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Two weeks ago, I opted to skip straight to E-8 instead of attempting E-7, citing 'preserving my sanity' as a reason, but now my sanity is tormented even more by how I abandoned Teruzuki. Now I don't even have the resources for E-7 kuso mode because I wanted to 'take it easy' instead of running more expeditions. I tried to reassure myself I did the right thing, that it was just a game not worth the stress, but as the event comes to a close, there is nothing but regret and hate at my own cowardice.

I got Roma, Kazagumo, Umikaze, etc. but none of it matters.
I realized too late Teruzuki was the only one who mattered. I'd give them all away for you.

Forgive me Teruteru.

I'm sorry.

Even if you become Abyssal Teruduki from the despair of me abandoning you, even if you hate me, I promise I'll save you. It won't be today, it won't be tomorrow, and it might be a long while before I can, but I will come for you. Wait for your Teitoku. Maybe one day in your heart of hearts you will find it in you to forgive me.