/jp/ - Otaku Culture

[Anonymous No.]

Alright, this is it.
Today is the day. It's been going on for too long and I'm at my limit.
I'm going to kill myself today.

I don't believe one can just portal to gensokyo by simply killing oneself. But that is ok, not feeling pain anymore is enough for me.

I hope you don't lose hope as I did and that you will be able to live a happy life.

That it all. Goodbye.

[Anonymous No.]

don't go, I'm sure you will be alright.

[Anonymous No.]

Must you really go? If so, then so long. I cannot stop you, although I wish I could.

[Anonymous No.]

Reported.

[Anonymous No.]

See you later OP

[Anonymous No.]

We'll greet you tomorrow like we do to everybody else.

[Anonymous No.]

Yeah, as if.

["iluvOP !ge9bznqAsg No.]

Stop right there!
Or I'll come and find you and then Im gonna kick your ass. You dont want that to happen. There is still love! Dont go ;_;

[Anonymous No.]

Remember anon, dead people can't listen to music, and music is the height of our culture.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jFV4QDb-8Hg

[Anonymous No.]

good

[Anonymous No.]

>>7509608
good luck OP, ill see you if i ever meet you in the afterlife(if you believe in one, that it)

[Anonymous No.]

There were a couple of suicide threads lately.

Good luck OP, no matter which path you take.

[Anonymous No.]

I strongly recommend that you not kill yourself.

[Anonymous No.]

See you in gensokyo anon.

[Anonymous No.]

How depressing...
Well then, au revoir.
Let's see each other on the other side.

[[e-mail] No.]

If you need someone to talk to, I put my address in the email field.

Maybe talking about it will help.
And if not... Well, no loss right?

[Anonymous No.]

Please haunt me to make me less lonely

[Anonymous No.]

>>7509637
Welcome to 4chan

[Anonymous No.]

>>7509639

If he doesn't, then I'll haunt you. If I do somehow die. I don't know how long it'll take though.

[Anonymous No.]

Just don't fuck up OP

[Anonymous No.]

>>7509647
THIS, if you fuck up, youre even more screwed then before

[Anonymous No.]

Hey OP could you tell us reason why do you want to kill yourself?

[Anonymous No.]

>>7509679
hes attentionwhoring faggot

[Anonymous No.]

My life is complete shit.
Clinical depression.
Me being ugly.
etc.

Just to name a few.

[Anonymous No.]

It could get better.

[Anonymous No.]

Death is the ultimate escape.
The end of misery.
The end of suffering.
The end of emotion.

Unless there's some kind of afterlife shit, that would just fucking suck.

[Anonymous No.]

I wish I had the courage to kill myself.
But no... I have to keep living this miserable life,
, waiting for the day when my despair will finally become greater than my fear and I can put an end to this.

[Anonymous No.]

>>7509722
Can't be worse than reality, it's a win-win situation.

[Anonymous No.]

>>7509722
Also the end of simple pleasures, the end of imagination, and the end of hope.

That is, to say, the end of all things.

[Anonymous No.]

>>7509725
You make it sound like hope is a good thing. Unlike VNs, the same mundane hell will continue dragging on, the hope that some adorable heroine will enter the scene is in vain.

[Anonymous No.]

>>7509728
It may never turn out like the ideal but the possibility that it everything could become a bit less shit is always up there.

Until you're dead, that is.

[Anonymous No.]

>>7509728
>he still needs a girl to feel his life validated

[Anonymous No.]

>>7509728
It may never turn out like the ideal but the possibility that everything could become a bit less shit is always up there.

Until you're dead, that is.

[Anonymous No.]

I'd like to say I'd feel bad, but portalmaker dude is either an utter troll or terminally stupid for continually posting portal threads who has probably fucked his lungs up at least a bit by choking down so much bleach, so either way it's not an issue.

[Anonymous No.]

>>7509734
OP pretty obviously isn't portalmaker.

[Anonymous No.]

>>7509736
Wait... but that means we're STILL going to get portal threads?! Fuckdamn shitcunting whorebreath asswankers

[Anonymous No.]

>>7509733
Or I can make everything better guaranteedly by killing myself. It doesn't matter what am I going to lose by doing it, because dead feel no regret.

[Anonymous No.]

>>7509732
>His heroines aren't delicious crossdressing shota maids.

[Anonymous No.]

>>7509728
>You make it sound like hope is a good thing. Unlike VNs, the same mundane hell will continue dragging on, the hope that some adorable heroine will enter the scene is in vain.

I want her to be real.

[Anonymous No.]

Bye bye op.

[Anonymous No.]

I'll be joining once I get the motivation to make an exit bag. Hopefully later this year.

[Anonymous No.]

>>7509753
Suicide isn't going to make your life better.

It's not going to make it worse, either.

In fact neither of those two ideas even make sense.

[Anonymous No.]

