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Has anyone here (besides me) come dangerously close to losing their grip with reality forever? Would you choose the fantasy over reality if given the chance?

>> No.5463478

>>5463472
What do you mean? Mai waifu is real.

>> No.5463482

In my opinion, it doesnt matter if you're batshit insane
As long as you're happy
And stay the fuck away from me

>> No.5463485

>>5463472
No, I regularly work out to stay mentally well and prevent that from happening.

>> No.5463488

What, you mean you still live in earth? Geez, I thought everybody on /jp/ had moved to Gensokyo already.

>> No.5463505

>>5463488

Gensokyo is on Earth. It's just a biodome stuck in the Feudal ages with magic and shit.

>>5463478

I'm more afraid of me losing complete touch with anything in the real world and being able to see her as an actual physical manifestation. I'm comfortable with being with my lovely mistress in my dreams and when I'm alone, but it's becoming a problem when in the presence of mixed company that I start to lose control and see her then.

>> No.5463509

>>5463505
You been to a doctor bro?
Got schizphrenia? OCD?
The only way you'll forget how to be normal, is if you've got some bad mental illness

>> No.5463517

>>5463509

Schizophrenia sounds the most accurate, but I'm neither obsessive nor compulsive. I'm not sure if hallucinations are a part of being schizo, but whatever it is I'd rather not take medicine for it. Tends to fuck you up more than if you let it alone.

>> No.5463525

If you're worried about losing your grip on reality, doing mental math calculations (double digit multiplication or higher) often is a good way to retain it.

Also, I have no desire to leave this reality, at least not until I've acquired and enjoyed the ability to control it at will. Teaching oneself magic is surprisingly difficult.

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>>5463525

>> No.5463577

>>5463525
>teaching oneself magic

Not really. I just lost control of it which is why I have this problem now.

>> No.5463580

If you're gripping onto reality you're not doing it right. Reality is more like a pool of water that you're immersed in. The more you try to cling onto the water, the more you will know failure.

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>>5463525
>Teaching oneself magic is surprisingly difficult

>> No.5463597

>>5463580

Doesn't really fix my problem of being unwillingly separated from it.

>> No.5463603

I wish I could, if only a little.
How do you do it guys?

>> No.5463616

>>5463472
I have no idea but do you have more like that picture?

>> No.5463621

>>5463472
Oh wow. How can you loose grip on reality when it is fucking with you since you wake up.

Gentlemen, complitely loosing grip on reality is impossible as long as one of your basic senses are working.

>> No.5463624

>>5463616

My old hard drive was full of Bern pictures...my personal favorite was sexy Bern on a bed. I still have to get it out of my old HDD.

Also, stay away from my mistress.

>> No.5463645

Sometimes when I take a nap, I enter this dreamlike state that doesn't really feel like a dream or reality. It's similar to a lucid dream except I don't even try to control it. I keep waking up and re-entering the same dream over and over again until I finally decide to stop it and get up.

It's rather hard to explain.

>> No.5463653

>>5463621
It's a lot easier when you're drunk.

>> No.5463660

>>5463645
Oh i know. Like when you have sort of nightmare and you cant fully wake up. It is annoying.

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>>5463645

That usually happens when I run off and am forced to avoid any problems that might come out of my visions.

You know what, fuck this bitch. She probably messed with my mind when I didn't know it.

>> No.5463670

>>5463624
I fuk you're waifu
Bernbeingraped.jpg

>> No.5463680

There are times I feel that I need to break out of the basement and find a job to become a normalfag. I've only been a NEET for two years but god dammit I hate feeling so useless dreaming about 2d women doing nothing.

But deep down all I know what will happen is that I'll probably work my ass off for my work, ignore coworkers when it's not work related and just end up drinking more. If anything I'll end up loose my grip on reality even faster.

I can't win really, either go insane in the basement or go insane to stress ;_;

>> No.5463700

>>5463670

>bernbeingraped

...You must be nuts. Bern is impossible to rape. If anything, she'll rape you....just like she rapes me on a regular basis.

>> No.5463738

>>5463700
Does she now.

>> No.5463744

>>5463738

Yes...I'd go into more detail, but that's for another day...and I could write a substantial piece of Bernrape maso-fiction if I put my mind to it. And nobody wants to read that.

>> No.5463779

At first - I was pissed everytime reality forced me to get out my house, driving is such a pain. It's hot, bright, noisy, fuck annoying.
Soon after that - I was pissed everytime my cellphone is ringing. Such a pain to have to drag myself getting it. (Forgot to put it right next to me).
Now - I'm pissed everytime my body gets in the way of my fantasy. Hunger, fatigue, drowsiness, etc. I'm kinda scared if one day I'll get pissed over sexual urges.
>Would you choose the fantasy over reality if given the chance
given how much reality pisses me off nowadays...?

>> No.5467381

Sometimes I faintly feel my waifu being around me but it never goes further than that. I don't see or hear her either. Too bad ;_;.

>> No.5467385

There is no reality, only perception.

>> No.5467407

I looked into the mirror last night and couldn't recognize my own face. Does that count?

>> No.5467442

>>5463744
>Bernrape maso-fiction
So long as it wasn't shit, I'd read it.

