/jp/ - Otaku Culture

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>tfw ywn know ayaka irl and feel insecure around her because she ignores you but secretly admire her because she is popular, rich, and easily the most attractive person you've physically met
>tfw her father will never take a liking to you and hire you to do some farm work for him
>tfw one day ywn find ayaka's equestrian outfit and after 15 minutes of heart-pounding temptation, decide to take take the opportunity
>tfw ywn take deeps whiffs of her clothing, catching hints of her sweat, then lose your inhibition and start jerking off
>tfw ayaka will never interrupt you mid session as she remembered that she forgot to take her outfit with her
>tfw ywn realize that your life is now over as ayaka stands in front of you with a condescending look on her face
>tfw she will never tell you to give her back her uniform and ywn walk over to her full of shame and embarrassment
>tfw she will never slap you across the face, and start verbally berating you, telling you to kill yourself, that she hates you, that your a creep etc..
>tfw ayaka will never suddenly grab the horse crop and tell you to get on your knees and start beating you with it
>tfw one of the stinging strikes will never hit your nipple, causing so much pain then you instinctively cover it up with your hand
>tfw she iwll never rip your hand away and starts pinching it with her fingernails for what feels like an eternity until she moves on to kicking you
>tfw several of the kicks hit you below the belt but the pain feels pleasurable because you feel like you deserve it and the more pain you experience the more you are forgiven
>but also by virtue of being something done to your body by her body
>tfw ywn start to get hard, which she notices and tells you to leave
>tfw after a week of hanging low and contemplating suicide, ywn accidentally run into ayaka and she will never for the first time smile at you
;_;