/jp/ - Otaku Culture

As someone who used to keep up with her niconico stuff before she became noel, I can say 2020 was a wild year to her.
I've decided to stop watching her stuff, I'm not happy with the choices she made but I guess it wasn't really her fault.
I will try to keep it short to fix in one post.

>start of 2020, she makes a new nico channel just to zatsudan and interact with her public
>she didn't planned to do erotic ASMRs it kinda just happened, she mention the first time she did it, she couldn't sleep thinking she had done something bad.
>says it's just some way to 'vent' since a woman at her age don't have life easy
>she also say ''I won't allow my partner to make this kind of videos, I would get straight up jealous'' implying she would close her channel once she settle ups with someone.


>few months later
>movies are the main talk of her zatsudans, mostly romance dramas
>every. time. romance/marriage/dates get into topic
>this was after her brother said he was getting married
>on her birthday she tried really hard to be a youtuber
>she mostly wanted to do cooking streams
>youtubebot banned all her attempts for being ''too lewd'' despite her adding an additional layer of clothes each ban
>throw a trantum saying she hates youtube, saying she can't have choices, she can't do other stuff and so on
>sometimes talk about her experience on college


>close to the end of the year
>her videos gets more and more exposure
>makes a fantia to put more heavy content in
>mention she wants to get more famous and want to expand her public
>say it's better for her to find someone that is into ''NTR'' or sort that wont bother with her content
>she now call it a job
>she mention how hard she takes care of her boobs since they grow ugly or something nobody will care for her anymore
>streaming twice as much, leaves a zatsudan from noel to enter another one as roomate, sometimes it's half of the day like this.


Her lewd stuff isn't anything form a long date, it started and went high all in one year.
I wasn't happy with her pushing it more and more to the point I just couldn't watch her NND zatsudan anymore of how much she changed. I'm away from it for like 3 months already, and I'm not sure what's currently going on with her nowdays.
I hope she gets mentally better and rely less on her streams for social contact.
I can't follow Noel anymore either so I hope some gentle anons here takes the baton for me.

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she's ben fucking terrible lately, I can't watch her talk stream because of timeshift shit and I'm really worried with her contidion, I have no idea what is happening to her