/jp/ - Otaku Culture

I had a dream the other night where I wound up in Gensokyo and, with nowhere else to go, was taken in at the Moriya Shrine. Sanae and I got to know each other with surprising ease, since we were both humans, and she was a really sweet girl prone to the occasional awkward episodes.

Every time she's leave, Suwako would pop out from somewhere and egg me on, trying to play matchmaker between Sanae and I by saying all this stuff like: we'll need another human successor someday blah blah at this age her womb is a fertile crescent blah blah and so on.

Kanako seemed reserved at first, as though she was judging whether or not I was worthy of my new found inclusion in their small family. I did my best to help out around the shrine, and, when I was not with Sanae, I would read or go outside and work out.

I think Kanako saw that I was trying hard for the shrine's sake and--perhaps, more importantly--for Sanae's sake, and one night she came out and voiced her approval of our relationship, catching Sanae and I both completely by surprise, even though we both had known for some time that the woodwork had been laid.

I woke up around that time and I have been trying furiously every night after to reenter that same dream world where I left off.

I once dated a Japanese-Mexican girl. She was really good-looking, very enjoyable and she responded pretty nicely to my tastes.

At the moment, however, I was a stupid autismal piece of shit who had recently jizzed brix after discovering the world of pick-up artists. I used to believe that being a virgin made me a worthless piece of shit, so the moment I found something that claimed to be a step-by-step guide to getting laid, I immediately ate it up.

Needless to say, I completely blew my chances with her by trying to act like a stud with her when I never, ever had to. Add to that that her shitphone didn't work and she didn't had a land line because she was from out of town, and I ended up dumping her in the worst fucking way possible, all because I was a socially retarded idiot. That was in 2006, I was 19. By the time I got over it around 2010, my telecommunications engineering major was in full effect and any chance I had to date someone had long since gone down the shitter.

Pic related because her first name was Sanae, and every time I see a pic of Sanae Kochiya I end up thinking about her.