/jp/ - Otaku Culture

>>19890044
You are right. I am a loser. I'm not fat, but rather skinny actually. And I did have a gf.

She was Chinese and she would play Dr. Kawashima's brain training on her DS:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sOepB7XiT_o

She always played 30 mins before bed time. The nature of the game prohibits the player from pausing it while the exercises are running. She would lay on her stomach on the bed in an oversized t-shirt and undies and I crept up to her butt, kissed and smelled it, and gently pulled her panties down. Of course she noticed, but she used to be very absorbed in the game, especially the math sequences. I would merely rest my tongue on her asshole and not move at all, because any time there was a quick react sequence in the game, she would audibly breath in a stop and go motion, and her asshole would make these tiny twitches. Feeling them with the tip of my tongue was the greatest thing I ever felt in my life.

I admit sometimes she really was annoyed by it, but the great thing was that the game keeps track of your records, and since you can't pause it, she was basically not able to do anything against it while the session was on. Needless to say my dick was rock hard. In 90% of all cases this lead into sex. As soon as the game was over, she folded her DS shut, put it aside on the night table, and sunk her head in the pillow with a long exhale, saying something like: "You really have to do this every time, don't you?" I felt so dirty and submissive. She turned around and I would lick pussy and play with her nips until she reaches orgasm. Another highlight was to feel her whole body mount into an arch, her nipples fully erect and then starting to squirm and contort while she screams at full lungs in orgasm. Then it went into the last stage, the final dicking and glazing her with cum.

But in retrospect, the thing I miss the most was not the act itself, but the sheer ability of completely switching off your mind. No stress, no schedules, nothing. Just animal instinct taking over my brain. Just smelling, tasting, pumping. Full ecstasy mode.

I still fap to those memories sometimes.