/jp/ - Otaku Culture

>I just kept thinking why I felt so bad about imagining it, and somehow I think I found out when I realized how I really see the world: as a truly gruesome place
You lost me.

You felt bad about imagining someone's death and you suddenly imagine the world as a gruesome place? One would guess that you felt bad because you don't like people to get hurt, even in your imagination.
I may be stupid, but could you please try to clarify this point for me? Thanks.
As a payment, good cheer.

Please help /jp/!
I have about 4 vn's lined up that I want to read. I'm tired of always pressing a key for the next sentence and some of them don't have a fast enough auto play feature for me(or one at all). Is there any program which allows me to use a gamepad for VN's?