one friend that I meet on /jp/, I think one is all what i need, meet new people are scare anyway
I don't want a girlfriend, neither a work, I told to my parents i don't decided yet what do, but i am lying, i just don't want to do something
I am a lazy and a weak person, that's why i am on /jp/

>>	「ロリあき」 Sun Dec 4 13:57:33 2011 No.8188199 >>8188195 Where the fuck are you from?

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 13:58:03 2011 No.8188204 >>8188076 No, in Development Psychology. It's a basic principle of Attachment Theory. Of course I watered it down, but the essence is the same.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 14:02:34 2011 No.8188212 >>8188199 does it even matter? my english can't be that bad...

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 14:05:03 2011 No.8188225 >>8188212 Yes it is.

>>	「ロリあき」 Sun Dec 4 14:06:34 2011 No.8188230 >>8188212 It's passable, considering what we let native speakers get away with.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 14:09:34 2011 No.8188244 >>8188225 No, it's not. You can understand everything he says, after all, which is more than I can say for a lot of the idiots here. My guess is he is Russian -- I've seen Russians make similar mistakes.

Anonymous Sun Dec 4 14:38:34 2011 No.8188315
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>For me, it was growing up being told that I was weak

Same for me on that but that made the difference for me.

People called me "weaky" becouse I lost to one guy at fight once (2 years older guy thought) and that just made me angry: I never got physically angry or showed it but I kept telling myself that they would stop calling me weak after I would become stronger than them. I trained like hell when I was younger and did got into fight again against 2 guys at same time and beated them both. After that they started calling me by one other name, which was a lot better with me, but I won't be telling that one,

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 14:44:36 2011 No.8188335 Personally, I think I'm strong. It's just stupid people that can't understand selfishness. Not that there aren't practicality problems everywhere...

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 17:11:38 2011 No.8188969 File: 203 KB, 600x600, 03d24da8cd13ee80af884c4f0da1b30c.png [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>8188098 But I thought the only book /jp/ needs is SICP. Have you read yours today?

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 17:14:36 2011 No.8188979 >>8188244 I think it's neat how you can make an educated guess where people are from by extrapolating from the errors in their English. I would have guessed he was Czech, not Russian though.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 17:35:44 2011 No.8189077 >>8188979 Hey now, I am Czech and my English isn't that bad.

Anonymous Sun Dec 4 17:56:49 2011 No.8189198

In second grade I got a scholarship to go to a private school. All the other students were extremely rich, and I was poor enough to get on food-stamps. I was bullied a lot and had no friends, and my scholarship didn't cover high school, so I went to public school after eight grade. All the kids their thought that I thought that I was better than them and bullied me even worse, including physical violence. When I was 16, my mother was snooping through my things and found my journal and found out that I was a sexual deviant, so my family sent me to a mental hospital where they kept me for 3 months. They made me do terrible things. One of the therapies was for me to masturbate while telling them fantasies of adults, and then after I came, I had to continue through the pain to tell them fantasies about children. The idea was that I would associate fantasizing about kids with pain. Eventually I lost all sexual energy and just stopped caring about life and they released me. My family let me stay with them again, if they made me leave whenever kids were there, but they didn't really like me anymore.

I don't really have any motivation or willpower to do anything now (not that I used to have much). The only reason I am going to this community college now is because I can get student loans and have a place to live and things to eat. I am about to fail 2 classes and I have no clear plan for what I am going to do when this gravy train ends.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 18:02:07 2011 No.8189230 Being a completely bland person in every way.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 18:03:08 2011 No.8189239 I blame the JEWS

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 18:06:37 2011 No.8189249 >>8189077 Whats up Bananamatic

>>	「ロリあき」 Sun Dec 4 18:08:40 2011 No.8189258 >>8189198 What a fucked up hospital. I'm surprised they didn't chemically castrate you outright.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 18:13:40 2011 No.8189272 >>8189249 Who is that and why are you mistaking me for him?

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 18:14:40 2011 No.8189274 >>8189198 >therapies More like fucking torture. What country are you in where they do that shit?

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 18:19:09 2011 No.8189295 >>8189258 >>8189274 >>8189198 That's called `masturbation satiation' and is standard psychiatric practice. It is recorded or watched so that they can know the patient is doing it right. http://www.health.am/sex/more/pedophilia_satiation/

Anonymous Sun Dec 4 18:22:38 2011 No.8189310

>>8189077
Yeah, but if your English weren't as good, you'd probably type like him.

I'm not being judgmental; English is a terrible language to learn. But people who come from the Slavic languages tend to write their English a certain way. If I learned Czech, I bet you could tell my first language was English.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 18:22:38 2011 No.8189312 >>8189198 that's what happens when you're a pedophile. just be happy you aren't in jail.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 18:24:08 2011 No.8189328 >>8189274 Sounds like 'murrika.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 18:25:38 2011 No.8189334 >>8189198 >and found my journal and found out that I was a sexual deviant What exactly was in there? Just.. fantasies or pictures? If any of it was 3D, you got what you deserved.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 18:28:38 2011 No.8189351 >>8189328 The link is to an article hosted by the Armenian Medical Network. I know Armenia kind of sounds like America, but try to keep up. As far as I know, America deals with pedophiles through ostracization and (sometimes) expensive medication.

Anonymous Sun Dec 4 18:30:38 2011 No.8189363

>>8189274
The US, specifically Texas.

>>8189312
Yes, I suppose that it is.