>> No.5467451

Well, Bern. I'm still pretty good at telling the difference between the two but I would pick fantasy in a heartbeat.

>> No.5470406

>>5463472
Examples?

>> No.5470422 [DELETED] 

>>5463472
>Would you choose the fantasy over reality if given the chance?
That's a dumb question. In a heartbeat.
I'm too scared of living alone or dying alone, but I am terrified of the idea of spending all that time bored, so as long as I can entertain myself somehow, I don't mind being alone.

>> No.5470480

>Would you choose the fantasy over reality if given the chance?
That's a dumb question. In a heartbeat.
I'm NOT scared of living alone or dying alone, but I am terrified of the idea of spending all that time bored, so as long as I can entertain myself somehow, I don't mind being alone.

Damn typos

>> No.5470511

OK, well I thought I'd chime in here because it's fucking related.

Remember back when I said that I could still tell the difference between reality and fantasy? >>5467451

Well, I was just scrolling through /jp/ and a picture of Rin Tohsaka fucking batted it's eyelashes at me WHAT THE FUCK.

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I'm so high right now guys
fucking toking up with /jp/

>> No.5470525

>>5469904

RIGHT HERE. THIS PICTURE WINKED AT ME NO BULLSHIT.

I think it's time to call it a night.

>> No.5470531

>>5470522
I shall smoke with you

>> No.5470544

>>5463517
Schizophrenia involves delusions and hallucinations, termed psychosis.

>> No.5470559

The first time I got really high, I thought I was trapped in purgatory, because I had gotten into a car accident and gone into a coma, so I had to find some way to return to my body. Scared the shit out of me.

>> No.5470586

>>5467442

It'd be nothing but smut.

And I really don't think anyone besides me would like to read or fantasize about being fucked for 2 hours straight without being allowed to cum once.

>> No.5470593

>>5470559
Sounds like you greened out bro

>> No.5470600

>>5470586
You crazy? I'd love it.

>> No.5470624

Elaborate. I maintain my social profile by being diligent and polite at work and cleaning the house in case someone decides to (though I always pray they wouldn't) visit. People like me. BUT I somehow hate real life socializing deep inside (though I understand that most people out there are 'better' than your average 4channer). Internets, games, films, anime, tv shows, VNs, manga, etc are my best friends.

Did I lose the grip with reality already?

>> No.5470632

>>5470525
nigga you high

>> No.5470644

>>5470624
Losing grip on reality, or psychosis, is having hallucinations or delusions.
You're just a somewhat antisocial shutin.

>> No.5470662

>>5470624
No. I can act pretty charismatic, and I'm good at leading conversations and being polite when I have to be. I just don't very often, and the whole time I know I'm bullshitting everything I say.

On the other hand, if you have hair long enough to cover your face and look like you're still half asleep, you never have to talk to anyone and no one messes with you. It's how I got through school.

>> No.5470708

>>5470662

Still not the point. Do you see shit that you know isn't there, and that TELLS you it isn't real and laughs at you for thinking so? And then rapes you for what seems like an eternity?

>> No.5470710

I can close my eyes and see things I imagine quite vividly.

I havn't been able to get sound yet, but my imagination grows more powerful every day.

>> No.5470752

>>5470708
>>5470710
When I go to sleep, I usually play out very long, vivid fantasies to help me sleep.
Unfortunately, I fall asleep before finishing them
That's about as close as I can think of.

>> No.5470764

Of course. Reality sucks. I'll never be able to live out the dreams I had growing up.

>> No.5470786

Bern is a slut.

>> No.5470791

I've been hallucinating quite a bit lately. My dreams have been getting more and more vivid as of late too. I'm certainly losing my touch with reality.

Sometimes when looking at lewd pictures of Touhous, I can "feel" them there with me. It's an odd, but good feeling. Also, hell yes I would take fantasy over reality.

>> No.5470805

>>5470786

No she is not. She is a high-class lady of elegance.

>>5470791

You ever get to have sex with them?

>> No.5470812

>>5470805
If she isn't a slut....
>>5463472
THEN WHY IS SHE NAKED???

>> No.5470817

First time I smoked pot, I thought there was a red devil inside the stereo and my bed was a magical deathbed that would make me die if I lay in it and it was my destiny to go into the bedroom and die.

>> No.5470822

I can't think of a reason why anyone would not chose to live in their fantasy. It practically human nature to wish for it.

>> No.5470848

>>5470822
Because I take delight in the suffering that existence inflicts upon my self.

>> No.5470849

>>5470805
No sex, I can sometimes see them next to me, though. Just watching as I fap. I'm sure I'll get to have sex with them at some point, though. Slowly but surely, I'm losing my sanity. And I'm alright with that.

I suppose that being so deprived socially does that kind of stuff to you.

>> No.5470854

>>5470812

Because that's her rape face and position. She's contemplating on how to subjugate you in the most humiliating ways possible. Being a slut implies she's submissive.

>> No.5470888

I wish I could, I have a God-awful amount of anxiety these days. Maybe I'll WUIG one of these days

>> No.5470895

I think everyone here needs to sit down and blaze one up

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