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/jp/, i may bve slightly drucwk right now

ive lurked on here for a few years now, but i haven't posted much

so- tl;dr - im adopted and both my adoptive parents died a few years back. im 25 and never had a girlfirend or sex, not that that really matters. usually im ok with how my life is, but some days it's really hard to accept. ttoday is one of those days. how do you guys do it? do you sometimes wish that you were more socialable? do you wish that you could go back and change the things you did back in high school? do you think it would make any difference in who you were today? how do you accept that you've become what you've become?

>pictured related, my waifu <3

>> No.10259606

I masturbate.

>> No.10259607

i bet u kiss hookers

>> No.10259610

well you suck and are gay

>> No.10259619

You should get some rest buddy!

>> No.10259615

I spend as much time as I can not thinking about it.

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>>10259602
I've been drinking too, cheers

>do you sometimes wish that you were more socialable?
I can force my self to be sociable when it calls for it

>do you wish that you could go back and change the things you did back in high school?
Even though some people had it better than me in highschool, it's hell for everyone
no way you're ever getting me to relive that

>do you think it would make any difference in who you were today?
If anything I wouldn't be able to express my self as freely as I do today
I'd be doing everything to act like everyone else like I did in highschool
>how do you accept that you've become what you've become?
I live a bohemian life where I learn new things everyday
I also appreciate everyday more than I ever have before in my life

>picture related, my waifu that I have become

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>>10259624
shit
supposed to say
Sometimes I was I was more sociable, BUT
then all that crap I wrote

>> No.10259636

>do you sometimes wish that you were more socialable?
I suppose. It would be more convenient -- but it's not something that I constantly feel anxious about. I can be sociable when the situation is one in which I am genuinely interested in. If I'm at a table with someone I don't care about then I will be hard pressed to say anything at all (like tonight's christmas party).

>> No.10259642

>>10259624
captchas take forever to figuire out'

you're right, highschool was shit, but i think a lot of stuff i did nack then determined wht i became today. and i wish it was different. i have like 4 four friesnds that i wuldn;'t trade tyhe world for, but at the same time im alwaysz thinking what if this or what if that. how do you deal with tghat?

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>>10259642
You have four?!
From High school?
Four more than me

try counting your blessings every now and then
seriously it puts things into perspective really fast

>> No.10259670

>>10259659
well only 1 is from hhigh school, i haven't talked to any of my other freiends in a very long time

we didn't really talk to each other much after high school

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>>10259670
sound like a pretty cool guy to me
lot to be proud of
not being a smartass either, seriously some people don't even have that

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I drifted away from most of my friends after high school. One became a huge socialite and is always busy, one of them we ditched as a group because he became a huge asshole, and one I started avoiding recently because he's so fucking negative and depressing.

My high school life was good. I can be polite but I'm sure as shit not sociable. I don't care.

People change. The days of hanging out and playing D&D are long over, and I don't really care about making friends in college. Thanks for letting me vent. I love you guys. And merry christmas.

/blog/blog/blog

>> No.10259689,1 [INTERNAL] 

I dropped out in freshman year of highschool, a few years later started to wish I stayed. Mainly because I got really interested in math and computers not long after I dropped out, even though I hated math while I was in school and refused to do it. It's not so much fun learning something unless you're challenged by a structured setting, with a "reward" in mind, it gives you a lot less motivation.

Although my highschool was literally one of the worst in NJ's. The middle school I went to gave out harder work in 7th grade then what we were doing in 9th grade, and they didn't even have much clubs, let alone anything to do with computers.

>>10259689

I actually started hanging out with my friends more after I dropped out. Half of them dropped out too eventually, and we would drink, play video games, talk, play magic cards, play music, or bullshit with eachother. They liked going to parties a lot too, but I stayed out of that shit.

>> No.10259689,2 [INTERNAL] 

>>10259689,1
maybe god was trying to tell you something when he decided you shouldnt reply to this shitty thread

>> No.10259689,3 [INTERNAL] 

>>10259689,1
retard

>> No.10259689,4 [INTERNAL] 

>>10259689,2
>>10259689,3
Kill yourself, neo-NSJ.

>>10259689
Why do those days have to be over, anon? Is life in the mid-20s and beyond so unforgiving? You make it seem like you and your former friends can no longer have fun.

>> No.10259689,5 [INTERNAL] 

>>10259689,4
Stop, dipshit. This thread is dead for a reason. Go be a worthless faggot in the current NEET.

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