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10543481 No.10543481[DELETED]  [Reply] [Original]

Maybe if I ride this pickle fast enough mad mop boy might not delete this thread edition.

Be friendly!

>> No.10543482

But that's a cucumber!

>> No.10543500
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>>10543482

The shrivel leads me to believe the artist was aiming for a pickle. Since a pickle is just a shriveled up sour cuke I it really doesn't matter. All that matters is riding fast!

>> No.10543501

>>>/r9k/

>> No.10543509

>>10543501

Please stop.

>> No.10543521
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10543521

I am a bit worried about my mental health. Social anxiety is fine since I prefer staying inside anyway but I think I may have some kind of psychosis and it's really not fun.

>> No.10543522

>>10543521
Go on, tell us about it.

>> No.10543525
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10543525

Is there any job you would work? Not easy answers like "home security guard" or "billionaire", but some job you'd enjoy doing regardless of the money?

Picture very much unrelated.

>> No.10543533

>>10543521
Maybe you're dwelling too much on nothing. My psychiatrist says I might have acute psychosis, but I think she misunderstands. I just like talking to myself because it helps me take it easy.

>> No.10543535

>>10543521

Maybe go see a shrink. I go to one and I thought it was useless but I've started going less and I think I am now doing worse. Maybe seeing him just reminded me why it's better not to be around people.

>> No.10543575

Oh Janny, you missed a thread.

>> No.10543583

>>10543533
I think I might have some form of psychosis also but I'm probably never going to one unless my parents force me to which they probably will at one point. Seeing me from their perspective and thinking I'm fine would be like looking at an apple and saying it's an orange. I can't do anything. I usually get audio hallucinations and my vision gets distorted in indescribable ways sometimes. There's also some mild body disconnections (only had a heavy one once where everything around me just went dark, I couldn't hear anything, and my body felt like a floating blob of nothing to attempt to describe it). At most it's like I have 2 bodies that separate and time for one of them slows. That's not what really affects me though. Sometimes words get messed up coming out of my mouth and other times my emotions are either not there or are completely inappropriate. Then comes what I just call rage spasms where I completely lose it and out of my mouth comes a stream of aggressive word vomit and all I feel is hate and anger for about a few minutes at most. This was also the cause of me hurting myself bad over the Summer. To not go into to much detail I was doing something, got pissed and sliced my foot open. I didn't tell anyone the whole story because I knew I would probably be sent somewhere or would have to go see someone.

>> No.10543584

>>10543583
That does sound like a real problem.

Which country do you live in? You could see your regular doctor, see what he says.

>> No.10543587

>>10543584
I'm in the US, I'm afraid to go see anyone about this stuff because I can't trust them. I don't know what they would do to me.

>> No.10543593

>>10543587
Lock you the fuck up, you are fucking insane. You are best not telling anyone about these things because they will judge you and think you are weird, so if you had any friends and you told them this you could say goodbye to them.

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>>10543522

I started trying to explain but my thoughts are just too retarded and insane to consciously post. See, most of the time I can objectively recognise how ridiculous my delusions are but when I'm wrapped up in them it feels so real...

>> No.10543608

iwsh id be died

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>>10543587

>I'm afraid to go see anyone about this stuff because I can't trust them.

Same. Doctors might be in on the conspiracy. Also I don't want to be put on all those weird antipsychotic pills, the side-effects are scary. What keeps me sane is staying inside and playing games and stuff. I'm genuinely happy to be a NEET, it's the only thing that makes sense to me.

>> No.10543614

>>10543593

They most likely won't lock him up. It sounds like he really should see a doctor and get some help. I was scared to go for years, finally I got so bad I had to go. I wasn't magically cured or anything but I am doing a lot better now. There was no threat of lock up or anything. As long as you don't seem like a threat to yourselves or others at the time you should be safe.

>> No.10543617

>>10543614
But he is a threat to himself, did you not read his post about slicing his foot open? He's a maniac.

>> No.10543622

>>10543481

kawaii picture

>> No.10543631

>>10543617

He was a threat to himself at one point in the past. I am talking about currently. If he is not in any immediate danger right now he should be fine. For the most part these people don't just want to make your life miserable.

