/jp/ - Otaku Culture

>>44803280
It feels like the world is too big yet also too small, if that makes sense. In my first post I mentioned that I sometimes feel like a cat that became more sentient. For whatever reason the moment I try to think of anything that somewhat resembles a collective, like a city, population or state, my head begins to burn after some time and I simply want to get away from it. Yet, just like a cat, I do not want to sit around all day and wish to go on my own little cat adventures. But where do I go?
I'm a loner, there's nothing to argue about that, but I cannot help to desire to be part of something bigger. Perhaps that's an aspect of my old self before everything began to fall down and life became more and more gloomy. Yet when I step out and hear people talk I immediately want to be left alone.
My dreams show me life's that I'd enjoy much more, but it's just dreams, reality is much harsher and different? Not sure how I could explain that. Perhaps I became to accustomed to my dreams and daydreams that reality feels much more uncomfortable and foreign.
Then I also have certain responsibilities I simply never asked for, but am forced to take care of. I can understand that they might be a necessary "evil", like a job, but I really wish I could escape them. I also have a rather clingy mother, which makes it a bit more harder to get out. I'm also most likely a mommy boy I don't hate her and I will take care of her, but I dislike things that bind me someway or another.
I wish I could fall down a well and find myself in a more fantasy-like world, I'd like to simply walk around, collect stuff, have a little fight with some skeleton or miku and then go to sleep.

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>>40034906
It's getting to the point where it feels more real than reality, pic very related

>>39382331
what a fucking loser. imagine being like this haha

As a result of getting very drunk the night of 4chan's birthday and going on a nostalgia trip I had a bizarre dream. I received an invitation to an address and it was an underground apartment full of old /jp/ers and tripfags. Trevor was there playing touhou on an old CRT and he stops and says "the internet isn't just about ironic shitposting anymore, it's time for us to make a difference, and you're going to help us Anon" and then T and me and Josh and ZUN!bar and WhiteRen and a bunch of other faggots set out on this crazy adventure involving time travel and parallel worlds and stealing a Mercedes so we could pretend to be rich and sneak into an underground cult of Hollywood Jewish elites who were torturing children and break the kids free. After we succeeded and were celebrating they're like "Anon can't you tell us a handle name to call you by" and I'm like after all we've been through I'll just tell you my real name. And then I woke up.

>>34213642
What an aggravating person. I wouldn't even last a second without punching her once she starts talking about her modern-day hobbies. Befitting of the title of 'Superficial and shallow human', she should go back to the outside world and get used to being normal so she wouldn't get bullied.

>>25387458

>>24532124
you wake up

>>18379231
easilly worst 2hu.
all other 2hus are atleast decent

>>18311468
implying she have to even try to compete with worst 2hu

>>16912306
sanae autists

>>15558397
Me on the left

>>14536284
Sanae is.

Sorry to keep you guys hanging... Well, I talked to the uncle who owns the house now and although last I had heard he was trying to sell it, it seems now he and the other children of the original owner have made up their minds to tear it down. So he's not even interested in selling the place anymore. Apparently he already turned down an offer from someone in Japan. The house was their father's, built by him from the ground up, and they grew up in it. Now they feel like it should die with him, and they don't really like the idea of someone else living there. The fact that he didn't even want to sell the house to a respectable Japanese person means that he'd probably be even less likely to sell it to a bunch of foreigners who would dress up as Touhous and do lewd things in the bedrooms...

One /jp/er actually emailed me and sounded kind of serious, so I feel kind of shitty now and wish I had never posted..... Sorry guys.

>>14175138
People will do this when they liek stuff enough to have it a lot on their mind.
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>>12589489
But Marisa is human and eats them so a /psy/chonaut should be fine, right?

I think all the 2hus are reasonably happy, I hate when people try to turn Gensokyo into some generic grimdark&edgy low fantasy shit when it's pretty much a light-hearted battle shounen in video game form where Reimu goes and solves the incident of the week and afterwards everyone has tea and takes it easy.

Sanae's dream