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Hi /jp/ I have come out of my lurker state just for this one post. Now I'm aware of the potential consequences of this post, however I am willing to post anyways.

For a long while now, I have played VNs, eroge, galge, whatever you'd like to call them. I've watched various animes, 1cc'd various touhou games, read various doujins, fapped to various characters and pulled myself farther and farther away from the world I already had no real desire to be a part of all this time.

I've never been fond of the female body, nor the male body, but I hate the 3D female body a great deal more than I previously did.

The people I talk to are becoming few in numbers, 3 or 4 maybe, I might see one of them once a week or so. I'm staying up late, waking up and going on the computer. Becoming uninterested in most other things and becoming quite obsessed with the beauty of 2D.

Now yes, it is quite possible that this is something normal, and beautiful happening here, part of me wants to believe that. I want to delve deep into this feeling I am beginning to experience...and yet something else.

I'm not sure this is what I want, I'm not sure I'll be okay if this becomes who I am. People always chase beautiful things, wonderful things, and this world of ours is full of many things that aren't so beautiful. I hoped though, I hoped that I would be able to ease into this world of beauty but, there are things that I want...as stupid as they may be...

I want a family. I want love, true love. To have children. I want to be able to make someone else happy, to be happy with someone else. But all I see around is ugliness, and when I see this world of beauty, I escape all of that. I just don't understand why it's so hard for me.

Why is it so easy for others? I envy all of you, I want this transition. I want to be in that world of beauty...I don't want this world to matter to me at all. I just want that beauty

>> No.7696438
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>> No.7696439

Why can't you just have a 2D family that has a few girls you would like to have as daughters and your favorite character as a wife?

>> No.7696437

Shit man that's a lot of words.

>> No.7696440

What

>> No.7696441

You could always blind yourself.

>> No.7696444

>>7696439
I don't know, and I wish I did know. This is something I want, I can't get my head around what is stopping me.

>> No.7696445

>>7696434
TL;DR
Goddamn, if you're gonna post at least post something someone's gonna read.
Shit.

>> No.7696446

>>7696444
Probably the last shred of your normality hanging on.

>> No.7696447

It's not that easy, OP, it wasn't for me, but you'll get it. I'm sure you just need more time. Relax, it's not like you have a time limit. It will happen, and when it does, you'll know.

>> No.7696456

What are you even trying to say, Anon.

Besides "2D > 3D" or whatever.

>> No.7696458

>>7696456
I'm trying to say that I can't seem to get over the fact that there are things that are important to me in 3D. Things I still want that are stopping me from wanting this completely. I'm torn, and I can't get over it even though I'm trying.

>> No.7696459

>>7696434
Normalfaggotry isn't for everyone, but 2D isn't for everyone either. Both have significant benefits and significant drawbacks. Envision your life lived two ways and decide which of them you would most to live. I'm sure you'll figure it out eventually. Or do a bit of both and don't tell anyone. Despite what /jp/ tells you, it doesn't have to be all one way or the other.

Also, /jp/ protocol requires that I raise an objection to your shitty blog thread.

>> No.7696465

OP
You disgust me
You are only one step away from becoming the little girl
Don't lose to the 3D

>> No.7696466

>>7696459
Reported.

>> No.7696471

>>7696459
>2D has drawbacks
Get out

>> No.7696483

>>7696459
OP here again. You know, as wrong as you really seem about everything you said, you've made me realize what the problem is. I'm too caught up in all I was taught my life could and should be that I can't seem accept that what I want is different from all that.

>> No.7696486

>implying I'm gonna read a wall of text

>> No.7696488

Altough I'm not fond of the whole waifu/2d thing I do feel like you my dear anonymous. I guess the world wasnt made for us to fit, as we are part of a little unhappy minority, so we have to somehow make a world for ourselves. Every night I try to think on how to make a amazing world for all of us to live in bliss... Of course, thats to no avail.
Everyday I feel Im getting farther and farther from my dreams and Im chasing things that are meant to please someone else, but arent meaningfull to me therefore wont help me to achieve happiness.
Nowadays the only thing preventing me to kill myself is that my most valuable friends as well as my little brother are just as hopeless. I cant leave my brother in such a strange, unfitting world.
Sorry for the blogginess, I had to let someone know that, and as terrible as it might me... /jp/ anons are one of the most valuable friends I have. Thank You.

>> No.7696493

>>7696486
>>7696445
>>7696437
"And you expect me to read something?" - America fuckyeah!

>> No.7696496

>>7696488
OP again, that was really beautiful, thank you for that. It brought tears to my eyes, honest.

>> No.7696497

>>7696434
>>7696483
You dont seem to have been here long enough. Come back when you become a wizard.

also /jp/ - blog general

>> No.7696505

>>7696493
>he thinks I'm an Ami and calls me an idiot for not reading obvious gaiatrollpasta.txt
My whores are laughing.

>> No.7696511

>>7696505
marisagetoutofjp.png

>> No.7696518

>>7696505
You are pretty rude you know. The OP is clearly in a painful part of his transition. Maybe you just don't understand it because you're a normalfriend. Now kindly get out of /jp/, please.

