/jp/ - Otaku Culture

[Anonymous No.]

I gave up on looking. Nothing really mattered anymore, and I received everyday with the same apathetic face. Real life and all of its worries just bounced off me. Long gone were the days when I would scourge libraries and cafes searching for her.

It took me years to realize she just wasn't there. Tried conforming, going for something else. It didn't have to be her, it could be anyone. I tried to delude myself, and they knew it. It never lasted, and finally gave up on that too.
Just as I did with everything else in my little pathetic life.

I sought the refuge of the digital, letting the hum of computer fans and the rhythmic clacking of the keyboard comfort me. Watching other people like myself didn't help. I could see my inevitable end, in a few years, struggling to get out of the chair and reach for someone, anyone.
Nobody would be there. Nobody is here with me.

So long anon-tan. My only consolation is that the only reason I couldn't find you is that right now you're sitting in your own digital cradle, trying as desperately as I do to find something worth living for.
Maybe someday, we will run into each other. Maybe I do have some hope after all.
I can't help to smirk. It will never happen, but isn't it a beautiful dream?

[Anonymous No.]

tl;dr

[Anonymous No.]

;_;

[Anonymous No.]

If I ever find ANY /jp/ user, the first thing I'll do is turn around and walk away.

[Anonymous No.]

>>1092687

I don't think an Xbox 360 trolls /jp/.

[Anonymous No.]

>>1092687
This.

Same goes for any other board as well.

[Anonymous No.]

... ;_;

THAT HIT TOO CLOSE TO HOME

[Anonymous No.]

Sanae ;_;

[ZUN !barYV1VtIA No.]

An Anon-tan would be extremely annoying. I can already imagine her hogging up my video game consoles. Then there's the case of her anime tastes. I'll say "Hey Anon-tan, let's watch Giant Robo OAV or Simoun" and then she would reply that she is too busy rewatching Code Geass on Youtube. It would be even worse if she's an Average_Touhou_Fan (less than 5 STGs played) or a "hardcore" Type-Moon fan.

I'd rather have a normal fag-tan. She would probably be hotter too.

[Anonymous No.]

>>1092738
wasn't the point of anon-tan that she was better than the average female anime fan?

[Anonymous No.]

>>1092738
>>1092778

Yeah, I gotta say, if it's ONE OF US, they'd watch good stuff.

[Anonymous No.]

The sooner you learn to hate real women and give up hope on ever finding one that will love you, the sooner you turn your attention on doing the same with the 2D variety. I am still working on that second bit, but I am getting there. Accepting the fact that you will die alone is perhaps the hardest part of it all.

[Anonymous No.]

>>1092817

It was pretty easy for me, but I've only ever wanted to be alone.

[Anonymous No.]

>>1092738
THIS TASTE
THE TASE OF A DYKE

[Anonymous No.]

>>1092817
>Accepting the fact that you will die alone is perhaps the hardest part of it all.

I've already decided that if I don't get at least one new girlfriend before I hit 24, I'm offing myself. 3 years left.

[Anonymous No.]

>>1092877
heh, my last checkpoint was 20.
18
17

I found other things worth living for. Still, dying alone seems like my certain future, and I fully embrace it.

[ZUN !barYV1VtIA No.]

>>1092877
>>I've already decided that if I don't get at least one new girlfriend before I hit 24, I'm offing myself.

Why would you even do that? It's not worth it Anon. Then again, I know you're just kidding.

[Anonymous No.]

>>1092942
I'm just really looking for a pretext to off myself, really.

The only reason I haven't done it already is because I love my family too much to make them cry over me.

sage because this thread is starting to be about me and blog etc.

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>>1092952

Please find a better reason. Seriously, I have no problem with suicide, but that excuse is depressingly shitty.

[Cruise Control !.JeS8NKync!!BU9gPQaIO1C No.]

IT IS ONLY A DREAM IF YOU DO NOT TRY TO MAKE IT HAPPEN.
BRB, DOING THINGS.

[Anonymous No.]

>>1092975
seconded. Otherwise you will be remembered by as that faggot who offed himself over nothing.
Why not give up, go for an easy chick, and treat her like shit. When she dumps you, bam, perfect excuse.

Actually, thinking about it, not so much. Hard to say, is there a suicide you can actually look and respect? Crippling disease, the burden of a million deaths, something like that, sure. But just running away? that shit makes you look bad post mortem.

[Anonymous No.]

>>1092668
OH GOD ;_;

[Anonymous No.]

>>1092975
>>1093031
But people won't know the reason.

I already want to off myself for various reasons. At 24 I'll have a real "motivation" to do it thanks to that promise I made myself anyway.

[ZUN !barYV1VtIA No.]

>>1092952

It's fine. I would rather talk about Anon instead of Japan or its culture. At least Anon is somewhat interesting.

[Anonymous No.]

>>1093031
A GLORIOUS DEATH IN BATTLE WHERE THE ODDS ARE 10000000 TO 1.

FOR THE EMPEROR!

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>>1093070
WHAT THE FUCK
THAT WASN'T THE PICTURE I POSTED

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>>1093070
>the most badass picture ever.jpg

yeah uh...

[Anonymous No.]

>>1092668
>I can't help to smirk. It will never happen, but isn't it a beautiful dream?
This part especially made me feel so ;_;

[Anonymous No.]

>>1093090
The system fucked up with my image. ಠ_ಠ

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>>1093070

DELICIOUS MERIKAN COOKIES

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>>1093080
see >>1093071

You got his picture for some reason. It happens.

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>>1093070
Just look at those cookies. Damn. I bet those fuckers came straight from the oven. Just look at this package. Individually wrapped. That's more than you can take. Oh, yeah. Most badass cookies, around.

[Anonymous No.]

>>1093096
Usually, you're the one who's supposed to fuck with the system.