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When was your last dark cloud moment? That horrible feeling around your head that you get when you are suddenly confronted by many emotions. Anxiety, hopelessness, and despair just fills your mind like a dark cloud and you try to calm yourself down for it to pass

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inb4 NEET thread

>> No.14182123

I just masturbate it away. It works every time.

>> No.14182124

I have severe anxiety/panic and I get moments like that pretty much daily. I'm going to start taking mirtazapine tomorrow so hopefully it will help

>> No.14182171

>>14182105
When I realized that I was unable to work out even a simple bubble sorting algorithm for a java class, coupled with general despair about calculus.
I jerked off, danced to music, went to sleep, and just didn't kill myself until I could find a bubble sort to copy on the internet.

>> No.14182188

>>14182124

I used to take it to help me sleep but ended up gaining some weight.
I guess it's better than simply not taking anything at all and this kind of medication has wildly different effects even in seemingly similar people, but you might want to watch out for that.

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Every day my man.

I just hope it goes away the next day. Maybe it will, one day.

>> No.14182234

I get that when I think about the fact that I will die one day. It's my greatest, and really, only fear. Happens every few months

Wish I could just forget about it or not care, but it isn't that easy

>> No.14182438

A month ago I guess. Was worried about being homeless but I found a shitty job to pay rent. My body aches so much by the end of the day that I don't have the energy to get anxious. I miss being NEET though.

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I get that feeling most days.

There are things I want to do, but my existence is an apathetic one. A lazy one. A living filled with anxiety and depression and my medication doesn't seem to do much of anything. I want to get away from the internet so that I would be forced to do things I want to do rather than just waste my time doing nothing all day, but there are things that prevent me from doing so. Lately I just sleep all day because it means I don't have to think about things.

>> No.14182634

When I last took a 3 hour exam, I spent at least half of it thinking of going home and stabbing myself in the stomach. I left after the minimum time of 2 hours.

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I grew up in a religious family and had existential thoughts very young, particularly about what comes after life. Church was non optional but eventually I squeezed out of it when I really stopped caring though I had minor belief still (not anymore). There were times at night where I thought about nothing coming after death and I had to just jump out of bed and calm down. The thought of not existing utterly terrified me like nothing else. Very rarely this comes up now but it has.

Also some of the things I've seen with severely handicapped people, their treatment and daily existence get to me.

Japanese

>> No.14183128

>>14182105
When I realize I'm a failure who can't do anything by myself, which happens every time I attempt to work on my graduation project for college. So every day.

>> No.14183326

You see it too?

For me it's always like this.

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