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>>7696511
Mai gosh, how dare he shitpost in a shit thread?! We must report him, brother. eksfuckingdee

>> No.7696525

>>7696521
Go back to the mental asylum, butt.

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Don't fret, OP a lot of these people are just here for the summer. We're happy to welcome you.

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>>7696434
Fuck off.
Keep your blogging in >>>/adv/ or >>>/a/
And if you need 3D companionship or someone to make babies with fuck off to >>>/soc/

Where the fuck are we getting all these normalfags wannabe or people disillusioned with their life?
Not happy? Get a fucking social life or open a portal to Gensokyo. Nobody give a shit. I dont come to /jp/ to read about some loser life story.

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>>7696525
The people there are too normal for me there. I prefer my autists here.

>> No.7696538

>>7696535
No one asked you to read this thread. If you are not happy with it go away and take your angst with you.

>> No.7696542

>>7696537
God, I can't even form sentences properly today. brb beers

>> No.7696549

>>7696538
/jp/ isnt blogging culture.

Nobody asked you to blog about your life story here.
If you are not happy about people calling out on your shitposting then go to yahoo advice or something.

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>>7696458
>>Things I still want that are stopping me from wanting this completely.
>>my face when this sentence

So get all the things in 3D land and 2D land that you want then? Once again, it's kinda hard to understand you.

If you're asexual then so be it: you can either live with it or change it. But there are plenty of ways to be happy and plenty of ways to make other people happy in this world.

>> No.7696554

>>7696549
You know damn well that this is a /jp/ related post. They're not attention whoring? Where else will they get any support? Stop pushing away people who will make the board better!

>> No.7696553

>>>/blog/

Reported for being a unique snowflake.

>> No.7696568

>>7696554
>Where else will they get any support?
>>>/a/
>>>/b/
>>>/adv/
>>>/soc/
Contrary to popular belief, they are other more suitable board for blogging and advice. You should try them.

>> No.7696571

>>7696568
>I want to only love 2D, but I am still attached to 3D
>implying anywhere else will know or care what that means.
Have a fucking heart man.

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>> No.7696589

>>7696521
You were sarcastic, but yes, do feel free to report shit posts even if they are in bad threads.

>> No.7696588

>>7696496
Glad you liked OP. As for what you're feeling the best advice I can give you is: Do what you want to, however understand you can't be alone.
I can show you why with another silly story... I had a uncle who lived near the beach, was really good looking and always had a lot of women trying to get near him, however he was extremely anti-social and no one understood why. My family has a story with schizophrenia (Im begining to show signs as well) so this uncle liked to live secluded in his own little world with his fantasies without giving much though for social stuff. However he really loved his father and only really opened his mind when he was with him. One day the father died... The result? 3 months latter that uncle was getting married.
Remember to value at least your closest friends and your family.
I dont care if this is a copypasta or whatever, there are things I must write, for it has been 3 weeks since I last talked to someone. Im in the middle of Antartic, doing research and spending another night trying to think of someway to change the world into something in which people like me can find happiness. Remember even if I dont know you I somehow care about you and wish you can find happiness and avoid getting in the place Im in right now...

>> No.7696601

>>7696549
I havent wrote shit in this thread except for pointing our your stupid behavior. No one is going to leave the board because of you so stop being a spoiled baby and bear with what other people want for a change.

>> No.7696613

>>7696601
That's not true. There are people who left (or just stopped making blog threads) because everybody in /jp/ was an asshole.

>> No.7696619

OP here, I'm sorry for the long, stupid blog thread. I guess I just needed some reassurance in all this. Being all alone is difficult and I haven't got anyone to turn to at all.

>> No.7696634

I don't know what's worse, the guy that thinks /jp/'s his blog or the faggots defending him.

>> No.7696649

>>7696634
A thread about niggers in the front page thats the worse

>> No.7696670

>hate the 3D female body
It's not the body that I hate so much as the mind.

Anyway, the world is your fucking oyster, bro. Take what you want and leave the rest. If you think you have the opportunity to find happiness wherever it may be go do it.

Personally I think all 3D women are nasty hookers but I could be wrong.

>> No.7696673

>>7696619
Don't apologize for anything. Especially to the babbies who only do the "lol gb2/board" thing in order to desperately fit in for some odd reason. I mean really, who would even care about that.

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Just learn to love your 2D and let it flow.

>> No.7696690

>>7696549
Posts like this make my physically ill.

>> No.7696706

One thing that always scared me about being a NEET is, will my life style be supported in the near future?

>> No.7696723

>>7696706
How do you get the NEET lifestyle?

>> No.7696724

>>7696723
Start pissing and shitting on the floor.

>> No.7696750

>>7696601
No one is going to stop calling out on shiposters blogging because of you so stop being a spoiled baby and bear with what other people doesnt want on /jp/ for a change.

Oh yeah I heard the satori tripfag brought his bloggin thread to >>>/a/, perhaps you can join him over there if you enjoyed blogging so much.

>> No.7696755

>>7696750
Shut up already, shitposter.

>> No.7696919

>>7696755
Oh my, the irony.

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