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Don't you hate those moments when you are alone and suddenly start to feel incredibly lonely /jp/?

>> No.8127701

not since my balls dropped, kid.

>> No.8127706
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8127706

I only get like that after waking up from a nice dream.

>> No.8127707

I have a different feeling right now. I don't have motivation to do anything.
I don't want to watch anime, play games, read VNs, post on /jp/...

I don't want to do anything.

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8127709

Don't you hate those moments when you are surrounded by people and suddenly start to feel incredibly anxious /jp/?

>> No.8127711

Never happened. You must be some kind of loser. I may be a neet shut-in and have no friends but that doesn't mean I'm lonely.

>> No.8127716

>>8127707
Welcome to depression.

>> No.8127717

Yeah, but then I wank and bust a fat nut and everything is all better.

>> No.8127720

The only reason I hate being alone is that I am scared that I am not alone. When there's others around, it provides warning, if not protection. When you're alone, someone could break in while you sleep or the rare time you're away and take all the things you care about away.

It'd be fine knowing you were the last person on earth, but what if there was another person? They could kill you and abuse you and take everything you own and no one would be around to help.

>> No.8127722

Not since I got a dakimakura

>> No.8127723

I surpassed those long ago.

>>8127707
Now THIS is a feel I know.

>> No.8127728

>>8127707
Yet you are posting here.

Fucking retard.

>> No.8127734

>>8127728
You motherfucking retard.

>> No.8127735

Buy an escort.

I don't give a fuck if it's 3DPD. I've been here long enough to not give a fuck.

>> No.8127739

>>8127728
You don't get it.

>> No.8127749

I play multiplayer games with the AI and pretend that I have friends.

>> No.8127757

>>8127735
Or buy a dakimakura like >>8127722.

>> No.8127766

Yeah, but I love those moments when I'm browsing /jp/ and I come across a picture of Yayoi, so it's alright.

>> No.8127774

>>8127717
frigging lewd stfu

>> No.8127791

I have lots of online friends but they often end up falling in love with me, or when i fall in love with them, they dont seem to have done so.. ahh.. ;__;

>> No.8127786

I take meds, so no bad feelings.

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>>8127791
I know that feel so much.

I have a friend that loves me, but I love someone else who also loves someone else.

>> No.8127814

I pretend to masturbate so my mom doesn't think I'm gay.

>> No.8127820

>>8127716
How do I get better?

>> No.8127821

>>8127802
>>8127791
> love on the internet
oh you guys

>> No.8127823

>>8127709
This is more like me. I never feel lonely when I'm alone, but I feel really annoyed when I'm around people.

>>8127707
God damn, I always feel this too, but I usually force myself to read some VNs and watch some anime and I don't regret it because I end up feeling a lot better.

Rinse and repeat.

>> No.8127829

>>8127820
I don't know. It's usually just a phase for me.

Maybe you could try and schedule things to do at certain times.

>> No.8127836
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8127836

Why don't you fuck off to /r9k/?

>> No.8127837

>>8127821
Love over the internet is the second purest form of love behind 2D yuri.

>> No.8127839

>>8127791
You should join the anonymous master race. I have deleted my accounts for everything I could think of--both those under my real name and those that were under a pseudonym or handle. I exclusively post on anonymous imageboards and textboards, so there are no worries of any drama or repercussions for anything I say or do. It's wonderful.
The only downside is that I am no longer able to form online attachments. I join #4chan with a new nick and vhost every couple of weeks. I can't find a "persona" and comfortably stick with it.

>> No.8127840

I don't feel lonely because I have you, /jp/.

>> No.8127841

>>8127837
It's a complete mockery of the real thing.

>> No.8127842

>>8127716
Is it really depression? I learned to fake smiles and laughs and doing this has actually made me feel happier. But I still don't want to do anything and lately I feel like throwing up when I think about the future. If everything could just stay the way it is now...

>> No.8127846

>>8127786
Which meds worked for you?

>> No.8127855

>>8127839
i have several e identities that i kill when drama gets too hot

>> No.8127859
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>>8127695

If you are that lonely you can play videogames with me or watch some anime together, I always welcome anyone who wants to waste some time with me.

I have about 1k of touhou beatmaps in OSU if you feel like it, I don't mind playing something easy if you are new to it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zgrSQ1lK7gQ

There's no reason to be lonely, you are welcome.

>> No.8127860

>>8127840
But love in real life doesn't exist.

>> No.8127861

>>8127856
Apathy

>> No.8127856

Why not just end yourself?

>> No.8127865

Yeah those moments suck, particularly since I know there's nothing in this dimension that could truly alleviate the loneliness.

