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nijicon_world translation of Nemo's latest LINE blog!

Happy new year
this is Nemoto Nagi

Last year was difficult for me
and not even I could understand it

There was a period where everything became flat:
flavors, annoying things, fun times, sadness
I cried

And then there was the thing about not being able to do events...

I'm an indoor person, I like being left alone
that I thought

Usually, Nijicon does a lot of events, it is shadow physical training, but I have always thought live is my thing, and that period was harsh for me
My goal for 2021 is to never give up on myself
I am very unsure about me

I had the horrible thought that fans who like me must have something wrong with their eyes

I could never be certain, because I do gravure and my breasts can easily precede myself

I don't think I'm the beautiful kind
I think photos of me during concerts are monstrous

Why was I so pessimistic about my self, I thought
And realized I was being too self conscious to do anything

I want to be considered pretty (you greedy Nemo)
but first of all I want to like myself
After all I'm an Idol

I want to never give up on anything I decide to do

I want to change the way I think about things

Failing at any of them doesn't mean I will die

Thank you to all the fans and everyone that supported me during this period

I reached to you and everyone held my hand tightly

I was able to breathe, and now I'm fine

I wish a better 2021 for me and all the people who love Nijicon~!

-Nemo