/jp/ - Otaku Culture

I don't like people. You see, I thought I was just socially awkward. I was never good at small talk or conversation with anybody. I figured this is simply because I'm an introvert, and accept this. I eventually met a girl who is also a NEET, more so than I because she does not leave the house and sleeps during daylight hours. She was into me since we could relate to each other in so many ways, and she was fine looking for a nerdy bitch. I tried to become more interested in her on a personal and emotion level, which as such form the basis of a relationship. After about a month of vising her at her apartment, I realized I don't even care for a relationship like this, even though this girl was straight out of a manga.

So, after concluding that I don't even seek an emotional or sexual relationship from life, I just about stopped caring here. Now I've simply been existing how I chose. I exist as part of the internet, all my thoughts and ideas and opinions. The only people I know and who know me exist in this digital world, and thats how I like it. If life were a cyberpunk novel and I could cease to exist in the real world, but continue to exist in the internet, I would.