>> No.8127869

>>8127839
I was never one to post on traditional forums. I was a member of one forum when I was younger and relatively normal, but that ended quickly.

I also join a few IRC channels only to eavesdrop on the conversations. But I don't bother changing my nick or vhost because I never talk

>> No.8127871

>>8127859
H-how do I contact you?

>> No.8127875

>>8127860
I'm sorry that you incorrectly feel that way. It's difficult to understand quite how false online love is until you've experienced it in the flesh.

>> No.8127883

How many times do I have to report this homo as hell thread until its deleted?

>> No.8127889
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>>8127871
You could give me your nickname if you already play the game, or email tbh I feel like playing OSU now so I won't mind playing for a while.

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>>8127883

>NO MORE RONREY THREADS

Moot wanted ronrey threads to be posted on /jp/ instead of /a/, so there's no reason for this thread to be deleted.

>> No.8127897

>>8127889
Oh I never played OSU before.

>> No.8127895
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>>8127889
Sorry, I only play incredibly impossible maps.

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>>8127897
The game itself is not big, dl i from the website, then create an account and post your name, we play then, It shouldn't take more than 5 min to have things ready, I will provide the maps.

>> No.8127915

>>8127883
This thread isn't board related, so the janitor won't delete it.

>> No.8127936

>>8127914
Oh ok. I was thinking I could just talk with you on Skype about stuff but I don't mind playing a game. I'll download it in a bit, I need to go check on my dinner though, brb.

>> No.8127951

Man today has been a cazt day on /jp/, getting raided and all.. at least its quieting down now. hopefully thanksgiving will be nice and quiet and slow on /jp/ so we can take it easy. I really miss those days.

>> No.8127965

I sort of became friends with one person on IRC once. We talked about porn and fetishes. But then channel owner didn't like me and I can't return.

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>>8127936
I'm not psychilogist, and I'm also depresed most time, so if we talk we may end meeting to kill ourselves, in the other hand playing games is much smoother and enjoyable, better to take out the bad thoughts, I see it that way.

Also, anyone else is welcome to play OSU, like I said above I have shittons of 2hu maps so if you enjoy the music you'll probably enjoy the games.

>> No.8128004

>>8127979
That's surprisingly correct. We can still talk, can't we? I'll be back in 15 minutes, I'm running back and forth trying to cook something so I can eat.

>> No.8128025

>>8127979

Room? I'll join although I'm a catch the fruit player so I'll suck at standard

>> No.8128033

>>8128025
I'll create a room called jaypee in OSU standart, don't worry, we go easy maps.

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>>8128033
>easy maps
I guess I'm out then.

>> No.8128076
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8128076

I don't feel lonely as long as I have you guys.

Seriously, I used to think I was immune to loneliness, but when the whole place went down a few days ago and the only place I could turn to was the archive were we got like 5 posts an hour at best, I realized how important you guys are in my life. It's thanks to you guys that I get by.

>> No.8128093

you guys are the real /jp/ers.
I knew you guys were still around,hiding.
please don't leave... even if that group of shitposters is destroying our home.

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>>8128076

By now you should be feeling something similar to getting welcomed back home. Yeah, I know this feeling.

>>8128093
Psshh. Don't reveal us.

>> No.8128135

>>8128093
There are no shitposters anon.

>> No.8128140

I love you, /jp/, regardless of the condition you are in.

>> No.8128150

>>8128093
>>8128140
Bah... Stop trying to cause drama.

>> No.8128151

NPCs in video games are my friends.

>> No.8128156

>>8128150
Sorry, I wasn't trying to.

>> No.8128159

>>8128076
I feel the same way. I'm just depressed about other things such as money and getting a degree/job.

>>8128093
Just ignore them, It's not as difficult as it sounds.

>>8128110
Ok I signed up, will see you soon (I'm the anon that went to make dinner).

>> No.8128169

>>8128159
>I feel the same way. I'm just depressed about other things such as money and getting a degree/job.
Why care about petty things like that? I'm depressed because I don't enjoy my life and nothing is improving. Now that's something to be depressed about.

>> No.8128176

>>8128169
What's one depression for another is nothing to another. Have you tried picking up a hobby? For example do you like collecting PVCs? If so, have you tried painting your own? It is a lot of fun but you need your own place to do it in.

>>8128033
Not sure how to join by the way, I don't see it in the lobby thing.

>> No.8128183

I'm going to save up all my autism bucks and buy this:
http://www.extremetech.com/extreme/99573-the-next-stage-of-human-robot-love-meet-mekas-anime-robot-g
irl

I'll never have to be alone ever again.

