/jp/ - Otaku Culture

I blame this thread for giving me weird dreams last night. The /jp/ related part was that I and Tenshi, who was slightly tsundere and voiced by Kitamura Eri, climbed over a fence to get into a Mexican pro-wrestling dojo (in this dream, Mexican pro-wrestling was some kind of forbidden art, since all the dojos had been closed up after some great war, they had just stored the most vital equipment for "practicing the art" so that they could be opened up in the future, which me and a bunch of friends were doing now). Keeping the details short, she started climbing and I joined her, even though I was kind of intruding, which seemed to annoy her a little, but I somehow helped her on the way down again which made up for it. Then, she gave me this slightly insecure tsundere smile and thanked me. At that exact moment, I fell in love with her. And I can acknowledge now that it was the happiest moment I've had in months.

WHY MUST THIS HAPPEN?

Just when I'm in a good mood and think I'm handling my solitude pretty well, dreams like these have to come along and remind me what I can never have. All I experienced in this dream was a girl smiling at me and it's enough to remind me how emotionally empty my life is. Fuck you, subconscious mind. ;_;