>>7510412
>Suicide isn't going to make your life better.

My life is shit, and my chronic depression is such that living itself is painful. Ergo not living is better for my life when life itself is horrid.

[Welcome to the Imageboard! !y9X8MisakI No.]

>>7512117
Tomorrow will surely be alright!

[Anonymous No.]

...life is but a dream...

[Anonymous No.]

So long, OP.
Let's meet up at Hakurei shrine sometime.

[Anonymous No.]

OP, make sure it doesn't end up an attempted suicide.

Getting drunk should cure any doubts you have.

[Anonymous No.]

>>7512139
>Tomorrow will surely be alright!

If only, Misaki-chan. I'm sorry that I won't be able to make it.

Now, I just need to pawn off all of my shit except for my computer, and get a shitty place to myself where I can die slowly and in absolute solitude. That's the kind of death I want.

[Anonymous No.]

Have fun!

Although, try to remember that it's not 'not feeling pain', it's 'not being able to comprehend anything ever again'. Having too low of a powerlevel to open the portal means you're fucked hard, and you'll never be able to do anything about it ever again.

If it's really that bad you'd already be dead (or perhaps dieing), and certainly unable to post in /jp/. Just sayin'

[Anonymous No.]

You're doing what the rest of us are too cowardly to accomplish.
Good luck anon.

[Anonymous No.]

Could the OP please open up a Ustream?

[Anonymous No.]

Yes, die. Die, coward. The slower your death is, the more I laugh at your tears.

[Anonymous No.]

C'mon, anonymous.
You may be lonely, ugly, miserable and all that jazz, but you should know that theres always someone worse off than you. Take me for instance, who's been diagnosed with MS and will surely succumb into paralysis sooner or later. Still, though, I believe that when my extremities fail me, I will transform into a being that exists solely for the sake of my own entertainment. All my responsibilities will be taken from me, and I'll be able to read all the VN's I want and watch all anime I could think of, though this is basically what all life is to me anyway.

You just have to learn how to give up, stop caring about anything or anyone. Confine yourself, so that your thoughts and actions won't reach anyone. You'll live blissfully in your bubble, and if you take good care of it, it can become anything you want it to be.

[Anonymous No.]

>>7512209
> but you should know that theres always someone worse off than you

Alas, that reasoning works with sadistic normalfags, but anon is too full of love to take pleasure from the suffering of other /jp/ers. Reality is going to be horrible regardless of how many others are suffering, let him escape if he wants to.

[Anonymous No.]

>>7512209
>You just have to learn how to give up, stop caring about anything or anyone.

That's how I've always been, and that's what is leading me to do this in the near future.

[Anonymous No.]

When people complain about their lives you tell them to stop blogging on /jp/ and to go fuckoff/die.

When people finally man up and say they're going to kill themselves you tell them to talk about it and to continue living.

If that's not tsundere then I don't know what is.

[Anonymous No.]

[Anonymous No.]

Hey, Anonymous, I love you.

[Anonymous No.]

>>7512878
Don't say such words so casually.

[Anonymous No.]

>>7512818
You only become a true /jp/er when you are willing to kill yourself.
And if you just want to complain, then /soc/ is for you.

[「ロリあき」 No.]

You know what's better than death? Living on the razor's edge of destruction. It's like a rollercoaster that never ends.

[Anonymous No.]

>>7512893
Does it hurt to see people that aren't being apathetic sociopaths?

Considering /jp/ is the only social contact some anons have, it's not that unreasonable.

[Anonymous No.]

>>7512893
I only say it casually because I mean it.
I may not know you, but it scares me that you might die.

[Anonymous No.]

Good luck OP, I'm just glad that I don't know you because then your death would bother me and I'd have to stop you

[Anonymous No.]

>>7512903
>>7512904
Of what worth is this love? Can it fill my empty stomach? Can it ease my heart's pains, knowing a lover is someplace far away who I'll never see or hold? Can it pay the bills so that I can continue living without fear?

Don't say such words so casually, or you'll twist their meaning to some nonsensical definition fit only to satisfy your selfish heart.

[Anonymous No.]

>>7512903

It scares me that you care.

[Anonymous No.]

>>7512910
But you have no way of knowing if you know OP or not. It's rare for someone to tell the people they know in real life that they're about to kill themselves. /jp/ could just be his last resort since he can't say it in real life.

[Anonymous No.]

>>7512915
>>7512914
I suppose in a way I do it for my own egotism,
but say whatever it won't dissuade me.

It's not romantic, but I love you.
I don't want this for you.

[Anonymous No.]

>>7512914
Your definition of love is keeping you well fed, physical contact and paying bills?

And you're worried about other people cheapening it? How vulgar.

[Anonymous No.]

>>7512925
How can you love someone if you do not want to care for them?

[Anonymous No.]