>> No.8128187
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8128187

But I'm never alone.

>> No.8128189

>>8128151

This is actually how I feel. I couldn't get into the Wii version of Animal Crossing because they cut out most of the dialog for my animal friends. ;_; No more talking to them until they got pissed off at me and told me to go away.

>> No.8128190

I use to get really bad anxiety every day, would pass out, would get dizzy spells and such. I started to take prozac and it almost went all away. i just cant jerk off as much.. Im just afraid of what might happen when my body gets use to the med..

>> No.8128196

Why must /jp/ have shitposters and /b/ tards now?
I miss when we were all chill,mature and level headed dudes like in this thread..

>> No.8128209

>>8128196
What fantasy world are you living in?

>> No.8128221

>>8128190
>>8128190
Do you have to be classified as mentally sick to get anti depressants/drugs? I can't do anything anymore. Just being here is a challenge for me.

>> No.8128230

>>8128196
Being a depressed loser is being level headed now?

>> No.8128234

>>8128221
No, you just have to go to a psychiatrist.

>>8128209
What year did you come here?
When aoc was around besides the tripfag threads mostly eveybody was mature.

>> No.8128236

>>8128183
Thing is bolted down to the ground because it uses hydraulic actuation. You'll never be able to have it move, and maintenance will be hell.
They should have been less lazy and focused on better servos.

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8128237

HELL naw, i can be my real HELL when i'm alone

>> No.8128242

>>8128230
It is when we have 63 retards spamming /jp/ for no reason.

>> No.8128243

>>8128234
>when AoC was around
you mean when you had shitwad homocunts like meru and milk constantly taking a huge steaming shit on the board?

AoC brought too much trouble with him.

>> No.8128247

>>8128243
>milk
who

>> No.8128250

>>8128243
He at least cared about /jp/ like no other and tried his best. The meido times were the golden ages of /jp/, right now we are in the dark ages. Also, who the fuck is milk?

>> No.8128251

>>8128234
Really? I thought it would be much harder to get them. I have to muster all my strength somehow and somehow find one.

>> No.8128255

I rarely felt lonely eventhough I was mostly alone. Until fairly recently. Having met someone online who shared my interests, talking to them daily and then parting ways a while ago hit me harder than I had thought. Whenever I remember how nice it was to have someone you like to talk to I feel lonely.

>> No.8128259

>>8128250
Because I'm a daft fuck and I only arrived towards the end of AoC's meido-ship. What's wrong now that wasn't around then?

>> No.8128270

>>8128259
Nothing. You're trying to talk to the premiere meta-shithead on /jp/.

>> No.8128277

>>8128255
I miss that feeling. Once in a while I'll meet some random guy who I become online friends with, and I look forward to every conversation no matter what we're talking about. Then over time, the novelty wears off, and soon I can only bring myself to talk to him if I have something specific to talk about.

>> No.8128281

>>8128270
Try giving me a real reason now, please.

>> No.8128282

>>8128259
A decent serious and mature userbase (besides the one spammer and some tripfags),
A code of laws that everybody followed,
Things were A LOT more elitist,
we didnt have a huge army of people spamming the board everyday.
Dont listen to people like >>8128270, they just want to shitpost or never really cared about /jp/.

>> No.8128295

>>8128282
We also formed a defense by saging and abusing outsiders and shitposters in great numbers, which doesn't happen at all now, instead the userbase goes along with it.

>> No.8128303

>>8128277
I've got a single friend, and I've been talking to them (or emailing in this case) for the past 3 years. Seeing as how people change and see/do new things, I can't see how you can get tired.

>> No.8128305

>>8128282
You really don't remember the daily /b/ raids and shit? It was much worser

>> No.8128312

>>8128305
5 minute spam sessions then back to normal is better than hour long spam sessions.

>> No.8128320

>>8128305
Those /b/ raid were nothing compared to whats going on now.

>> No.8128327

>>8128295
I don't think sage does what you think it does.

>> No.8128335

>>8128305
Our fucking part of our userbase now does the shitposting, every fucking day, even at fucking 6 am in the morning. how the fuck is that not worse then /b/?

>>8128327
I forgot reported, i think /jp/ doesn't even report anymore.

>> No.8128337

>>8128320
Its not even that bad, the only thing on the front page that's shit is the usual senseless Madoka thread. The board has good times still.

>> No.8128341

>>8128303
Me and my 3 friends have been quite static for the past years. Only one of them has actually done something other than fucking around, and he rarely talks about it.

