/jp/ - Otaku Culture

>>27601450
>this happened an entire year ago
feels like just yesterday

where is my life going

internet has been dying and coming back to life randomly at 5-20 minute intervals for the last several hours

really starting to get sick of it

I started doing E4 this morning and just now I ran out of fuel. I sparkled, did supports and Yukikaze still got fucked over every time.

I'm stuck in the final kill.

What should I do? Is it over for me?

I feel you. I have no one to talk to about stuff except for my psychologist and it's really messing with my head. I do live with my family though so it's not like I'm all alone, but basically I have no one at those times when I really need to talk or discuss something that isn't everyday small talk. I also spend most my time lurking and barely post anything. It doesn't help that I have nothing to do with my free time whatsoever so I end up watching random videos on Youtube or reading fragments of news articles about things that don't interest me. Other times I just play music while staring at my desktop background. Can't explain it very well but I feel like my mental health is steadily deteriorating. Very noticeable with how OCD I became.