/jp/ - Otaku Culture

>>12198764
But a few months ago, I found myself a job at a retailer, at which I will start in a few weeks. Most things are already set. But this last week, I had to go to the city I will be moving to receive some stupid document.
There were a lot of faces and I couldn't handle it at all. Now this will sound edgy and pretty stupid too, was I was really disgusted. I normally tend to look away from people since I am really, genuinely disgusted by 3D faces - 3dpd is actually a thing for me, regardless of the meme, and I surely think I am not the only one.
Then I was invited to hang out with some friends I didn't see for quite a while and we went to a place that was very crowded as well.
It was way too much for me to handle.
I have the habit of not swallowing my saliva after seeing, smelling, tasting or breathing something that I don't like.
I pretty much spend the whole weekend spitting out my saliva. Today, the day my friends took me to the crowded place, it got worse than ever. I got an incredibly strong heartburn vomited even though I did not eat anything and got a really strong headache.
My head even now still feels like it is going to split open and my heartburn returns every time I bend over or have to belch.

I feel like shit.
For some years now I only saw what I wanted to see, looked at all those beautiful and cute pictures of "2D"-girls with only sometimes seeing people from the outside. I can't look many of my relatives in the face anymore and spend 10 - 30 minutes brushing my teeth, two times a day minimum, not seldom resulting in bleeding.
I really noticed today what toll this lifestyle has taken on me.
I don't know if I will be able to live through the job even a year.

This is my story, sorry for the immense blogshit. But I wanted to start the thread with an example.
How did your NEET/hikkikomori ways change your life and how you handle your surroundings? Could you overcome those troubles and how?
Will you help me, please?

About me i tried my hard to endure.
I endured for a years and I was able to communicate with other people.Reason i did all of this is to be able to survive.One day parents who financed my NEET style will gone and after that what will happen to me?

In my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
I'll be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what it'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's minds
Just to see what we find
Look at shit through each other's eyes
But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful, oh
They can all get fucked.
Just stay true to you
So don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful
Oh, they can all get fucked.
Just stay true to you, yeah, so...

/jp/ is not your therapist

>>12198793
I know. Sorry.

>>12198802
>I know.
It sure doesn't look like it. If you wanted to "vent", why didn't you start writing a diary or blog instead of coming to 4chan and posting about your feelings and daily life?

Anything can happen. No one ever thinks it will until it does. What will happen, happens. That’s how the world is. The most important thing is to not let the tragedy defeat you. To believe that you can get through it.Anything can happen. No one ever thinks it will until it does. What will happen, happens. That’s how the world is. The most important thing is to not let the tragedy defeat you. To believe that you can get through it.

>>12198812
Nice circular reasoning normie

>>12198817
>>12198812
Quit bringing this off topic thread back to the front page.

>>12198807
Well, I did not really open the thread just to tell everyone how I feel, I just wanted to speak about what consequences people had to live with due to their NEET/Hikki ways.
As an example.
The "Will you help me, please" was really just intended to be a little joke of some sorts.
Turned a little big, I admit that, and the whole elaboration may have been excessive, but that was rather impulsive, and I am sorry for that.

Why don't you work, NEETs?

>>12198821
Just hide the thread.

>>12198764
Just think of the payment as a reason to endure it, money makes everything easier.

Don't listen to the bullies, >>12198764-chama, you have my permission to post.

I have a job and consider quitting every time I have to go in and work. It's the only time I ever leave the house. Going outside doesn't appeal to me, and it also scares me. When I sit at my computer before I have to go in and work I start to get anxious and nervous about having to leave my room. However I need to the money to buy video games and support my drug habit.

>>12198838
Thanks for your kind words, anon.

>>12198837
>>12198846
So money really goes a factor to keep going? I imagined it'll make everything a lot easier if you at least have some extra money to spend on your hobbies.

>>12198837
>Just hide the thread.
I don't care about the thread, man, just use the sage function.

Why do NEETs always complain about life? If you don't like it grab your nuts and change it. I love being a NEET.