>> No.8128347

>>8128337
were you even here all day at all?
The asd part is this shit even goes throughout the weekdays, back in the day /jp/ was super nice and slow and quiet with only the truest of members. Now its everyday,all day.

>> No.8128343

>>8128295
If you're talking about whiteren army, I don't know why we still don't do that today. Pretty simple way to scare away outsiders.

>> No.8128345

>>8128335
>i think /jp/ doesn't even report anymore.
It's pretty pointless, since the janitor is a part of the shitposters.

>> No.8128351

>>8128345
No.

>> No.8128352

>>8128277
>novelty wears off
How I wish it was like this instead of being rejected by someone you were starting to consider an actual friend.

>> No.8128353

>>8128343
It would be cool if having White Ren#chilly in your namefield was super secret /jp/ code for "I don't approve of this thread", like sage means on other boards.

>> No.8128388

>>8128295
If you think that continuously flaming the guy who made fifty shitty threads a week for the last eight weeks would make him go away, I have some bad news for you.

>> No.8128414

>>8128388
It worked back then, but that was when we had a meido and a powerful userbase.

>> No.8128497

>>8128341
Neither my friend or I do anything either. Its usually just games, current events or whatever other items we share a common interest in.

>> No.8128657

There are no good or bad Anonymous. There are only bad tripfags like PRINNY.

>> No.8129561

Being alone didn't work out very well for me.

I tried to be a NEET, got down to my last $5000 and realized I was soon going to be without a roof, food, etc. That actually didn't sound so bad, but I figured at least I'd like to be able to move around a little if I weren't going to have walls anyway, so I spent most of it on a motorcycle. Spent the next few months riding around the country doing whatever I wanted, sleeping at bus stops, finding food various ways.

By the time I decided to stop and take a rest I had 3 other people traveling with me, more people who called themselves my friends then I could count, several job offers and 2 more motorcycles.

It's hard to be left alone in this world.

>> No.8129577

>>8129561
Are you James Dean?

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>>8129577

Names Jimmy.

>> No.8129597

>>8129561
That sounds like a more enjoyable time than slaving away at a company

>> No.8129608
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8129608

I'm lonely, had to leave my girlfriend so she could go to sleep (She has to wake up at 7 for work). I came home and I'm lonely now, and anxious about work tomorrow. I have to set up a new server. The server is running the new 64-bit Windows 2008 R2, and the customer has a few very old programs they want on it (These programs were on their old server which was Windows Server 2000), and I'm doubting if they will even run on 2008. Oh well, it will be their issue if they dont. I don't know why im anxious about server setups. I always get it done, but yet I'm nervous every time I do it.

Sorry for venting about my personal problems.

>> No.8129619

>>8129597

I was in IT before I gave up on a regular job. I spent my entire day trying to meet the demands of a bunch of entitled little shits and dealing with bosses who didn't know their ass from a hole in the ground.

My entire life was 14+ hour days getting paid a mediocre at best salary because they found out they needed me for way too many hours to pay hourly.

In short, it was miserable. I hated my job, and my job was my life.

>> No.8129629

>>8129619
Sounds like you were living the typical human lifestyle. You should be proud. But you had to go off and try to enjoy life. What an asshole you are.

>> No.8129657

I always feel like all material and spiritual elements fade away after I come. I'm stuck in a cycle of fapping forever.

>> No.8129708

Like right now... Monday morning, 2am...

Only reason I'm awake is because when I go to sleep it'll seem that much quicker that I have to wake up and go back to my shitty job I've been working for 12 years.

My boss doesn't even know my name.

>> No.8129714

I hate those moments.
The moments I hate more are the ones where there's an obvious chance to turn it around - even just a little, like joining a /jp/ village on H&H, or the WoT group, or even an IRC channel - but I can't bring myself to because I'm too scared to meet new people.

It's somehow easier to just stay lonely than to risk feeling worse, even if by doing so I feel worse for missing the opportunity anyway.

>> No.8129972

When I listen to this song I think of you, /jp/.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b-kvZtV04GE

<3

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>> No.8130321

Shall we have a drink and a yarn?

http://l4cs.jpn.org/gikopoi/flash/gikopoi122_for/flash_gikopoi.html?aid=sea_city&sid=bar

>> No.8130337

I want to make friends with people on /jp/ because I don't have any friends, but I don't know. I've never personally met anyone from here...I think we could be good friends, even if it's only online. I still think there's a lot of good people on /jp/.

>> No.8130358

>>8130337
Go to the link I just posted and we'll have a chat.

>> No.8130368

C'mon I just got teased either by a nip or by one of you people for being in here.

