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>>16614093
This has basically been my existence (first two paragraphs) for a little more than four years

I had a small break last June but things slowly degraded and especially this past month I've done little but get mad online and gain weight

My parents know something is wrong but they won't really intervene until I officially fail university. As it stands I've been scraping along and doing the bare minimum though my professors are getting impatient and starting to push back.

Each fucking day I think to myself that tomorrow is going to be the day I set things right and then I wake up at 2 PM and the cycle repeats

Funny how I can change all of this by just doing a bunch of basic actions each day but every time I try and do something I get overcome with a bland feeling that most things I will do in life are worthless and just slide back into the path of least resistance

Who knows, maybe my nightmare will finally end on February 23, 2017

https://youtu.be/fssPqRWx9U0?t=1m4s