>>7512921
Nope, I'm sure I don't know him.
It's kinda too bad that I'll never get the chance to know him now, but the chance that we would have been friends was very low to begin with

[Anonymous No.]

>>7512928
You can want to, but you may have nothing to give.

[Anonymous No.]

>>7512928
How can you be lovable if all you want is to be catered to?

[Anonymous No.]

>>7512939
To be loveable, one needs simply to be loved.

>>7512935
To the suicidal with no reason to live, how about a meaning to stay alive?

[Anonymous No.]

>>7512941
And to be loved, one simply needs to be lovable.

Also, if /jp/ is providing someones only social contact and (Despite your apparent disdain) source of love, isn't that enough of a reason, or at least enough to be worth something.

[Anonymous No.]

Being dependant on love is a weakness.
What if someday the person who claimed to love you forever(even though it is just platonic love) just abadons you for some reason?

You can't trust anyone and especially not when it comes to such vague concepts such as love.

It's better to learn to appreciate the beauty of the world all by yourself

[Anonymous No.]

>>7512941
A reason to stay alive is something you have to find yourself.
People may support you along the way, but that's something only for one person.

[Anonymous No.]

>>7512949
Not him, but I'll disagree. Sometimes it's hard to find a reason to live for yourself, it's much easier to live for someone else.

[­­wtH !HELLB/V.96 No.]

>not feeling pain anymore is enough for me.

[Anonymous No.]

>>7512951
The love of someone with neither face nor name is worth nothing to anyone but the most desolate of individuals.

And despite what you're thinking, I highly doubt anyone wanting to die on /jp/ desires death due to feeling unappreciated and unloved by anyone. More like not being loved by a particular one who isn't in this world.

[Anonymous No.]

>>7512953
It hurt's when they leave, though. It's not always safe to rely on others.
It's a risk one has to decide on.

[Anonymous No.]

>>7512957
I wholeheartedly agree, and I'd argue the most desolate individuals are the ones that need love the most.

[Anonymous No.]

>>7512949
>A reason to stay alive is something you have to find yourself.
>People may support you along the way, but that's something only for one person.

This is true, I have support at least for the moment, but it doesn't make me want to live; it only enables me to live without being able to support myself.

>>7512953
>Not him, but I'll disagree. Sometimes it's hard to find a reason to live for yourself, it's much easier to live for someone else.

This is also true. I've only been alive until now because I made a promise to my friends (although I don't really see them these days, so the need to keep that promise is dwindling fast). But it's still depressingly empty and meaningless.

[Anonymous No.]

>>7512965
Then what are you doing on /jp/? Go off to the nearest whorehouse and check the alleyway for crackaddicts. Give them, the friendless and family-less among them, your love. They need it the most, after all.

[Anonymous No.]

>>7512957
>And despite what you're thinking, I highly doubt anyone wanting to die on /jp/ desires death due to feeling unappreciated and unloved by anyone. More like not being loved by a particular one who isn't in this world.

Actually, we probably want it due to our disinterest in this world, our uselessness and despair, and depression.

[Anonymous No.]

>>7512953

>Sometimes it's hard to find a reason to live for yourself, it's much easier to live for someone else.

That only sets you up for a train wreck when that person abandons you. While it may be easier to do, it does not make it the right thing to do. Even if it's harder, you should find your own reasons to live.

If you really wish to live for something else, then devote yourself to helping a group of people rather than one person in specific.

[Anonymous No.]

>>7512957
I've seen someone pull through that.
They were ready to die by disease, and then someone gave them hope.
They conquered that disease. They didn't give up on life even though the person they loved the most was gone.
Getting what you're not looking for can help.

[Anonymous No.]

>>7512974
No thanks.

[Anonymous No.]

>>7512980
> it does not make it the right thing to do

There's a ''right'' thing to do in life? Where'd you find the manual, we've been looking for it for centuries.

[Anonymous No.]

>>7512995
It's called common sense. Search the definition in a dictionnary.

[Anonymous No.]

Today another /jp/ regular passed away.

Posting in Touhou threads no more;

He did the impossible and opened the door.

Onwards to Gensokyo! He goes to Reimu Hakurei!

[Anonymous No.]

>>7513027
I'd rather not leave the direction life is lived in the hands of commoners.

[Anonymous No.]

So if I get $1000 from selling all of my stuff, and I might be able to get more, what should I do with it? I could probably get a month rent at a cheap place for $300 or so, but how should I spend the rest to enjoy most my last, miserable days?

[「ロリあき」 No.]

>>7513027
You are aware that what constitutes common sense shifts from culture to culture and person to person, yes?
Declaring "right" tells the rest of us nothing of significance.

[Anonymous No.]

I wonder if he really killed himself.

[Anonymous No.]

>>7513559,1
We can only hope

[Anonymous No.]

>>7513559,1
This reminds me of >>7203016 >>7584613

I wish you eternal peace Anons.