>>8189334
It was just a inane, unorganized recordings of my feelings over the years. I would write down the names of girls that I liked, dreams, both sexual and non-sexual, that I had. No images, but sometimes graphic descriptions. There was also a large amount of teenage angst towards my parents that they were probably very displeased about and contributed to the decision to send me away.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 18:34:09 2011 No.8189397 >>8189351 Not him, but that link I posted was just first link I found. Have another: http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/511807 (http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC1311423/pdf/jaba00106-0067.pdf))

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 18:34:09 2011 No.8189398 >>8189351 They also do that type of treatment in America. http://www.ethicaltreatment.org/reconditioning.htm

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 18:36:38 2011 No.8189409 >>8189363 Texas. Fucking Texas. New Jersey here; don't ask, don't tell. What's it like living in such a right-winged state?

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 18:38:38 2011 No.8189424 >>8189397 >>8189398 I stand corrected, Anon. Thank you for the correction, but I'd be happier if I weren't so fucking disgusted.

Anonymous Sun Dec 4 18:51:41 2011 No.8189478

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>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 18:52:41 2011 No.8189483 >>8189198 So did it work, or do you still fantasize about kids? I know you said you lost all sexual energy, but every once in awhile you've got to imagine something stimulating.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 19:00:10 2011 No.8189506 The Jews ruined my life also.

Anonymous Sun Dec 4 19:01:09 2011 No.8189510

>>8189310
Eh, I think what you mean, people here tend to do that. But that's only because they aren't immersed in the language, after some time it would start to sound dumb even to their ears. Same applies vice versa, I believe if there existed suitable amount of entertainment media in Czech and you consumed it you would be doing fine after a while.

Anonymous Sun Dec 4 19:02:10 2011 No.8189517

>>8189483
No, not at all. At the time I was very depressed, thinking that I wouldn't ever get out of there. I think that that contributed to impotency more than anything. I started having sexual thoughts again a few days after I was home.

It might have worked better if I had cared about cooperating. I was angry that my parents had sent me there where I was told that I was a bad person everyday and never really tried to make it work.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 19:02:39 2011 No.8189515 >>8189506 >>8189239 >>8189478 Drop it Goyim.

Anonymous Sun Dec 4 19:13:10 2011 No.8189553

>>8189517
Well damn, I'm sorry that happened to you. It blows my mind that anybody thinks it's justifiable to force somebody to masturbate in front of you to condition them into thinking how you do. Even that word, "appropriate" has so much wrong with it.

Thanks for answering my question though.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 19:16:40 2011 No.8189568 So uh... Does this masturbation thing work? I'd like to drop a couple of fetishes

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 19:17:10 2011 No.8189576 >>8189568 I assure you I am a trained doctor. If you are living in the Seattle area I'd be happy to do a consultation with you. Bring lotion.

Anonymous Sun Dec 4 19:41:11 2011 No.8189676

Got adopted away at the age of five because my dad couldn't be arsed to raise more than one of his kids properly.
The old guy who adopted me was a complete nutjob who did all sorts of undescribable shit to me, including poisoning my food for the hell of it and covering me with bugs.
My new big brother was pretty much a wannabe alpha who used me as a punching bag to let out his frustrations (yes, that kind of frustration too) on.

A few years later, I met this guy at school who was a total bro, always willing to help others. After he got an injury, I started to come over to his place to help him (his parents had died in a huge fire), and I actually felt genuinely happy for once.
However, a year or so later, there was a huge incident at my school, and by the time I had gotten out of the hospital, he had gotten a girlfriend and moved to London.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 19:43:39 2011 No.8189683 File: 291 KB, 1200x800, 12.jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >every fucking sob story in this thread /jp/ - Dick Measuring

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 19:44:39 2011 No.8189685 >>8189683 Who are you quoting?

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 19:44:39 2011 No.8189686 >>8189676 which manga is this

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 19:44:39 2011 No.8189687 >>8189676 Noticed by the bug section.

>>	Anonymous Sun Dec 4 19:47:39 2011 No.8189694 File: 113 KB, 1280x720, [Commie] Mirai Nikki - 03 [7CD62ECF].mkv_snapshot_04.16_[2011.12.05_15.57.06].jpg [View same] [iqdb] [saucenao] [google] >>8189686 >manga Get a load of this guy, /jp/.

Anonymous Mon Dec 5 02:15:24 2011 No.8191276

>>8187850

>I'm not one for exacting revenge but there's this one fucker who did me a dirty wrong that I'm going to find someday and own super hard.

>I'm not one for exacting revenge

>but there's this one fucker who did me a dirty wrong that I'm going to find someday and own super hard.

Pick one.

Anonymous Mon Dec 5 04:01:24 2011 No.8191592

OP here. I was surprised when I checked the thread today that it didn't 404. Interesting to read everyone else's responses.

I just wanted to share something else... after all, it's not like I have anywhere else to share it.

My computer's near a mirror, and I was looking at myself as I was typing. I was thinking tonight... that I have an adult body now, that I look like an adult instead of a teenager with a babyface... and that I'm still in the same shitty situation.

It feels something like deja vu. I am sitting in the same room I grew up in. I'm sitting here as an adult NEET. I remember sitting in this room when I was 13, playing roguelikes and Doom and watching shitty 80's anime. Now I'm an adult, and I'm basically doing the same thing... playing Elona, Touhou and watching shitty 00's anime.

Like most or all of you, I'm stuck in a rut I don't know how to get out of.

Anonymous Mon Dec 5 04:09:53 2011 No.8191605

It is because I have a terrible opinion of myself and I am afraid of failure, I succeed at everything I try but I never try anything because I know I will fail. I am not a physically weak person or small person by numbers but I think I am always the smallest person in a room. I think other people's hand are massive and that mine are tiny.

>>	Anonymous Mon Dec 5 05:42:45 2011 No.8191867 >>8191592 Are you really prepared to get out of that though? You'd have to give up anime.

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