I-it's not like I want to talk to you guys or anything though!

>> No.8131597
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How does one find a friend online?

>> No.8131616

>>8131612
Jokes on you, the last 4 relationships I had were via internet

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>>8131597
You cant. I've tried for years.

>> No.8131626

>>8131616
Sure thing Jones.

>> No.8131657

>>8131597

Many ways. Join random small communities/BBSs/forums on the internet about things you like. Play a MMO and join a guild. Just think about it - but you will have to interact with people. That's what the whole friendship thing is about.

Just be ready to meet a lot of retards before meeting even one people worth the time.

>> No.8131662

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZfSTUjkMXCI

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8131683

Have some Bashar my friends

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R0QsBddOPAE&feature=player_profilepage

>> No.8131687

>>8131657
I've tried that, but I always get in arguments with people and then I don't bother to talk with them anymore.

>> No.8131690

>>8131657
IRC as well. I met somebody who is now one of my best friends on youtube

>> No.8131693

>>8130337
>>8131597
You could join the /jp/ flockdraw.

We've been there for over a year now.

>> No.8131696

What mmo is /jp/ currently playing?

I wish I would have someone to play with.

>> No.8131744

>>8131687
This happens to me as well, except they don't bother talking to me, eventhough I am always willing to argue further. Which I guess is what drives them away. It's harder to not argue than it is to argue.

>> No.8131767

>>8131657
For the sake of my curiosity, how many people worth your time have you met by doing those things?

>> No.8131773

>>8131687
>>8131744
I'm usually a nice person, but if someone continually insists on getting into unnecessary arguments, I probably wouldn't bother talking to them for very long.

>> No.8131776

>>8131767
In the 2 years I tried forums.

One.

>> No.8131838

>>8131767
I've met six over a year.

>> No.8132160

I just wanted to say that I hope my fellow /jp/sies find the company they seek and otherwise enjoy themselves. When my fellow /jp/sies are happy, so am I.

>> No.8132326

>>8131767

I'm the guy that posted that. In five years, four. I don't regret it.

>> No.8132343

>>8131767
I've made several internet friends via /jp/.

>> No.8132359

>>8132343
But you're a trip user, might as well be posting on facebook. It's much harder for anons to build interpersonal relationships.

>> No.8132391

>>8132359
I guess. But I'd be friends with any anon as well, as long as they aren't crazy.

>> No.8132470

I really regret letting go of that finally found person who I was just about to consider a friend, just because I was too stubborn to back down on my words. Now I'm too embarrassed to try and redo it.

>> No.8132699

>>8132470
wat
just say the old you was a complete moron
you've learned from your mistakes
it'll be better in the future

>> No.8132735

>>8132470
I feel bad when people are assholes like you and prevent me from becoming friends.

Pride is a character flaw, not a virtue.

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What do you do when you feel lonely?

>> No.8136006

nothing

>> No.8136061

>>8127889
>>8127871
>>8127859
>a rapings begins

>> No.8136093

>>8136061
Who are you quoting?

>> No.8136662

Heh.

>> No.8136681
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8136681

I like Yayoi.

>> No.8136721

>>8136681
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UJOjTNuuEVw

>> No.8137362

>>8131693
Thank you.

>> No.8139197

>>8127869
I too joined some forums when I was younger. I always panic when someone talks to me. It seems to be fine here though. Also excessively sage to avoid bumping because post might be seen by everyone. I never start threads. Beta as fuck.

>> No.8140714

>>8128352
Or you feel weird about messaging them first. I can never start conversations on my own. I never do, and the other person doesn't either, so you just end up drifting apart over time.

>> No.8140748

>>8129714
At times like that, I'm afraid that I'll change and turn into a humongous faggot. Who's to guarantee that I won't be the faggot on the Internet telling people that "it gets better" and it's possible to find a girlfriend that's not a vapid whore; at the same time bragging about how my girlfriend is not like that. Telling everyone how I used to be a recluse, but now I'm a successful programmer in a large company, with an even larger circle of friends I go out for a beer with on fridays.

Changing would mean changing into someone I used to hate, and I would rather stay a NEET that betray my ideals.

>> No.8141745

>>8131687
>>8131693
I get into arguments with my dad because I tend to be very blunt, and I can't understand the "situation" or read the atmosphere. It got violent at times. I should probably do something about it. I remember banging my forehead and breaking a glass at dinner after my dad pushed my head because I was messing around with food. That was an accident though, probably. My grandma kicked him out for the night. We have a good relationship at the moment, he calls me once in a while to check up on me.

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