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I think I might have some form of psychosis also but I'm probably never going to one unless my parents force me to which they probably will at one point. Seeing me from their perspective and thinking I'm fine would be like looking at an apple and saying it's an orange. I can't do anything. I usually get audio hallucinations and my vision gets distorted in indescribable ways sometimes. There's also some mild body disconnections (only had a heavy one once where everything around me just went dark, I couldn't hear anything, and my body felt like a floating blob of nothing to attempt to describe it). At most it's like I have 2 bodies that separate and time for one of them slows. That's not what really affects me though. Sometimes words get messed up coming out of my mouth and other times my emotions are either not there or are completely inappropriate. Then comes what I just call rage spasms where I completely lose it and out of my mouth comes a stream of aggressive word vomit and all I feel is hate and anger for about a few minutes at most. This was also the cause of me hurting myself bad over the Summer. To not go into to much detail I was doing something, got pissed and sliced my foot open. I didn't tell anyone the whole story because I knew I would probably be sent somewhere or would have to go see someone.

>> No.10543647
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>>10543610

>it's the only thing that makes sense to me.

This sometimes makes me worse by the way because /jp/ almost seems TOO perfect. There are other anime/Touhou communities, but to have this little oasis exist in amongst all the shit and for me to end up here is so unlikely.

You know psychological prompts, I sometimes think certain /jp/ posts are my mind trying to wake me up. An anon posted ages ago this exact thing: "it's all a conspiracy and /jp/ is a part of it". I sometimes wonder.

Anyway thanks for reading my blog

>> No.10543648

>>10543500
Do you even kappa

>> No.10543666

>>10543525
Games testing is NOT a job you would want to work.

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>>10543648

Yes. I also have eyes.

>> No.10543678

I've spenth months trying to give myself psychosis and now i have voices in my head and stuff. It's pretty fun.

>> No.10543686

>>10543678
How did you do it?

>> No.10543688

>>10543678
how'd you do it?

>> No.10543713

>>10543686
>>10543688
tulpa.info
Well, basically i saw tulpa threads being posted here last year, ignored all the bullshit about whether it was or wasn't "real", proceeded with constant heavy self-delusion and here i am. If anything i'd say it has been a pretty good experience.

>> No.10543745

>>>/global/rules/8

>> No.10543757

>>10543647
I think the same way, how can one place be so perfect for me? Nowhere else on the internet has given me more happiness and inspiration over the years. I don't even know how I got here since this was the first place on 4chan I ever went to. It was like I just woke up one day thought about 4chan and clicked on /jp/ and then I just stayed because I instantly felt at home.

>> No.10543763

>>10543745

Have you been hired as hall monitor?

>> No.10543786
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>>10543757

/jp/ is a figment of your imagination, it's also a conspiracy, you are dreaming all of this right now because they want to keep your mind away from what's really going on

>> No.10543791

>>10543481
By the way, My mom said thank you for the pickles.

>> No.10543814

>>10543786
Everything really is a giant illusion, your entire perception is figment of your imagination. No living thing can see everything in complete purity.

>> No.10543821

>>10543525
I had a friend refer me to job that seemed easy enough. But I don't meet their experience requirements because I've never worked.

>> No.10543837
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FUCK THE JANITOR

>> No.10543854
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10543854

tonight is the night

>> No.10543866

For various reasons, I have $20 to spend. What should I buy? I tried thinking of things, but I couldn't come up with anything I actually wanted. I could save the money I suppose, but I really want to buy something.

>> No.10543867

Some children are outside. They're all shouting "fuck" a lot and being homophobic.

Do I call the police?

>> No.10543892

>>10543866
Save it for when you really have something to buy, no use in spending 20 dollars for no reason. You can do a lot with 20 dollars. Most of my money just goes to tasty food and coffee though. Since I don't got much to buy.

>> No.10543918

Is FOREX still a thing or is that fad long gone along with my desire to be a millionaire NEET?

>> No.10543921
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10543921

>>10543791

>> No.10543935

>>10543918
I never got why forex got big in the first place.

>> No.10543939

>>10543525
library work or archive work seems cool to me

>> No.10543955
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10543955

there is an asshole with a jackhammer making a fuckload of noise around here, i want to murder him

>> No.10543957

>>10543955

Please don't murder him.

>> No.10543960

>>10543957
why not?

>> No.10543966

>>10543955

I hate that. I don't want spring to come. All my neighbors stop hibernating and go out in their yards to scream and bang on their drums all day. Why can't the be quiet and read or something?

>> No.10543971

that feeling when nothing to do

>> No.10543985

>>10543971

Time to blog on /jp/.

>> No.10543988

>>10543966
Even when it gets warmer around here, there isn't much noise unless some people decide it's good a idea to do more pointless road work.

>> No.10543989

What do beta blockers and SSRIs do for you, anon? Do they work?

>> No.10544000

>>10543988

You're lucky. I wanna move but it's a lot of work and takes money I don't have.

>> No.10544008

>>10543989

I don't know about beta blockers.

SSRI's are for depression they well for some people, I've had better luck with SNRI's but I am bipolar. SSRI's always sent me in to a manic episode, I guess that shows they work.

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