/jp/ - Otaku Culture

I need to seriously stop donating. I've spent well over 2,000 USD in donations in the past several months. My girlfriend is now questioning where my money has been going and I told her it's personal finances and other bills. I'm a fucking idiot and I feel way too attached to these girls. I think I might quit cold turkey or else this will hinder my relationship. I don't know what to do. In some ways, I love Holo girls more than my girlfriend because she has never shown this much of genuine affection and not even during sex. When I send a donation it's letting them know how much I adore and care for them as much as they care for me. What should I do? Breaking up with my girlfriend has crossed my mind and may work another job to donate more money and focus my love and dedication to Holo girls but I'm not sure because I don't know what would be a good excuse? Please someone help me.