/jp/ - Otaku Culture

[Anonymous No.]

Save me from myself
I can't help it, I'm breaking down
Save me from myself
I could use your faith right now

My skin is crawling and feel this pressure
Rushing from the inside out
I am lost right now
My mind is racing
Inside I'm cursing
Burning in my darkest thoughts again

So I keep asking myself
(Will I) Will I be strong enough to face this mess?
(So I) Stand here begging for help
(We are) The only humans walking through this hell

Save me from myself
I could use you faith, I'm breaking down

Depressed and hopeless
And held in despair
Don't know how to find a way to release myself
I'm going crazy
So close to getting out
Lies beneath, feels like it used to be

So I keep asking myself
(Will I) Will I be strong enough to face this mess?
(So I) Stand here begging for help
(We are) The only humans walking through this hell

And what remains is the shadow of my past
I look in the mirror and hate what I see
I don't recognise my face anymore
And wonder where all of my dreams are gone
Feeling lost and empty
I know I can't turn back time
But I just don't want to give up
I can't give up

Save me from myself
I could use you faith, I'm breaking down

So I keep asking myself
(Will I) Will I be strong enough to face this mess?
(So I) Stand here begging for help
(We are) The only humans walking through this hell

[Anonymous No.]

Never heard this Linkin Park song before.

[Anonymous No.]

>>22340966
It’s from Lacuna Coil
They have a female singer

[Anonymous No.]

>>22341106
I'll have to check them out, that's an interesting name for a band.

[Anonymous No.]

I love Chihaya and I am trying my best to look like her in real life. I dyed my hair blue and grew it out. I'm planning for a massive breast reduction to have the same bust size as Chihaya but cosmetic surgery is pretty expensive and isn't covered by my insurance. I have been on a slow lifestyle changing diet for 3 years now to have the same weight as Chihaya but it's very difficult to lose weight and keep it off the closer I get to my goal of 41kg. It doesn't help that I'm also 172 cm tall, which is 10 cm taller than Chihaya. I gave myself an allowance of 6.25% due to height differences, but I'm still finding it very hard to stay 43kg. I'm currently sitting relatively comfortably at 48kg but to go any lower I'd have to cut even more food and exercise even more. I'm such a fat pig, which is the opposite of beautiful, graceful Chihaya.

I hate myself.

[Anonymous No.]

Can Chih-chan do this?

[Anonymous No.]

>>22346957
She can do it.

[Anonymous No.]

>>22352565
She will do it nine times.

[Anonymous No.]

On a date with Chihaya!

[Anonymous No.]

I remember when these threads were deleted within 5 minutes.

[Anonymous No.]

>>22354907
Remember when you were not a fag

[Anonymous No.]

>>22354865
Chihaya's beautiful and playful smile melts my soul.

[Anonymous No.]

>>22356093
Silence newfag.

[Anonymous No.]

>>22357406
I’ve been posting these threads since 2013

[Anonymous No.]

>>22340911
WAKE ME UP INSIDE

[Anonymous No.]

why this murderer isn't in a prison yet?

[Anonymous No.]

>>22360904
They don't have enough evidence. Chih-Haya covered her tracks too well.

[Anonymous No.]

Chihaya is love

[Anonymous No.]

I would make stupid jokes to her all day long

[Anonymous No.]

This isn't a Chihaya thread you dummies.

[Anonymous No.]

>>22340911
ALL THESE THOUGHTS RUNNING THROUGH MY HEAD
BLINDING MY SIGHT IN A CURTAIN OF RED
FRUSTRATION IS GETTING BIGGER
BANG BANG BANG PULL MY DEVIL TRIGGER