OP I understand how you feel. I can't help you though, I can barely help myself.

Best thing you can possibly do is probably quit posting on places like 4chan. Otherwise the porn, trolling, and depression will get to you, and before you know it you will be an angry hopeless person pissing in the wind like >>12198793
>>12198807
>>12198821

Not that they are doing anything wrong either. We get these threads all the time, and only in the last year has the janitor been actively deleting them because NEET blogging was taking up too much of the board apparently.

Being NEET causes anxiety; having a job causes anxiety; going to school causes anxiety... is the only solution death?

>>12198856
Why even bother? He's just going to fill his time with some other inane bullshit and feel the same.

>>12198860

Suicide is the first question of philosophy. And arguably the only meaningful one.

>>12198862
Yeah, but then we won't have to put up with it. That's a win for us.

>>12198863
It's certainly a comforting thought.

>>12198856
You're right, probably.
Up until now I've been ignoring most of the NEET threads because it didn't really strike me as an interest (Because it isn't), but today I pretty much acted on an impulsive and started the thread because there still are some of them from time to time.

It's okay. The real you is still asleep.
ざわ‥ ざわ‥

>>12198892
>mfw some people still believe this

>>12198905
Please don't misuse the quote function.

>>12198767
>>12198764
Time to go see a doctor OP, though I'm sure he'll just diagnose you with terminal homosexuality.

I started being a NEET 3 years ago and since (roughly) 6 month my only thought was kill myself. Being a NEET give me a lot of free time to do whatever I want but felt so bad with all these suicide thought. I'm 22 now and I want to start anew. I came to the conclusion that the less you do,the less you want to do. I will start attending my old gym and start university again. Tomorrow I'll have a little chat with an old professor (and friend) of mine. I'm feeling super right now. I will try harder this time;)

>>12199054
Well since you're still a kid it's not like you've wasted any time, I'd hardly even call that being NEET - more like just being in your early twenties.

>>12199054
I'm exactly in your shoes. Except for the "I will change myself now" part.

Suicide is a special privilege of mankind. Other people
have said suicide is the ultimate human freedom. But this right, this freedom,
exerts tremendous effects on the people associated with the suicide.

Blogshit thread?

I've been going to the gym and becoming a /fit/ NEET. It kinda helps my self image, but I'm still a social recluse.

I'm kinda getting bored of VN, LN, anime/manga, videogames. I want to pursue something new, but I don't know what, so I feel bad.

>>12199089
Only if they manage to find your body.

Anyone have weird hobbies from being a NEET? I like drawing in the /cgl/ drawthread. I don't even post in the /jp/ oc thread.

>>12199063
wow, a kid? I'm feeling so light right now, thanks!
>>12199084
You should at least try. I'm scared too. I'm scared of working, I'm scared of studying, I'm scared to talk with people, but I'm even more scared of doing nothing but sleep and reading doujin; it's fun now, but it can't be fun for ever.

NOT

YOUR

BLOG

>>12199129
SUCK

MY

DICK

>>12199098
I'm going to start writing that book idea I have had for six years, tomorrow.

Maybe after I'm done with this vn.

>>12199125
>You should at least try.
I know. Maybe I'll go for a run tomorrow.

>>12199125
Well it's not like being 22 makes you elderly.

>>12199091
Anime and manga are the only things these days that can keep me happy.
I'm living in the basement for about a year now, and that was without a doubt the worst year of my life.
I've been pretty content with my NEET life before that and had fun doing stuff and pretending to be creative. But I could not manage to get anything done this past year because the apartment is constantly grossing me out no matter what I do.

I really hope you being bored of /jp/-related things is only because you got an overdose and have to digest that.
Because being constantly fed up with something would mean you did not wholeheartedly enjoy it in the first place, I think.

>>12198764
Do something for yourself and go to a psychiatrist, maybe is just a chemical problem easy to fix, really.

>>12199054

You've been a NEET 3 years but still "chat" with your professors?

I smell a covert normie.

