/jp/ - Otaku Culture

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>>21768847
My life isn't a dream, so I have decided to restrict myself to idol things for a couple of days once a month. I don't want to become depressed or go over the edge with addiction and relapse into flawed capitalism, which is what prolonged exposure to idols can easily cause in single men. Because I already have to suffer otherwise and on average go to Hell for a week every month, this limits my ability to post in these threads and makes me not want to be obsessive and spend my time on things that can have an impact on my real life. However, when I return from Hell, usually one of the first things I do is checking if 星歴13夜 released something and posting here, in addition to fapping to Akane like a pervert of course. I'm also dialing down my autism, or doing my best to do so at least, and the monthly exposure helps because it helps me see that there are people here who are more autistic than me.

I've sometimes considered becoming a monk or something, to isolate from society entirely and not have internet or anything, but I couldn't live without fapping and many other worldly things, and I'd either commit suicide somehow or fully relapse into capitalism and start spending money on things I don't need. This would begin a spiral that leads to only misery and ultimately an unhappy death, and therefore it's necessary to post in these threads sometimes and overdose on cuteness among other happy things that don't exist in my life. A part of me wishes I could once in my life meet Akane and have a heart attack or an aneyorusm in front of her, and see if she would try to help me or not... but I never will, and I'm not going to have an aneyorusm either way. So it's best to restrict exposure to a limited time every month.
>>21769970
>>21770061
Honestly I'd probably let her punch me, as long as it was in the forehead or stomach or such and not in the nose or balls or such.