/jp/ - Otaku Culture

Hell I even ran across some, like, U.N. dudes from like Germany like army guys. And you know they knew I was with contractor and I mean I struck up a conversation and I mean it was fucked up because some of them had even been Ossies and some of them had even been near some of my old neighborhood. Lotta younger guys though. Like...they'd just gotten in Army and were pretty cherry. It was kind of a big deal because that was the first time really that Germany since the War had gotten involved militarily in another country.


What a lot of people DON'T realize that weren't there was that you had a lot of people change their alliances pretty quickly. I mean, unless you were just a hardcore Muslim...I mean it didn't really mean a fuck who you rolled with really. I mean there really was no real "nation" to speak of. Just you know...people.

Realistically there were guys who just showed the fuck up from Europe just wanting an excuse to break shit. I mean like...no experience, no anything. Just wanting to shoot somebody. Lot of them didn't last too long though. And then you had the ghouls...and the gorehounds. Then you had like religious whackos on both ends.

But like...it wasn't so bad. I mean...like, I met a few pretty cool people. It's been YEARS now, but sometimes I wish I could see how they are doing.

Part of me wants to go visit again actually. I mean, not like ..you know other places. FUCK those places.

But like the Balkans, part of me wants to go visit. Just to see what's around.

Does that sound weird?

Then again...

I also have co-morbidity with like PTSD and shit...

SO THEY SAY!

anyways...

I actually don't have bad luck with women. For the most part, I'm the one to stop calling girls and pretending they exist. I mean....like...

Ever watch that show with that homo who thinks he's a pick up artist and he wears the cat in the hat hat? Yeah what that homo thinks he can do...I actually can.

I'm can be a bit of a whoremonger. I mean I prefer jacking off...but then that can't replace taste, smell and everything else. The only problem is putting up with blah blah blah girl shit.

I mean for fifty bucks I can fuck most any girl I want. All it takes is for you to sit there and go "yeah mhmmm yer right etc. etc. etc." and like make it seem like you're listening when you're really just kind off in space somewhere or thinking about Tetris or something.

Then there's foreplay, which I like....

The only problem is that afterward unless I like a girl...I can't have her more than a few times. And then..it's like the girls I REALLY like, I don't want to fuck.

And you can't say I'm not charismatic...because I mean..beneath my shitful exterior...lies something like a form of strange innocence.

I mean...when I say nigger or I hate the fucking universe....

It almost sounds like I'm saying "Hi...how are you and can I help?"