>>12199177
To be honest, I've been, so far, very reluctant to do that.
My friends tell me that I should go see one, too, but to be honest, I am not sure if I want to. But I guess everyone feels that way at first.

>>12199143
I'd like to do something similar, too.

>>12198767
>I am really, genuinely disgusted by 3D faces
So you don't own any mirrors, right?

>>12199187
>My friends tell me that I should go see one, too, but to be honest, I am not sure if I want to. But I guess everyone feels that way at first.

Just go, there's fucking science in that, I had depression years ago, tried three different pills and the third one made magic, it was like it shuted up the voices in my head that stoped me and made me free.

(sage and reported)

>>12198767
Don't feel bad about being disgusted by 3DPD. I'm also disgusted by it, but in a different way. It may be common to dislike looking at fat people, but I really, really don't like seeing women with fat stomachs. When I see those round, sickening things I just want to hit them. I just want to punch their fat fucking bodies and watch my fist be absorbed into it. The disgusting cackles of fat whore as I carve into her would send me into a fury.

I'm been working for 4 years straight and I cant really recall since I started when I was actually happy for a significant period of time, such as even longer than an afternoon, much less a week or more. after I came home from work everyday i would be just plain exhausted from the physical labor and the mental stress of dealing with people and responsibilities that i couldn't really enjoy anything. long ago before I that I was messing around taking a class or two at community college and playing video games 10 hours a day with the occasional anime ep here and there. I think I was slightly happier back then, maybe but I'm not sure. I know that I was never as depressed as when I was employed, the worst of it was maybe a year or so ago when I would think about killing myself everyday. and it was serious, not just idle thoughts, as in a few times I would be holding a gun in my hand but far more often I would fantasize about crashing headon into a big rig on my way to work just so i wouldn't have to be there. I dont feel as bad as I did back then but Im certainly not happy either, I just feel sort of a nothingness mostly. I do get absolutely despondent on sunday nights because I know I have to go back the next morning, I cant keep a decent sleep schedule if my life depended on it either, sometimes I'll be so tired and want to take a nap after I come home but I sleep thru my alarm and wake up 8 hours later around midnight or something. weekends would throw it off more, I'd oversleep and find myself waking up at 5pm with no hope to get readjusted for the following week. Im leaving my job eventually but I'm terrified that I simply wont be happier even with more free time.

I like to play video games and watch anime and the world can't stop me!

>>12199204
No one likes fat people.

Even fat people don't like fat people.

>>12199218
Whatcha watchin' right now, sippin any mo?

>>12199222

Mekaku City Actors and No Game No Life

I thought Chaika and this show would be good, but they weren't.

>>12198860

I agree with this. You will not escape life's difficulties by not being a NEET anymore; you will only take on new, equal ones.

Being a NEET and shut-in, for me, is both one of the best things in the world and one of the worst things in the world. In the end, the positives and negatives cancel each other out. Might as well just go with the flow.

>>12199227
Yeah, when you think about it, everyone has things to worry about. Might as well cease giving fucks and just try to take it easy.

>>12199227
I wish I could stay NEET forever.

Sure being poor sucks a little bit.

But the amount of stress I've suffered just thinking about going back to school tomorrow is just too much bullshit.

>>12199206
Sounds like serious hell.
I never had any serious thoughts about suicide. But a lot of things changed since I was a brat. Back then, I wanted to do great stuff, like every child, but at the moment, I realize how want to be left alone more and more and just die in alone, in peace, when I am old. Like it wouldn't even matter if anyone even knew about my existence.

Wow. This shit is still up? Does this mean we can restart 'corporate' NEET threads too?

After all, there are lots of EETs here shitposting as NEETs. The numerous EET and Omegle threads of the past make that clear.

So anyways, when do you guys have to get up and how long do you have to commute to work?
7:30 and 10 min. drive here.

>>12199185
He is friend of my father and I know him from when I was ten. It's more like an student orientation than a chat.

I remember some post from a while ago which made me sad

https://archive.foolz.us/jp/thread/10536449/#10547124

It's a nice image